Chapter 155: Just Be Yourself
Shera's perspective
Sigh...this time was after school and I felt so depressed, now I was pressing my face to my study table while thinking about John. We had...a very big quarrel and he...slapped me very hard, he even slapped Reimi and pushed us out of his castle.
As I could remember, I was very madly jealous at that time when I found out John's castle had many women soldiers so I got to his place to question him. John had tried to calm down many times and explained to me he and them did not have any relationship, just the owner and the servants to protect him but I didn't hear John.
Also, one of John's subordinates - Shizuka Hatano was disobeying him and went out of the streets to do dangerous things. That was the reason John was very mad at me though he didn't want to, but instead of listening to John to return to Keris, I pushed him to his limit.
I would say that lovers even if they are in a very good relationship, they would quarrel with each other like the other ones. John and I just quarreled at the noon, I hate John because of the previous incident but I knew that was also my fault to make him get mad, John could not be kind all the time especially when he was mad.
Now I would like to make up with John, I didn't want to let our relationship get worse, maybe I should need to write a letter to John now. I slowly raised my head and then leaned my hand down the table to pull out some drawers to take the fur papers to write the letter.
I later took out a fur paper and put it on the table, I grabbed a pen from a wooden cup and then opened the ink box cover. I dipped the pen's head into the ink box in a few seconds and then pulled it out and pointed the pen to the fur paper.
What kind of content of the letter I should write to John? I think I was the one who caused his anger...I would write John an apology letter. I slowly wrote the first words in the letter while writing slowly to not let my words get bad, write slower would make my words get better.
My hands were weird while writing, John said I got a natural illness that his world called it with a name "Dysgraphia", the people who got this illness could not write well.
According to John's explanation, the people who got Dysgraphia would write words big, small or away from the lines while writing and could not control the words' shapes properly. Not because those people did not want to write well, because their brains got injured in their natural births so they could not control their hands to write well.
John also said the people with Dysgraphia would mostly hold their pens tight while writing, making weird postures to have advantages to writing and their hands could be easily fatigued after writing for a short time. Well, I did mostly all of those things and now John had taught me to modify my posture, write slower, rotate my hand a few times before writing to make it feel comfortable and avoid getting fatigued.
Now I would like to be with John, he said he would go to school this afternoon but seemed like he did not make that promise, sigh. I cannot blame my husband, he was trying to arrest his subordinate, maybe he would get here later, I would kiss John a hot kiss to make up with him.
Ahhhhh...I lost my concentration, I must write the letter and send it to John, I later wrote the letter while carefully checking the words. Okay, I have done writing the letter after a few minutes, my right hand was quite tired, maybe I didn't rotate it to relax my fingers' muscles so they got fatigued fast...sigh!
My words in the letter seemed to be readable...it should have been better, I hope John could read this letter so I slowly pulled out another drawer...wait, I did not have any envelope. Maybe I would ask Reimi to bring this paper to the Messenger's Guild to ask the Messenger girls to bring this paper to John.
I slowly got out of my chair while holding the letter and then opened the door to get outside of my room, Reimi must be still guarding. Wait a minute...why Reimi didn't stay here? She dare to leave her duty? But what would she do if she left me and went outside? This servant was very disrespectful to me now!
Did she leave the duty to meet up with John? She dares to meet my husband! How could she betray me when I was her owner and she was just a lowly servant? She dares to have John or what!
I will kill you, you betrayal servant! I will chop your limbs and put your head on my bed to see the scene John belongs to me when we were having sex for the first time!
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" - I squeezed very tight both of my hands and then tore out the letter which I had written earlier, today will be the day you down to your grave, Reimi!
I immediately ran to my bed and got under it, my hand grabbed out a wooden butcher knife, though it was not as sharp as my real dagger but I would use my madness to chop Reimi's limbs. I also grabbed out my real sword in case Reimi uses her sword to fight against me, my sword skills did not have many techniques but only concentrate on attacking weak points by what John taught me.
I also took out my dagger and then took out my belt and wore it, attached the holsters to my belt and then put my weapons on those belts and ready for a hunt, Reimi would die today. Now I would like to test the strength of my butcher knife, I walked to the study chair and raised the butcher knife above, my target would be the chair's top rail.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Smash!" - I made a grunt and used all of my hand muscles to swing the butcher knife down to cut the top rail, the top rail had been smashed a bit and my butcher knife's blade was being deformed, good!
I later opened the door and then let it open completely, I walked outside of my room while lowering my head, I later raised my head and then looked straight.
"Hahahahahahahahaha!" - I looked above and made a loud laugh
All students had gone home except for some teachers and the students who attended to live in the school, now I'm free to do what I want, hunt. The teachers were all on the ground floor while only Raptu and Akane stayed in their rooms on this floor to study for the semester exam, I hope my laugh for not bother them.
I slowly held my butcher knife tightly while walking and looking around the hallway to check if Reimi was here or not. After seeing no Reimi, I slowly stepped forward again, my ears were all widened to hear the sound of the betrayal, Reimi would have to die today!
While walking in the hallway, I saw someone walking from far away, I looked closely and then realized that was Reimi. Now I must stay calm, this little rabbit would run away when she sees me running toward her with a butcher knife, I slowly walked toward Reimi while hiding the butcher knife behind my back.
Reimi saw me while walking so she bowed to me and then headed to my position and then faced me. Reimi's face expressed her confusion and her nervousness when she saw me bring a sword outside, did you see my purpose, Reimi?
"My Highness, I'm very sorry for leaving my duty without asking your permission." - Reimi bowed to me again to apologize, if you don't love my husband then I would have treated you better, now you are full of sins, my servant!
"It's okay, Reimi...now tell me where did you go earlier." - If you tell me you don't meet John then you are lying, your throat would have long blood after half of a second if you said that, Reimi!
"I'm very sorry for hiding you my purpose, my Highness! Please forgive me!" - Oh, so you truly have the sin? You officially dare to seduce my husband, aren't you?
"I sneaked outside to...buy Sir Rigen a weapon as a present for him...I would like to...make up with Sir Rigen.
It's good that you are honest, Reimi! I would phase out your death sentence, but your ring fingers must be chopped off. You can never get married anymore, this is your punishment for daring to flirt with my husband, Reimi.
"Give me the present, Reimi..."
"Ahhh, yes, my Highness!" - Reimi panicked pulling out from a pouch on her belt a holster which was holding a dagger, she later pulled the dagger out of the holster and gave it to me
I slowly took the dagger and realized it had a green handle - green was John's favorite color. Though he said he did not have his official favorite color because he would like to favorite different colors when he likes to change something new.
The dagger's blade seemed to be very well made, very sharp because my thumb could feel its sharpness while slowly moving it on the dagger's blade. This dagger's handle was made of thick leather and a round handle, which I felt very comfortable while holding, it must be very costly...this Knight woman dare to flirt with my husband by using giving him this item.
"Reimi, how did you know John's favorite color?" - I slowly smiled at Reimi while closing my eyes
"I'm sorry, my Highness! I...eavesdropped on you and Sir Rigen's conversations so I knew he loves green."
"Now I would like to...give you a suggestion, Reimi."
"Yes, my Highness?"
"Accept to let this dagger belong to me and I...would forgive you, Reimi...you are my servant after all I didn't want to treat you bad." - Only your death sentence comes closer to you, Reimi!
"Thank you for your kindness, my Highness! Whatever I buy would all belong to you forever." - Reimi kneeled one leg before me while bowing her head, what a good servant, I would not let you have John...but I would let you taste his liquid body when I have done tasting his original taste
"Good...ahhhhh!"
I bit the dagger's handle to mark my teeth on its surface, I bit it for a very long time until my teeth mark precisely appeared on its surface and my drools have all covered the handle. I would give John this dagger and he would surely love to sniff my saliva, Reimi would never have John, my husband would be forever mine!
"My Highness, during getting back to school, I met a Messenger girl standing in front of the school's entrance."
"She asked the school guards to call you here and I told her I know you so she gave me a letter..."
"Sir Rigen wrote to you a letter, my Highness...this is the letter." - Reimi slowly gave me the letter while kneeling, I immediately snatched the envelope and then opened it to pull out the fur letter
John was so kind to give me this letter, I immediately ran back to my room and then sat on the chair while pointing my eyes to the letter. Reimi slowly closed the door and then stood guard outside, I was excited to...I immediately disarmed to let my body feel comfortable and then grabbed the letter to read it.
Shera, if you are reading this, I hope you will forgive me...I'm sorry to be very mad and hurt you and Reimi. How are you two now? Are you two alright? I'm sorry that I cannot visit you this afternoon, but I promise I would stay with you overnight, okay?
I have finally arrested Hatano, she is quite unpredictable today, she was always less talking and didn't cause any problems but today she did many bad things. I have finally set up strong security to make sure she would not escape anymore, now I can concentrate on practice to do the paperwork.
I would like to be lazy today but...my hands are holding others' lives so I can't, I could become a bad ruler if I want but I cannot see the others miserable but only do nothing. I have been born and faced a toxic parent, I was an asshole and now am still an asshole but...I want to change myself to be better, my wife.
I would like to meet you this afternoon, Shera! But the time to travel from Veta to the Capital takes me at least 1 hour and I would like to spend my time to make up with you and stay with you for an hour. But in those three hours, I could use my time to study to become a Lord, I'm sorry for not spending my time with you, Shera! Please forgive me, I hope you two would be fine.
I would...go out of my castle to visit the people in the town in the next hour, they seemed very terrified at what Hatano did, becoming a good guy, especially a good ruler is not easy. I would go to school at night to teach you, Shera! At that time, Sarah would be in charge to replace me though I'm bullying her for forcing her to manage two lands when I was away, I hope that dumb would be alright.
I'm sorry for forgetting your second semester, Shera! I'm very heartless, am I? I don't expect you to try hard to get good grades, good grades but cannot do any job properly or cannot apply what we learned to live would be useless.
Not because I underestimate you, Shera! You are smart and very good at fashion jobs, the knives you gave me are very detailed hewed. I don't want you to have kids at this time, please wait for 2 years, if you want to go to college after graduating your high school then I would let you choose.
Well, going to college is not important but if you go there, you would be able to learn practical things with a wider knowledge of the job, the passion you want to follow. The most important key to leading you to be successful is your self-taught spirit, Shera! Well, I hope you would not mind learning my homeland's language, I would teach you when you like to learn it.
Anyway, those texts are too long and too digress, Shera..what do you think if I and you get married without holding our wedding? I would let you decide, because...I didn't want our wedding to be expensive, sorry if I was too scrimp, my wife.
Anyway, please make up with Reimi, I did not want to be serious but your semester exam has already come too close, water is on your feet, Shera.
Today I would teach you math and...let's forget about magic, that subject contains physics and chemistry, I can't do magic and I even suck at physics and chemistry. Well, I'm not good at math but at least I can understand how it works, but you will have to learn magic yourself, Shera...I'm sorry.
I would teach you Math and Literature tonight, Shera! But no kissing, flirting, blushing or oral sex. Try hard to study through this semester's exam and you can do everything you want for me when we get married.
Water is chasing to your feet, Shera! Please try hard...I love you very much, please don't be jealous anymore. Anyway, please give Reimi a chance, why don't you let her become my concubine, my wife?
Reimi would be my concubine in the name but would be our servant forever and I will only have kids with you, Shera. I hope you love this symbol :) I promise I will only have kids with you, Shera :) I will be faithful to you, my wife :)
I hope these last texts would give you some mood to be happy, Shera! Please let Reimi read this letter too, love you, my wife (ves)! :) Please forgive me
John was so kind to send me this letter, but I still got unpleasant because his mind was still thinking about Reimi, John's feelings for Reimi must be larger than I expected. Now I must do something to separate Reimi from John, John would be mine forever and I must...I must...
I slowly got out of my chair and then walked to the door and then opened it, I saw Reimi was standing to guard and she noticed my appearance so she turned around.
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"My Highness, is there anything you need me to do?"
"Read the letter, Reimi...read the last lines." - I slowly gave Reimi the letter
She held the letter and read it, Reimi carefully looked at the words and then looked up and looked at me, I didn't know why my husband has feelings for Reimi. Maybe her hair color, her face and her body were more attractive than mine, my body was not as full as Reimi's and my face was quite a child's, not adult like her.
John come from the military so maybe he loved the women who looked tough, Reimi's skin was very thick and her body was also attractive. About me, my body was soft and not so full, I mean my breast and my butt were not too big to seduce John, I was also weighed up a bit these days, maybe John loved beautiful women.
What kind of this madness jealous? I just want to make my servant be away from this world!
"You didn't have any thoughts about the letter, Reimi?"
"Of course not, my Highness! Sir Rigen is yours, I will only do what you order me."
"Then listen to me carefully Reimi, I would say it straight at once...do not get along to John."
"You know how my happiness is ruined by you, Reimi? We were having happiness and you jumped on John...get the hell out of him."
"Do not have feelings for John anymore...he is only mine, don't think you can take him away from me, you hear me?"
"Of course, my Highness! Sir Rigen and I would not have any relationship anymore...but...I'm sorry for my selfishness, please forgive me."
I slowly closed the door and then walked back to my room, I put the letter into the envelope and then stored it in a drawer. I think I must wait for John to come here and I would do something to heat up my relationship with him, maybe I haven't satisfied enough John's needs, I would serve him all night.
Now I must keep studying to prepare for the semester exam though I had already studied well weeks ago, maybe I would recheck my study progress. Though my mind was full of thinking but I must not let those things pull me down, I slowly pulled out a drawer to take...my math textbook.
I also took my study book and then put it on the table, flipped to an empty page, grabbed my pen and dipped it into an ink box and then pulled it out. I slowly pointed the pen to the study book while flipping my math textbook to the page which had the hardest lessons, it would take me hours to finish these things.
Well, my teacher - Ms. Erik was a crazy math teacher, she always made unreasonable math exams full of hundreds of math questions. Maybe this textbook was nothing compared to my teacher, I think I could...solve these math questions, I was wondering if Raptu would mind studying with me or not.
Sigh...I need help! I kept thinking about John, my love was very cared and loved me but...he loved Reimi, and I didn't like it. Maybe my body was soft, not tough and was not fully grown so John was losing his attention toward me but attracted to Reimi, the more beautiful one.
Suddenly I heard the door opening, I stopped pressing my face to the table and then looked at the door to see why Reimi opened it. In front of me was now Raptu and Akane, even Sasa...wait, she did not go home but gave the school money to stay here tonight?
"Yawnnnnnn! Good afternoon, Miss Shera...yawnnnnnnn!" - Raptu greeted me while yawning, she even wore her green sleeping clothes with a green sleeping hat, maybe she did not study as I thought
"Yawnnnn! Yawnnn! I was sleeping very well...yawnnnn! And your laugh woke me up...yawnnn!"
"You don't study, Raptu?"
"I was studying but the lessons were so easy so...I slept...yawnnnnn!" - Raptu's feet walked into my room and she pressed her face to my bed to sleep when her below body still not got on the bed
For some reason, seeing my this fox girl's silly action made my mind have some mood to keep studying, I stopped looking at Raptu and saw Sasa was staring at my math textbook. Sasa expressed to me that her boyfriend died because of snatching her long hair to pull her to the balcony to hide with him away from the monsters during the invasion.
But this school was old and the balcony both of them were hiding was a very rusted one so Sasa's boyfriend in the last moments pushed her into the room and fell freely with the broken balcony. He later fell to the ground and died with the broken balcony pressed on his body, Sasa kept blaming herself for this incident so she did not grow her long hair anymore, poor her.
"Princess, these questions are very easy, try some new ones, here." - Sasa put a math book with a red cover on the table and I took it and flipped some pages to see
Wait a minute...these math questions had very many numbers, very similar to the questions of Ms. Erik, what the hell was this book?
"Sasa, where did you have this book? And what is this book?"
"The math book which is composed by Ms. Erik herself, my papa and her have some "relationship" so she especially gave me this book."
"What do you mean by "relationship" between your father and our teacher, Sasa?"
"Ummm, my mom is old...and my dad has just told me something today: Hey, daughter! You are about have a little sister, you know?"
"Did our teacher know to create babies, Sasa? She taught your father to do that with your old mom or what?" - I did not get it
"The answer is reverse, Princess! My old man told Ms. Erik to "teach" him."
"Hey...do you truly understand, Princess?"
"Nod! Nod!" - Yeah, I think I understood, her mom must struggle when she was old so her father asked our teacher to teach him to make her mom give birth again
"I hope you would understand, please be careful with your bodyguard when you get old, Princess." - Now I have more questions to ask you why you mentioned John
"Anyway, you want to fight one-to-one with that math book, Princess? Let's head to our tea shop and study there, that place would be more comfortable." - Maybe I should go outside with Sasa a bit to get myself some relax
"Okay." - I got up from my chair and then packed up my study tools and books into my school bag
I would talk to John later, I would study together with my friends in the tea shop and then return here to wait for him, now I must have enough energy before talking to John. After storing things into my school bag, I grabbed the school bag and then turned around to see Sasa, she was glancing at Raptu - who was sleeping in my bed.
"Our fox friend has already studied a week ago, maybe she only needs to sleep to get back her energy." - Sasa made a slight smile and then walked to the bed
"Fox...get up!" - Sasa yelled very loud to call Raptu
"Wheeze! Wheeze! z.z.z." - Raptu seemed sleeping very well
"Let me hold your school bag, my Highness." - Reimi walked into my room and I gave her my school bag
"Good to see you...Shera - sama." - Akane walked inside and then bowed to me, she later headed to the bed
"Oi, Raptu - san...please get up or we will eat your favorite meal in the tea shop." - Akane shook Raptu's body but our fox friend was still sleeping without caring about what was touching her
"Okay, let's bring her to her room." - I stepped toward Raptu and then carried her with my friends
All of us later headed out of my room and then got to Raptu's room, placed her on the bed to let her sleep and then went outside of the school. While going out of the school, I saw that many workers who wore black uniforms were reconstructing some of the broken parts of our school to renew them.
Due to the invasion, our school and other buildings had also got damaged, the workers who wore black uniforms all came from Ashura Kingdom, they were reconstructing not only our school but other damaged buildings. Akane explained to me those people were the best workers of her Kingdom, her parents sent them here to reconstruct the damaged buildings with better materials that came from her homeland.
Well, Akane's words also had some suspicion because the number of workers was very much and I could not believe a noble in her country could hire that many workers. But the oddest thing I saw from these workers, they had the same skin, same eyes colors and hair colors as our people but only Akane was different from them.
I also started to ask Akane if she was a daughter of a Lord or even a Royal member of her homeland or not but she kept shaking her head or rejected to answer. Akane was quite odd, if she was truly a Royal member of Ashura Kingdom then why did she not claim that title but kept silent as if she didn't want to be known?
Anyway, we later walked into the tea shop and started studying in there together, maybe saying "we headed there and played would be more right". When we got to the tea shop, the first thing all of us would do was order our desserts and then went on the study while eating.
After eating our desserts, we would study for 30 minutes and then go on eating again, we later dropped our study books there and then went on talking nonsense things. After talking nonsense things, we would eat again and then go on study for 1 hour before eating again and then talking nonsense things and then went back to our school.
Well, we would also read books but that was when all of us were not on our semester exams, we would only study and eat during this time. Now I was in my room while sitting on my study table to wait for John to come to teach me, I must...do something to get my husband's attraction or he would care about Reimi.
Now I noticed that I was fatter, just a little bit but I felt I was very unpleasant about it, maybe I should have rejected to go to the tea shop to eat with my friends. Because I would always order sweets when I went to the tea shop so I was not so surprised to see myself get fat, I must stop hanging out with my friends to keep John with me.
The time until I would get into my semester exam would be 2 weeks from now one, I have already studied very well in all of my lessons to prepare so I would reduce studying. There was a barbell and a pair of dumbbells in my room, which were now stored under my makeup table, I must try hard to work out.
I think I must try hard to stay in shape, I must do everything to keep John with me forever, he must only look at me and love me, he must only belong to me. Maybe this time would be a good time for me to exercise because my study time with John would be started one hour later, I would exercise within 30 minutes and then wait for John, must stay in shape.
I immediately got out of the chair and then headed to my makeup table and then leaned my hand under it to pull out a dumbbell.
"Knock! Knock! Princess, may I go inside now?" - I heard John's voice outside of the door, he was calling me while knocking on the door
I was wondering why John came here this early because he would mostly come 30 minutes sooner or in time, maybe I must stop exercising. I slowly headed toward the door and then opened it, John slowly stepped inside, he wore his military uniform and seemed a bit tired.
"Hello, Shera! I interrogated Hatano but she didn't say anything so I gave up and got here, Sarah is quite busy." - John slowly held my hands and then led me to the study chairs, both of us sat down and then John left my hands
"Please be serious today, Princess! You must keep studying for your semester exam, I don't need you got to get good grades, but you should not be lazy and stop studying."
"All of us would study till we pass away, let's relax for a minute, I will prepare something first, Princess." - John put his teaching tools and books on the table in good positions that he could reach
"Ahh, I forgot! Before getting here, I chatted with Reimi for 5 minutes, she didn't happy at all, you two still not end the war to take over me for your own?"
"John, why did you say that? You don't love me anymore?" - I didn't want to say those bad words to John but I could not endure seeing him having another woman in his mind
"No, no, Princess! I love you and Reimi, I love you both...please don't be jealous madly, relax will make you comfortable." - John, why?
"How can I be comfortable when seeing my husband having another woman?"
"Ummm...sigh! I thought I could use this extra time to teach you but maybe we have to discuss it now, Shera."
"Hey...I love you and I only belong to you, Shera! Please don't be sad...don't cry." - John held my hands and got closer to me
"John, please answer me honestly..."
"Of course, Shera." - John was about to kiss me but I stopped him, I wanted to forgive my husband but...
"John, you don't satisfied with me and love Reimi because her body is more seductive than mine, right?"
"You less care about my body because I got fatter, right? Please answer me, John." - I was about to cry now but I kept holding my tears, I didn't want to yell at John, he would hate me
"You got fat, Shera?"
"Yes..."
John suddenly expressed his happy face and then used his fingers to touch my belly, my belly had some fat now, I was very ashamed when I got fatter. My body was not too much attractive and I also shorter than Reimi (She was tall at 1,70 meters when I was tall at 1,60 meters), maybe John loved tall women too.
"I also love fat women, Shera! Of course, If you are not too fat, I didn't notice that you got fat because your face is still the same, fatter made you sexier, my wife."
"You praised me, John?"
"Yeah, you got fat made you look sexier...I would like to enjoy touching your fat belly when we are having sex in cowgirl style, Shera."
"What is cowgirl, John?"
"I would teach you to perform that sexy posture in the first time have sex, Shera! Though that posture is quite dangerous...I would like to see you get active in sex, it makes me excited a lot."
"You love me to get fat, John?"
"If you are not too fat, Shera! If you want to stay in shape then you can work out, I will join you too if I'm free, my wife."
"John, about the earlier question."
"Ohh, okay...I love both of you because there is a reason behind it but I love both of you equally, okay?" - I held John's hands tighter
"Not because my body is less attractive than Reimi?"
"If you are born naturally with a body that cannot be like the others then you should not be ashamed, be yourself and proud, Shera."
"Well, I admit that I love all kinds of women, I love skinny, normal and fat, I love...muscular women because having sex with them would be very fun."
"Uhhh...I also love to have sex with MILFs, those married women are very good at sex, having sex with mamas older than me would be very fun too."
"Well, I don't care about height too much, if those women are not too short then they would be okay, I would love all women if I see they are cute."
"Shera, you are cute...I love you because of that reason...and also thanks to you, I become better and not stubborn anymore, my wife."
"Anyway, love doesn't have only sex, we also need to care about each other...Shera, I love you and love Reimi." - John, you were confessing your sins, why are you so honest?
"If you two want to have a lovely date with me then I would arrange our date in a nice restaurant, maybe after your semester exam, okay?" - I was trying to forgive you but maybe I must rethink, John!
"John, can you please stop mentioning Reimi? And you have just confessed your favorite type of woman to your wife...can you please be faithful to only me?" - I squeezed John's hands tight and then got closer to him
"Hey, hey, hey...I just said those words out without control and I have honest with you, Shera! Please forgive me."
"Then please be faithful to me, John...only love me." - I hugged John and then tried to calm myself down, because my mind was thinking about getting Reimi out of this world
"Okay, okay..." - John patted me and then touched my face, both of us later got closer and were about to have a kiss
"Kiss!" - Ahhhhh, I was kissing John very sweetly, I would like to make our kiss get wet and lewd but John stopped doing that and then pulled me away
"We must be serious today to study for the semester exam, Princess! You can do everything you want with me in your first time, but I must have condoms to do it."
"What are condoms, John?"
"Forget about it, Shera! Now study."
"John..."
"Yes?"
"Is my body not attractive to you, John?"
"Your body is sexy, Shera...though it's not as sexy as the others, but I love you...you are soft and short, if you are busty both of your breast and your ass then...perfect."
"Huh?" - I was happy to see John praise me but...why do I get jealous crazily when he said the word "perfect"? He meant my body was not perfect for him to love or what!
"I love short and soft women, Shera...it makes me feel I dominate you and you always let me win, women who are always active in sex are quite...tomboy." - Huh, what is a tomboy?
"But please don't be obsessed and sad if your body cannot be like the others, some of the parts of our bodies that we can never change, Shera."
"Please be yourself, I love you very much...Shera...you are sexy and kind, my true angel."
"Kiss!" - John kissed me again and we kissed deeply while hugging each other, hearing my husband praising me made me so happy, my mind was melted and ecstatic, ahhhh!
I would spare Reimi from now on, I must not waste my time messing with her but didn't kill her, John would very hate me if I do that. If I don't have John's love then I have no way but to keep him with me forever, we would live together in a place only have both of us, forever...
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Well, I have done studying with John, we were quite losing our concentration more than usual today. John seemed not too happy with the result of today's study but he hid his unpleasantness and cuddled me, I hope I can help him.
Now we were lying on the bed and I was hugging John when he was kissing my hair, he later even sniffed my armpit excitedly though I hadn't cleaned it for a week. My husband was sniffing my stinky armpit, so ashamed and so shy, ahhhhhh!
"I read on the Internet and it said Napoleon always ordered his wife to not get bathed when he got home after staying in the front lines for too long."
"Now I knew the reason why he did that, what a great experience to sniff your armpit, my wife! Your smell is very intense, it turned me on."
"Who is Napoleon, John?" - I blushed when John kept sniffing my armpit, he later even licked it lustily, so shy...though I also did that to him
"A France's historical character, he was a great General in my world's history."
"Kiss!" - After licking my armpit, John slowly kissed me and then licked my tongue, both of us were very desiring each other now, if we don't stop then we would...
"Ahem! Sorry, long time no fap so I...you must keep studying, Shera! Don't think too much about love this time, you must pass your semester exam." - But you are the lustiest here, John! I was very shy to see you lick my armpit
John and I later stopped kissing and hugged each other while staring at each other, saying nothing while enjoying the time we were alone together. John later hugged me tighter and then looked at space as if he was remembering something very emotional, he kept hugging me as if he wanted to be with me forever.
"Shera, you changed me to become a better person...you made me perfect myself, my wife...without you, I would be a kid in an adult body."
"Shera, 6 years living with you in the previous timeline...you made me grow up a lot...by only love."
"You look very similar to Sayless, Shera...both of you died for a same purpose."
"Who was Sayless, John?" - What did he say? John kept hugging me while tearing up, why did he sad?
"A mute girl in YU-NO, she died by biting her tongue to protect her husband away from the Imperial Guards...killing herself to...beg those guys spare him."
"Both of you got into a same dying situation but...she bit her tongue while you slit your throat..."
"Please stay with me forever, Shera...I can still see your death while closing my eyes, don't leave me, my love." - John hugged me tighter and then cried
"I will be always here with you, John...please don't leave me too...we will be together forever." - I patted John's head and kissed his hair
I kept hugging John for a few minutes and then noticed that he was sleeping very deeply. Looking at my husband when he was sleeping made me see him very cute, like a baby in an adult body, I will stay with you forever, John.
"John...you are very lazy to shave your beard, you know? You always want to be an old man or what? How cute..."
Maybe I would ask John to let me shave his beard, he was always cutting his hair but never touched his beard. Because John didn't want to shave his beard, he told me that he would be more handsome with his beard.
Maybe he was right though John was not too handsome with his full beard but I hope my husband would be more confident with his belief. His face was dense with his full beard after three months, I must remind my husband to get in shape and shave his beard, how cute when John was sleeping.
"John...good night, this Princess will be with you forever...hehe."
"Kiss!" - I kissed John's cheek and then closed my eyes to sleep, he would return to Veta tomorrow, I must enjoy my time with John as long as possible!
Ahh, wait! I forgot to give John the green handle dagger...ummmmm...maybe I would give it to him tomorrow.
"Good night, John...kiss!" - I kissed John again and then slept