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First Time And Memory (Part 2)

First Time And Memory (Part 2)

Chapter 158: First Time And Memory (Part 2)

Shera's perspective

Now I was sitting inside John's private room to wait for him to come in and then teach me about sex, so shy to ask him, really. But for some reason, John said he would come to me later but I didn't see him till now, maybe he was busy outside, I hope my husband would come to me soon.

About Reimi, let's forget about her, I have finally got rid of her away so now only me in this room, when John comes in, only both of us intimate with each other. I think I would go to college after graduating my high school, my husband was right, having kids too soon would not be a good idea, I would marry him but would have kids when I think I'm ready and our lives were stable.

I have asked Sasa about this and she suggested that I should not have kids too soon after marrying, though my friend only had a boyfriend but she had lived together with him for a long time. According to Sasa's experience, she told me that she and her deceased boyfriend had quarreled during living together, sometimes in bad relationships but never wanted to break up, they wanted to make up and lived happily together.

Well, I think when I and John get married and live together, we would surely quarrel but I hope we would forgive each other. The women's duties were doing housework and serving their lovers, I have learned and knew how to cook a bit now but about other house chores, I must ask Sasa to teach me more, sigh!

This castle was very lovely, but only 3 private rooms in the Lord's zone, which meant I and John would share a room, Reimi in the next room and Hatano in the last room. Plus, this castle only had women except for John, those filthy servants would surely dare to flirt with my husband and even dare to seduce him, I would like to live with John in a house that only has two of us.

Suddenly, when I was still looking around the room while sitting on the bed, I saw the door opening and John came inside, he seemed to be a bit tired. I slowly got out of the bed and then walked toward John, I would give my husband a hot kiss to release his stress, you need to have the energy to teach me about sex, husband!

John immediately hugged me when he saw me coming to him while I grabbed his nape and then came closer to him, let me release your stress, my dear husband!

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhh!" - It feels very good, so this was the feeling holding back masturbating to wait for the day to see my husband, his kiss was melting my mind, so ecstatic, ahhh!

"Slurp! Slurp! Ahhhh! Ahhh! Please have sex, teacher...slurp! Slurp!" - Whispering lewd sounds while kissing John was so good, my vagina was dripping water, I wanted my husband to take my virginity, ahhh!

"Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! What a bad student, I must punish you with my meat rod...ummm! Slurp! Slurp!" - Ahhh, John was kissing me very lewdly while heading to the bed, it feels so good!

"Ahhh! Take over me, teacher...please fill all of my body with your semen...ahhh!" - John slightly pushed me to the bed and then slowly stripped himself, we were about to have sex, so good!

John slowly took off his clothes until he was naked but he later walked to the door and then locked it, my husband was a bit careless sometimes. John later charged at the bed and then crushed me roughly while kissing my neck and licking my ears, sometimes my husband has sex with me rough but I love it, my mind was so ecstatic, ahhh!

"Ahhh! Lick! Lick! I love you, Shera! Ahhhh!" - John was moaning a bit low while licking around me, so good!

John later kissed all of my body for a few minutes and then stopped and stripped me, he later went silent and hugged me tight while lying on the bed together. John's cock was getting very hard so I slowly stroked it while kissing my husband's face to give him a good mood, today John seemed very aggressive in making love more than usual, I was confused but also excited.

"Sorry, Shera! Dozens of maids suddenly gathered in my workroom to ask me if they can work overtime in exchange for more salaries."

"Well, please don't be jealous about this, my wife! Those maids are commoners so they have many miserable in their lives."

"Those women even asked me to use their bodies freely to...earn more money, they expressed they wanted to have more income to take care of their relatives."

"Huh?" - I was very jealous so I hugged John more while kissing his chest to tell him to forget about those people, I could not believe those filthy women would even dare to seduce my husband!

"But I refused and told those maids that their bodies are their belongings, no one has the right to touch them, I wanted them to precious themselves more." - Ahhh, John! You are so kind, I must protect you from those women!

"Shera...kiss! Ummm! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp!" - John suddenly turned over and kissed me vulgarly, he even rubbed my thighs to excite me, so good!

"Teacher...please teach me about sex, take my first time...ahhhh! Slurp! Slurp!" - I could not take it anymore, my vagina was dripping out more water, I wanted to have sex with my husband, so good!

John kissed me for a few seconds and then got up, he slowly stroked his cock while looking at my vagina very lust, as I could remember, John taught me this sex posture was called missionary. Though my mind was ecstatic and blank mixed but I felt a bit nervous because John would take my virginity, he even told me to get ready because I would be in pain, I breathed a bit hard...we were about to have sex.

"Anyway, I didn't see Reimi anywhere, where did she go, my wife?" - Please stop mentioning Reimi, I have already gotten rid of her, please don't make me jealous more, John! Only with me in this room!

"John, don't think about Reimi anymore...let's have sex, please fill my womb with your semen." - Well, John taught me my vagina is used to give birth but I was wondering what if my anal has the use in sex except for defecating or not

"John, does my anal have any use in sex?" - I didn't know why I asked my husband this silly question, sigh!

"Well, the first time to asked me and I didn't know how to answer, Shera! In the previous timeline, you never had sex with me with your anal, you didn't even know how to have sex with it."

"That's so? But if it has any use then please teach me to use it, John...I hope my anal can have to please you." - Well, I was wondering what was my anal's used in sex, so headache when I didn't have the answer

"But where did Reimi truly go away, Shera?"

"John, please don't mention Reimi anymore, I got rid of her, now she is alone on the way back to the Capital!" - I didn't want to be jealous but my husband kept talking about my servant, please stop thinking about her!

"Sorry, my wife! Now please take a strong grip on the bed sheets, you would be hurt when I put my dick inside your womb." - What did John mean?

"What do you mean, John?"

"When my dick tears out your hymen, blood will drain out very hurtful, Shera! I would do that gentle, but please prepare, my love." - Why did John describe this feeling as if it would be very hurtful?

I didn't know much about this but I slowly leaned my hands on the bedsheet and then squeezed it tightly while keeping my breath steady to prepare for losing my virginity. John slowly rubbed his cock and then lowered his body, he pressed his cock to my vagina but slowly rubbed around, I later felt something slippery and slimly around from his cock head, I was wondering what it was.

"Don't mind about what I'm doing, Shera! Rubbing my cock around your vagina would give us a good lubricant for both of our genitals."

"It would prevent us from pain while having sex, our motion would be easily slippery when I pound in and out inside you, please wait for a bit more, my wife." - John patted me when he kept rubbing his dick around my vagina

I was a bit nervous so I kept breathing steadily to make myself calm down, John seemed very cared about me because he kept patting my head to make me calm. After a few minutes of rubbing his cock around my vagina, I could feel the slippery exposing around John's cock, maybe...he was about to put his meat inside me, we were about to have sex, it would be very good.

"Ahhh...so big, I hope it would fit inside me, John...please be gentle." - My mind was very ecstatic earlier but when I have a chance to look at John's cock, I realized that it was very huge and maybe would not fit my small womb

"Now we would turn into Femdom mode, please order me, my Queen." - Eh? What are you saying, John?

"Now you order me to do everything, my Queen! My dick is now under your control, please...order me, my wife." - Ahhh, John!

"But only one round of raw sex, Princess! I don't have any condoms or birth control pills, the no stores or shops sell those things...so..uhhhh!"

"I mean, one round would be okay, Princess! There would be a low possibility to get pregnant if I ejaculate only once, sorry if I can't keep my promise."

"It's okay, John...having kids so soon is not a good idea, but please be gentle, my husband."

"John, my vagina wants your cock, put it inside me...make me happy, my husband...ahhh..." - I hope my moan would make John happier

John nodded and then grabbed my thighs and then thrust his cock into my vagina, at the time his cock got inside, I felt...ahhhhhhhhhhh! It hurt!

"Ahhhhhh! It hurt! Cries!" - My tears sudden came out, my vagina felt very painful when John's cock got inside, I felt something soft get shredded out and something very warm draining out of my vagina

John had stopped moving his cock while looking at me with his worried face, I kept crying while looking down and realized my vagina was draining out blood. Blood was also covering John's cock, it was very painful, I didn't want to be painful like this, I understood this was the real feeling of losing virginity.

"The pain would go away soon, Princess! The happiness would come later, your vagina is squeezing my dick...you would love it."

"John, kiss me please...keep continue too but please, gentle."

"Kiss!" - John and me kissed a very sweet kiss, I let my hands out of the bed sheet and hugged John's back

"Ahhh! Ummm! I'm fine, keep going! Ahhh!" - Though John was pounding his cock very slow but I could still feel the pain, I hope I would get used to it

Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhh! Ummm!" - I kissed John lewdly to forget about the pain, John seemed very aggressive in sex, he was increasing the speed of pounding without having my permission

"Ummm! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhhh!" - Ahhh, my tears kept draining out while kissing but I ignored the pain and kept deepening myself into the happiness of sex

"Ahhhh! Ahhhh! It's good, John! Please...slurp! Slurp!" - After a minute of losing my virginity, now I could feel the pleasure from the pound of John's cock, my vagina was squeezing it very tight, so good!

"Ahhhh! Ahhhh! It's good, break me, John! Show me that I'm your woman! Ahhhh!" - John has stopped kissing me but he started squeezing my fat belly while pounding his cock into my vagina a bit faster, so ecstatic and so good!

"Ahhhh! It's good, it's very good, I love sex very much! It's pleasure to be a woman! It's good, John! Ahhhhh!" - My moans were sounding this entire room, no one except me can have John, he is now mine!

"John, please be gentle."

John after hearing my order, he slowly pounded his cock inside my vagina, I was now feeling the pleasures of the pound times from his cock, so good. John seemed to be a bit sad, maybe I should not let him have sex with slow motion, I slowly grabbed his nape and came closer to John.

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhhhh! Now make me moans louder with your meat rod, my husband...ahhh!" - I said some lewd sounds to John while kissing him, I hope he would feel happy

John heard me but he didn't increase the speed but later sucked my tits, my husband was behaving like a baby, he kept sucking my breast while swallowing his own drools. About me, I felt something very strange, my vagina suddenly had a feeling as if I wanted to spurt something out, I would spurt out water? I would cum out because of feeling good?

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!" - My vagina suddenly cum out, this feeling was so good, my mind was ecstatic and I could not think of anything else except sex!

"Haaahhh! Haaahhh! Haaahhh!" - I felt a bit tired, maybe having sex made me lose my fatigue so much...so tired

John suddenly pulled out his cock when he didn't cum inside me, he slowly kissed my fat belly and then looked at me with a very lustful look. I was wondering what was John's meaning because we were having fun with our sex but he later changed, I wanted to cum out more!

"Let's change into doggy style, Princess." - Eh? Doggy style?

I later got up and John guided me on how to make a doggy posture, I pressed my hands on the bed while kneeling on my knees and turned behind, this posture was very impolite, I mean I hate it. John was kneeling while rubbing his hot and hard cock around my vagina, he even pressed it to my butt, it made me have a feeling as if we were about to have sex like beasts, so ashamed.

"John, I don't like this posture at all, I want to see your face while having sex, having sex with the one who is not you makes me feel unsafe." - I was scared to be humiliated, especially when I was having sex with the one I thought was my husband but that was not him

"You also didn't let me do doggy sex in the previous timeline, Shera! What's wrong when you are scared of it?"

"I didn't know but I'm scared, please let me have sex with another posture, John." - I was breathing a bit hard but I was trying to breath normal, I must be calm

"Okay, then what's about 69 posture, Shera?" - Huh?

"69?"

"Shera would lay above and reverse to me in that posture, you would suck my dick and I would suck your womb, it would be tired but it's very good to try."

"John, it's interesting but I only want to see your face while having sex, sorry if I cannot make you happy." - I could not realize that my husband's needs were that high, I'm sorry when I cannot please you everything, John!

"Don't apologize, Shera! But I'm sure you would love the next sex posture, let's change into cowgirl." - John suddenly leaned to me when he has done talking

"Kiss! No lewd, only kiss normally, my wife, slurp! Slurp!" - John did not allow me to lick his tongue but he was kissing me while swallowing my saliva and licking my tongue freely, how childish he was, I love it!

After kissing me, John placed a pillow on the bed's head and then laid on it freely while slowly rubbing his cock, he later leaned his hands behind his nape as if to wait for me.

"What are you waiting for, my Queen? Let's make some squats, spread your legs and ride me."

I slowly got up and then headed to John, I later spread my legs and then slowly got my below body down while pointing my vagina to John's cock, from this angle, I could see him while having sex. My waist felt so tired, I slowly rubbed my vagina around John's cock while making the squat posture, I was imitating him, John later grabbed my fat belly, I felt so ashamed.

"I gained more weight after a week, I'm very sorry that I'm not staying in shape, my husband! That belly is very ugly." - Though my belly has not had much fat but it was soft because of some fat inside it and not thick like before

"Shera, you look sexier when you got fatter, let's me help you stay in shape by having sex, okay? No need to be ashamed...I love your belly."

"Thank you, John..." - I blushed when John praised me, I must stay in shape after all but maybe letting my husband enjoy my fat belly was not as shameful as I thought

"Lean your hands behind your nape and swing your body around me, Shera...you would be sexier if you do that."

"Like this?" - I leaned my hands behind my nape and then swung my body slowly around while John was squeezing my fat belly, it made me feel I was a very slutty woman, so ashamed!

"This sex posture is very impolite, John...as if I'm now a slutty woman, as if I'm showing my bad personality to you."

"We are all bad and lewd, Shera! No need to be ashamed, you only need to show me your lustful, now please goggle your eyes and expose your tongue."

"Ahhhh!" - I goggled my eyes and then exposed my tongue, my facial would be very lewd, ahhhh! John was looking at me excitedly, I felt so good, combined with my lewd face with this wild sex posture would be ecstatic to the sky!

"Good, good...keep that lewd face and ride me, my Queen! Move your hips, I'm sorry but you would have to be active in this sex posture." - Teacher, I would punish you because of teaching me these lewd things, but now I must enjoy these lewd things first, so ecstatic!

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"Ahhh! Ahhhh! Ahhhh!" - I started pressing my vagina down and up to serve John's cock while keeping my lewd face, this feels so good but I was moving my hips slow, because I was tired

"Looks like you didn't know how to squat, Princess...let me teach you the real squats." - John suddenly grabbed my belly tight and then...ahhhh! So good to know about sex!

"Ahhhh! Ahhhhh! So rough, I love it, please be gentle, ahhhhh!" - Though John said I would be free to command him but now he was grabbing my belly and pulling me up and down while pressing my vagina to his cock, so good! I feel so ecstatic!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!" - I suddenly cum when John pressed his cock into somewhere in my womb, it touched that position and I got my climax immediately, my water was dripping out, so good!

"Hehehe, I found your G spot, my Queen! Though I can only cum once but I would make you happy many times after losing your virginity, remember to try hard to study for your exam after this!"

"Yes! I will, I will study hard so please! Ahhhh! Ahhhh!" - John was so rough in sex, though I wanted him to be gentle to let me have time to feel but this was so good, I will cum again! I will cum again!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Please, more!" - I cum out again but John kept having sex with me that rough, I must punish my male teacher after this, dare to teach me lewd things, but it feels so good!

"Ahhhh! Please stop, John! My waist and my legs are very tired, please!" - Haaahh! Haaah! Haaah! John has stopped squeezing my fat belly but now was playing with my boobs, so good!

John after hearing my beg, he stopped moving my hips and I slowly sat on his cock when it was deepening in my womb, so happy that I have time to rest. My sweats were draining all of my body, I felt a bit dehydrated and tired, maybe having sex would make me lose water, John later stopped squeezing my boobs.

"I was lucky to not ejaculate, Princess! 19 minutes already, your fat is burning in the progress of having sex, we can stay in shape by only sex regularly, my wife." - John slowly rubbed my thighs, my husband was so cute!

I was so tired so I stopped putting my hands behind my nape and dropped them down and John slowly held my hands, he kissed my right hand. The feeling of having sex was so good, I would love to do it with John more and more, maybe I must act lewd to lure him, would be very lovely to have sex with my husband again, hehe.

"Okay, cool down time has done, ready for a white firework, Princess?" - John suddenly grabbed my fat belly and even rubbed it to make me feel good

"Firework?"

"Ejaculate while having sex in Cowgirl style will make our minds ecstatic, my wife! Remember to kiss me non-stop, this sex position was your favorite in the previous timeline."

"I...love this impolite posture, John?" - My face kept blushing more and more, I didn't know that I was that lewd, so ashamed!

"Don't be ashamed, Shera...we are all lewd, now please goggle your eyes and expose your tongue out again, remember to lean your hands to your nape, as lewd as possible."

"Yes, master...please make me feel good in sex, please!"

I leaned my hands behind my nape and goggled my eyes and exposed my tongue. Though we haven't had sex yet but my mind felt so ecstatic to know I was very lewd and slutty, this was the pleasure of being a woman, ahhh!

"Okay, let's have sex!"

"Ahhhhh! Ahhhh! Ahhhh! So good, please don't stop, make me go crazy, master!" - John was having sex more roughly, he made me squat this rough, so good!

"Ahhh! Ahhhh! Ahhhh! Teacher, I will punish you but sex feels so good, please continue to drive me crazy!" - Ahhhhh! Now I could imagine my lewd expression without seeing my face directly, must be very lewd like a slut, I love sex with my husband, so ecstatic!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" - I cum again, so good! My eyes kept goggling my eyes while my tongue was draining drools, now I look like nothing but a slut, I love sex, I love sex, so good!

"Ahhh! Ahhhhh! So rough like a beast, I love you, John!" - Ahhhhh! I could feel John's dick twitching powerfully, he was about to cum, my womb would be welcomed by a large white firework!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!" - I cum again when John was about to cum, this felt very great, I love sex very much, I'm so lewd, my mind was very ecstatic!

"Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! I'm ejaculating, Shera!" - Ahhhh, the feeling when tons of John's semen spurted into my womb made my mind feel very ecstatic, his semen kept shooting inside, he must have held back masturbating for a very long time!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!" - I cumming out once again, so happy, so ecstatic! I slowly lowered my body and came closer to John

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhh! Ummm! Ahhh! Slurp! Slurp!" - I kissed John madly when his semen kept spurting inside my womb non-stop, both of us were kissing very excitedly, so good!

We kissed for a few seconds until John's cock stopped spurting out semen, both of us stopped kissing and then stared at each other. Though our sex was supposed to be ended but both of our pleasures kept keeping us together, our lips kept closing to each other so we followed our instinct and kissed again.

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhhh! Ahhhh! Ahhh! Ahhh! Ummm! Umm! Spurt! Spurt! Slurp!" - I hope I won't get pregnant after this one time, but if I get pregnant, I would stop studying and become a good housewife and a good mom!

"John, why don't we do it again? I still want to do it, I love to have sex one more time, it feels very ecstatic." - I kept lusting for sex, one time would not satisfy me, I hope John would agree

"Missionary posture and cum outside, is it okay, my wife?"

"Yes, please! But I'm very tired now, please be gentle in the second round." - I could feel John has already put his cock away from my vagina

"John, you are forever mine, right, my husband?"

"Of course, Shera! I'm forever yours, my wife."

"Me too, I only forever yours, John...please kiss me to seal our love, let the Goddess witness it." - I slowly leaned toward John

"Kiss! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Ahhh! Ummm! Ahhh! Ahhh! You are mine, John...love you forever." - Maybe I should ask John to let me have some water before having sex again, I was tired and so thirsty

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So happy, now I was lying on the bed beside John after having sex with him twice, the feeling was very good, I would like to do it again with my husband someday. Though we very much enjoyed our sex but after having sex, John seemed to have something that made him nervous so he confessed to me, it was about our lives when we lived together, I would say when we get married.

"You know, Shera? Money is just a manmade thing but we cannot live without it, we can eat less, live poor but not our kids."

"Our kids need good places to live and to develop, my wife. We don't have the knowledge, they don't know anything, we don't have money, we cannot buy anything to make our children have better lives."

"And also, living in Diva in the previous timeline was very simple, Shera! I got out to patrol and hunt animals, you stayed at home and went outside to pick up fruits with our daughter and lived simply with nature."

"But now, we are living in the city place, where we have to spend money in our daily lives combine with our busy days of work without resting."

"Most of the people are not wealthy and struggle to live to care about themselves, didn't have time to care about the others, that's why we are heartless to each other, Shera."

"Also, we would be all obsessed to be successful like the others, most of us would kick the others out with the dirtiest ways to climb to the top."

"About the power people, they would climb to the top by using corruption and relationships with the higher power people, I hate to have power and now I can feel I get deepened into it without the way out."

"We would buy degrees and power by using money, the use of smart people to rule would be ruined when there are only stupid to rule the country."

"Later, the people would uprise because of their miserable from living under the stupid regime of the government filled with stupid, the country would be ruined."

"They would overthrow their government and create the new one, those people would be the new leaders of their new country."

"The new country would develop very well but would sooner or later return to the previous loop."

"But that's the far part, now is about me and you, my wife...please don't hate me and leave me if I cannot be a good husband."

"I only see you as my only reason for me to live, Shera! In the previous timeline, we had quarreled not so much but you very hated me because of my heartlessness."

"Though we later made up and lived happily but I didn't know if you had hidden me your hatred toward or you truly forgave me, please don't leave me, Shera."

"At that time, I treated you well but was very lazy to help you with house chores, left you and Eris at home and went outside to patrol and hunt animals as an irresponsible."

"I was very bad at that time but you never left me, you were an angel, Shera...I love you."

"But now, though I have become a better one but...I'm scared that you would leave me in this timeline if I have issues with living in the city, my wife."

"I never gambled but I'm scared that when I see our kids' lives are not well, I would deep myself into it."

"I'm also not a drug or an alcohol addict but I'm scared that I would be, and you would hate me and cannot endure living with me and you would leave me, my wife."

"I...I...how..."

"John, please don't overthink, we would live happily, please don't be overthinking." - I immediately hugged John and patted his head to comfort him, though he didn't cry but seemed very sad

"You have overthought, John! We would be fine, I will never leave you, though I also hate you sometimes but I would do my best."

"Though I do not know how long I can do but I would do my best, John...please be happy."

"Thanks, Shera! Please don't leave me..." - John, your body is strong but your mind is weak, but this wife would never leave you

John, I may hate you and not forgive you but would never leave my love alone, I only love you, I will help you go through everything. Now I knew that John was an overthinking person, I hope I could help him get through this.

My husband never expressed his true nervousness to anyone except me, he was too overthinking, he always thought about the worst scenarios.

But I would help John no matter what, I kept hugging my husband and then slowly closed my eyes, I felt a bit sleepy for some reason. I was now fully hydrated, we had taken a lot of water after having sex but I strangely felt very sleepy, I felt very...

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"Cries! Cries! Cries! Cries!" - I heard some small crying sounds near me, I was wondering who was crying

"Okay, Reimi! Don't cry, don't cry, you must not cry, I would surely convince Princess to let me love you again, please don't cry." - I heard a voice which seemed very similar to John's, what the Goddess thing in this world I was hearing?

I kept hearing the crying sounds, those sounds slowly turned small and I was wondering where I was, I had sex with John and then slept in his room. I should find out where I was, I opened my eyes and saw in front of me was John's room's rooftop, which meant I was still lying in his room.

I felt like I was lying on the bed with the bedsheet had been covered my body, but I didn't feel John anywhere, I felt a bit confused and strange when I slept while hugging him but now didn't see him anywhere. I was naked and my white dress was placed on the right side of the bed, I was wondering where was John but there were talking sounds coming across my ears so I looked in the direction of the talk.

When I turned my head to the talking sound's position, I saw John, he was now wearing his military uniform and sitting opposite a red-haired woman who was talking to him in the low voice, both of them were sitting at a table. Wait a minute, that was Reimi! John caught her in his room's closet or what! My betrayal servant dare to talk with my husband! She dares to cry her fake tears to lure John into her love or what!

I had lied to John about Reimi, I said she was returning to the Capital but actually, I ordered her to stay inside the closet to witness the scene I and John have sex and see his announcement to be mine forever. I did that because I think it would be the only way to keep Reimi away from John but now I could see she was crying her real tears though those were fake to me, but John kept comforting her, what was wrong with my husband!

"Sir Rigen, Her Highness said straight to me that she did not allow me to love you...maybe a lowly servant like me should accept this." - Yeah, accept it and leave my husband alone, leave him and I won't treat you bad anymore, Reimi!

"Reimi, hear me...hear me, I would convince Shera until she accepts, okay? I know she is very jealous and faithful but I would do my best to convince her." - John, why did you comfort her and even hugged her!

"Thank you, Sir Rigen..."

"As I promised with both of you, I may not be faithful but will take the responsibility, I will take care of you two well." - John, you have been seduced too much, you need to be re-educated!

"Sir Rigen..."

"Reimi...kiss me to end your nervousness, okay?"

"I love you, Sir Rigen."

"I love you too, Reimi."

"Kiss!" - I could not believe this scene, John was cheating on me because of being seduced by my beautiful servant, both of them were kissing very hotly, I cannot believe it

My eyes kept staring at both of them with a deadly and bloody look, Reimi must be eliminated from this world as fast as possible for John's and my happiness. And John, you must be reeducated until your mind is clean and only has me in your head, you have been brainwashed by my servant, but I can help you to return to a normal, husband.

I kept staring at those two, their kiss kept haunting my mind and made me nervous, now I knew the feeling of being cheated on by my loved one, he has truly been brainwashed completely. Reimi, I have thought too much about this, I was supposed to be a good owner and your dedication should be well paid.

I was thinking to make you my adopted little sister in the Royal after the previous coup but now...I will kill you for my happiness, I will kill you, Reimi!

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This time was noon and was a good time to kill Reimi, good!

I and John had already eaten our lunch in the kitchen, our meals would be very lovely and happily if Reimi did not sit beside you, John. You suddenly asked me to let Reimi sit with each other, I did not want to make you unpleasant so I accepted but seemed like you have been brainwashed completely.

After killing Reimi, I would be absent from school immediately, take over the control of this castle and lock John into this room, tie him. After doing those bad things to my husband, I would use all ways to bring him back to normal.

I would make John my meals and let him eat them daily, I will stay with my husband 24 hours all the days till he returns to normal.

John was sleeping beside me after having lunch, how cute my husband was when he was sleeping, only his brain needed to be cleaned. But I must get rid of the cause which caused my husband's disease first, I slowly came closer to John and then pressed my face to him.

"Kiss! John, please sleep well, I must eliminate the disease which is destroying you first."

"When you wake up, you would be miserable but I would not treat you bad, John! I will fill you with all of my love." - After kissing John, I slowly got out of the bed to not disturb my husband's sleep

I slowly headed to the table and then grabbed John's knife holster, I pulled out his M9 bayonet and then put the holster slowly on the table. This bayonet was very sharp and deadly, I would kill Reimi with only a lethal stab, she must die fast to not let John know about her disappearance, I would kill her and burn her corpse.

I hid the M9 bayonet behind my back and then slowly walked to the door, I opened the door and headed outside and saw Reimi, she was guarding this room. Reimi saw me so she bowed to me and then stood guard as usual, your life would end her forever, prepare to die, whore servant!

"Reimi."

"Yes, my Highness! What do you need from me?"

"I have seen your fake tears, you even dare to kiss John, Reimi! Now get out...I don't want to see you wandering here anymore."

"My Highness, Sir Rigen and I love each other for real, not me seduced him..."

"Stop making excuses, if you are truly my dog, my servant then now...get out of this castle and return to the Palace."

"Tomorrow, I will return to the Palace and ask my brother to erase your aristocrat title, Reimi! You will become a commoner and don't have a right to come to this castle to see me and John anymore."

"Now get out of here, Reimi! If you are truly my servant and my dog then get out...get out of my face now."

Reimi didn't say anything but only gave me a bow with all of her respect and then turned around and exposed her back, a strong stab would kill her right away, now it's the chance!

"Arrgggghhhh!" - I yelled very loud while raising the bayonet's blade above and then swung it down, you will die, Reimi!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Urrrghhhhh!" - No way, my stab only shredded cloths of her clothes, her back didn't bleed, Reimi even ran away after being stabbed, do not run!

"Yarrrgggghhhhh!" - I chased Reimi with the bayonet in my right hand, she was running fast, I must keep up with her to kill her!

I ran to chase Reimi in the hallway, she ran very fast so I had to increase my speed, two clean keepers were in front of me, they were carrying a big crate which was holding waste, must get rid of them!

"Get out of my way now!" - I ran and collided with the clean keepers

"Ahhhhhh!" - I was about to fall because of being collided with those people but I managed to stand and kept running, those people had dropped the crate and it poured out a lot of defecated things, luckily that my dress didn't get dirty

Reimi had run out of the Lord's zone and now was inside the workroom, I chased her and charged into the door to open it. I got into the room but didn't see Reimi anywhere but only saw the soldiers inside the room, the door to the Servants' zone was being opened up, Reimi had run to that place, must kill her!

"Your Highness, please c-, ahhhhhh!" - A soldier who was guarding the door to Lord's zone suddenly leaned her hand to me so I saw she was a threat, I slashed her hands and some of her fingers flew out, blood draining out non-stop from her hand

I immediately ran but when I was running, my eyes saw a woman soldier with orange ponytail hair suddenly running toward me while pointing her rifle with the blade on its barrel at me. That woman soldier looked at me with a very hatred look, as if she was about to kill me for real, I immediately dodged the blade, she was very dangerous!

"Arrghhh! Die and return me my Commander!" - The woman soldier kept yelling nonsense words and charged at me

"Stab!" - The blade stabbed the table and got stuck, I was fine, I immediately slashed my M9 bayonet to the woman soldier's face

"Rarrrggghhhhhh!" - I stabbed miss but at least I cut the woman soldier's right cheek, I immediately kicked her belly and she grabbed her belly and seemed very painful, I later kicked her away

"Seridov, watch out!" - A woman soldier who had blue haired suddenly pushed the soldier who had orange hair away when she was risking charging at me again

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!" - I swung the bayonet and managed to cut the blue-haired woman soldier's throat, she was covering her bloody throat

I immediately ran and saw the woman soldier who was guarding the Servants' zone, she was hesitant to attack me so I pushed her to the wall and ran to chase Reimi. I ran down the hallway and saw some maids gathering around the path, they were curious but I need them to get out of my way now!

"Get out now or get killed!"

"Ahhhhhhh!" - I accidentally slashed a maid's chest when I was running and shoving those maids away to open my path

After shoving the maids away and then running forward, I saw Reimi but she was very far away from me, I tried to keep up with her but I could not. Now I must do something to stop Reimi, I was very mad so I threw the M9 bayonet at her, I was only away from Reimi less than a dozen meters but could not keep up with her, I must kill her at all costs!

"Ahhhhhh!" - My bayonet didn't hit Reimi but it managed to fly and hit with its hilt, Reimi fell to the floor and was getting up

Thanks to the bayonet throwing, I kept up with Reimi and picked up the bayonet on the floor. Now Reimi didn't run but only raised her hands toward me to ask for my forgiveness, now I only need you to die, you dog servant!

"My Highness, please forgive me, I swear to the Goddess that I won't love Sir Rigen anymore." - Liar, you are nothing but a liar, Reimi!

"Shera, stop!" - I heard John's voice call me when I was about to stab Reimi to death

I turned around and saw that was John, he was unarmed and was raising his hands to me while slowly stepping toward me. I didn't want to hurt my husband but I could not let Reimi survive, now I must do something to solve this problem.

"Shera, please put down the knife, that's all of my fault, please forgive Reimi..." - Why did you protect her, John!

"John, why!"

"Please hand me the knife or put it down, and then go to me to let me hug you, no need for violence here, Reimi has no fault but I have." - John kept walking closer to me...I didn't want to hurt him

"John, I don't want to hurt you but...why did you keep protecting Reimi?" - My hand was starting to loose the bayonet, I didn't want to hurt John

"Because she has no fault, I'm the one who cheated on you, my wife...please drop the knife or hand it to me, after hugging me, you can punish me in any way you want."

John, you have been brainwashed completely, now Reimi must die for sure but I would find a way to help you return to normal, I must do something. I later dropped the bayonet on the floor while lowering my face to think because I didn't have a plan to kill Reimi so I have to draw out another plan with a higher successful possibility.

John seemed a bit nervous but he slowly walked toward me while making a slight smile, I must put John into the safe zone first, he was opening his hands widely to hug me. I also smiled at John and slowly walked toward him, I was very happy to see how happy my husband was when he thought I had calmed down, we were about to get close to each other.

"Shera, that's okay, th-, Shera!" - I immediately shoved John very hard when we were about to hug, I managed to shove him to the floor and didn't hit anything dangerous, so lucky!

"My Highness! Ummmmmm! Ummmmm! Ummmm!" - I immediately ran to Reimi and choked her, I would chock her to death

"This is your fault to seduce John, now die, you cannot have my husband! Die for our happiness, Reimi! Die! Die!" - I squeezed Reimi's neck tighter, she must die or she would steal away John, now die, you betrayal!

"Shera, stop! Please stop!" - I could feel John was trying to grab me out of Reimi but he could not, he could not pull me out of her, my madness has helped me to be stronger!

"Please stop, Shera!"

"Stop now!"

"Stop, Shera! Please return to normal!"

"Shera, please stop, I won't love Reimi anymore, please stop!" - After a few times of yelling and trying to pull me out of Reimi powerlessly, John has given up

I could see Reimi was about to be choked to death now, her facial expression could show me she was about to die, we were about to live in happiness once again, John. Reimi was so stupid and retard, being choked so hard like that but didn't resist me though she could, what was wrong with her? But I didn't care, now die, whore servant, I don't need you anymore

"Shera, please stop!"

"Please stop, don't hurt Reimi!"

"Smash!" - My head felt very hurt while I was choking Reimi, as if something hard had smashed my head

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Shera!"

"Smash!" - The second smash, my head was getting smashed by something, it was very hurtful but John had held back his force but the impact was still very painful

"Shera, please stop! Cries! Cries! Please stop!" - John was now crying, I felt so dizzy, but Reimi was about to die now, cannot give up!

"Smash!" - The third smash, the most painful, I could not endure it, my hands were loosing out of Reimi's neck and I closed my eyes, I could not...

"Shera! Shera! Ahhhhhh! Cries! Cries! Cries! Shera!" - I could feel John was crying, I felt so guilty to make my husband sad, I didn't mean to, I felt I was being lifted by his hands and I...