---- Chapter 241 Oh my goodness! That's- that's great news! Lordie would be delighted! Let me run a hot bath for you- No need.

I will manage.

Can I have pancakes today Jen? Have I told you before that you make the best pancakes in the world Her smile only brightens and my insides feel warm.

She is one the kindest and purest women I have ever met.

The little about motherly love I know is from her.

And I will never be able to repay her for it.noveldrama

Perching my body forward on my bed, I wrap my arms around her torso and press my face to her stomach.

Please forgive me if I was rude to you earlier.

She softly runs her fingers through my hair and shakes her head in a no.

---- ee = Tam just a maid Princess.

You shouldn't say such words to me.

I am nothing in front of you.

Iam a low born- Tn my eyes you resemble my mom Jen and no one is high or low born.

We are all children of moon goddess and a mother never differentiates between her children.

She cries in happiness and then kisses my forehead.

Tixie was right.

You are just like your mom.

I pull back to look up at her in surprise Tixie knew mom so well? Why didn't anyone tell me about it.

She sighs to speak.

You know how your father is.

We are not allowed to talk about her or let alone take her name in the castle.

He loved her like crazy and when she left you both? He could never move on from it.

My smile falters and I nod in understanding.

---- Thave no memories of mom.

No idea of how she looked like or how she sounded.

Her scent, her smile, her nature...

they are all foreign to me.

She was a stranger to me And maybe that's why it hurts less.

You long for things you had once ....

While I never had her since the beginning.

I don't know anything about motherly love, so how will I miss it? But for dad? He knew her more than anyone.

She was his life, his existence.

I cant even imagine what he must have gone though to raise me up all alone.

He could have re married.

But he never wanted to bring a step mom for me.

Te got Jenny....

Countless other maids ready to fulfill all my wishes.

But he never replaced mom.

All he has is me ---- eee = Just like all T have is him.

And yet...

Thurt him with my words yesterday.

He isn't wrong, I know he is doing this because all he wants is for me to be happy and safe in my life.

He is afraid of what will happen to me after him.

And I understand.

But what he forgets is that I am not some weak dependent Princess who needs a man to protect her and provide for her.

He has raised me to be a warrior, a hero.

He raised me like a soldier.

T learned how to hold a sword before even holding a doll I learned how to fight when kids my age were learning how to stand on their feet Tcan aim with my eyes closed.

Stop a moving blade coming towards me with my