"We are here to pray for you."Prophet Mark and another assistant stood beside Yu Ruoling on the left and right sides respectively, and put their right hands lightly on the back of her head.
At the same time, a strange feeling of electric shock rose from the back to the top of the her head, and Mark's still speaking voice suddenly became clear in her mind.
Yu Ruoling unconsciously tightened the clasped hands in front of her, and finally began to listen carefully to the words from Him.
"I saw a father who seemed to be carrying a little girl on his back. You were walking and talking and laughing, just a real joy around you. An atmosphere of joy spread among you. No one can take this joy away. I think God wants me to tell you, He is this father, and you are that little girl. God tells you, He wants to be your father, be your heavenly father, he always behind you, not only when you pray or get some kind...I don't know. But God really loves you, He really really loves you, and He also wants you to depend on Him like that little girl depended on her father, he's so love you. You can totally, and always rely on God, 'cause he is your father..."
The acceptance of the prophecy is still going on, and she seems to be able to glimpse a corner of the picture through Mark's vision description.
...It looks very beautiful, Yu thought, she always thought that she was unnecessary of this, and the weird brainwashing noises emerging these days really upset her, and she almost completely defeated in a dead end by the words "you are not worthy".
Although Fong Xuan would always show up to pull her out of the dead end, what she didn't tell Fong Xuan was that when "she" stretched out her hand to reality, there was a clear and gentle voice calling her at the same time. Even though Yu Ruoling knew what it was and where it came from, Fong Xuan didn't notice the voices of "standing by her side" at all.
When did these sounds start?She asked herself, until she heard "just a real joy around", she suddenly remembered it is when she exchanged with Fong Xuan after waking up from a deep sleep. Maybe it was "real" that reminded her, otherwise everything, every moment and experience she had done would be like a dream, making people suspicious whether it's now or not or just dream. Maybe she was dead and the events around her were nothing but hallucinations;maybe she was still asleep and woke up one day to find that it was just a rather long and painful dream.
God made her see, both in reality and in the soul.
Mark was right. From the day when Yu Ruoling stepped out of the house to start her school career, she had no friends and had to be alone when she left home. A complete small world developed by herself, talking to herself, existed in her mind. And Fong Xuan...was born, much, much earlier than she thought...
No wonder the shared area she and Fong Xuan coexisted in is so perfect. Presumably, Fong has been asleep for at least three years, but no one knows what kind of opportunity awakened “her”.
Yu Ruoling suddenly realized that she had been letting Fong Xuan suffer for her all this time, no matter what it was, she always hid in “her” shell like a shrunken turtle to escape all of this. Of course, this is the reason why she couldn't shed a single tear when her father left, because Fong Xuan took all those things by “herself”, but she still thought that Fong Xuan was helping her maintain her sanity and thoughts.
They were originally the same person, and she used "her" as a tool.
Yu Xiaoyang has spent more than ten years on her life, and she is unwilling to say goodbye to him properly.
Jesus unreservedly offered himself on the cross as a pure offering, expecting her to turn back and run into His arms, but she hid behind the wall and roared loudly, which "I'm not worthy, they all say I'm not worthy" overwhelmed His whisper of "but I love you".
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What did she do?
What the hell is she doing?
Yu Ruoling stared at the ground and wanted to think about which link had gone wrong, but He Wanying had already stood in front of her, and then pulled her into a warm embrace. The unique fragrance of osmanthus slightly stimulated her sense of smell, and it was not until the clothes on He Wanying's shoulders were attached her face, the wet and cold touch made her realize that she was crying in public - even though she was facing the podium.
"Hugs plus~"Li Zhaoyi's soft and warm voice sounded from behind. Almost at the same time, Yu felt a sense of security and relaxation that was tightly surrounded, rising from the bottom of her heart, a kind of peace of mind that she had not had for a long time - it can be said that she had never had it since she went to kindergarten.
Just like a person who is on the verge of falling on a cliff, she must not relax her mind at all times. Once she indulges, the dark, humid, smelly and miasma-filled environment at the bottom of the valley can immediately kill her.
Yu Ruoling never thought that she would have the opportunity to cry while hugging someone. It sounds strange, after all, this is not something too glorious, and what is even more strange is that she doesn't know what she is sad about now.
Thinking about the various reasons for the initial outbreak at this moment, it seems that all of these are not touching her heart very much now. It is true that she still wants to cry, but she has long been distracted.
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"Hey, "Huang Yinke came over unnaturally with a plate of fruit, "can I sit next to you?"
"...Yeah."Yu Ruoling, who had just finished releasing and realized that she had done some embarrassingly stupid things, lowered her head slightly, trying not to let others see her still red eyes.
"Do you want to eat?"
She looked at the piece of pineapple on the fork in Huang Yinke's hand, and in the end she couldn't escape the huge temptation of food.
Orange shadows cut across the heads of them in a sudden.
"..."
"..."
...Almost choked to death by a pineapple, but this method of death is too disgraceful, Yu Ruoling and Huang Yinke silently looked at each other, lowered their heads in unison. An orange softball which first passed over their heads, then rolled to the side of the chair, and then hit the wall.
"Uh...sorry!"
"Not intentional!"
As soon as Yu Ruoling raised her head, she saw two brothers who looked almost identical in front of her talking one by one. As if the astigmatism problem was serious and hopelessly caused split vision, she was dizzy for a while.
"Haha, it's okay~"Huang Yinke waved her hand and handed the fruit plate forward, "do you want to eat?Let's chat together!"
"???Yinke, is this new friends...?"
Father God, forgive her for being very face-blind. It would take at least two months for her to match one's face and name, not to mention that these two identical twins are almost the same model....
…
Oh, identical twins are meant to be the same origin, so, well.
"They only came here two weeks ago, but you..."Haven't seen you for almost a hundred years.
Yu Ruoling smiled, and didn't pick up Huang's words smartly.
"Hey, otherwise let's introduce ourself. ”Huang said again, “Anyway, everyone doesn't know each other very well. Let me start first. My name is Huang Yinke, a third-year junior middle school student in Zhonggang, and I like playing the piano, and my specialty is playing the piano too. "She pushed the right side one of the brothers, "Your turn."
"Uh...my name is Long Junxi, I'm in the sixth grade of Star Elementary School, and I'm elder brother."
Star..., Yu couldn't help being stunned for a moment when she first heard it, and reflexively suppressed those surging things immediately. Even so, she was in a trance for a while due to the force of memories rushing across her brain.
Yu Ruoling calmly put her left hand over the back of her right wrist. There was a red-gold mark there that was the secret sign she had agreed with Fong Xuan.
Once the link here was activated, the emotions would be controlled by the guardian.
"I'm Long Junyuan, a sixth grader of Star, like him."
"Oh, that's right. "Huang Yinke seemed to think of something suddenly, and she leaned forward curiously and asked, "Then you are in the same class?"
"Yes."x2
Wow~ From the tacit understanding between brothers, Huang couldn't help but think, "Ruoling~ It's your turn."
"Well...My name is Yu Ruoling, a first-year middle school student in Zhonggang too, specializing in literature and music.”
Long Junxi suddenly met a pair of dark pupils that almost seems dripped ink. The black and white were so distinct that he always felt that the opposition of him, who called sister Ruoling looked very strange and scary.
The poor little boy turned his head and decided to look at his younger brother as an eye wash, so as not to be scared to goodbye by sister Ruoling's astonishing aura like a horror movie.