After her first singing experience ended, another week passed, during which she spent her days either playing with her mobile phone, watching TV, or reading textbooks from her summer course. Even if she didn't follow the school's fixed tutorials, she felt like she could still cover it.
Maybe she has the ability to be self-taught, Yu Ruoling thought secretly, but let's not talk about applying for self-taught yet.
When she was in the first grade, she thought about studying by herself, but the application documents sent by the Academic Affairs Office were at least ten centimeters high, and neither He nor Fong Xuan agreed, so she gave up the idea. Now it seems that she is really powerful？？
Yu Ruoling thought as she walked. When the first-year semester report card came out, she found that her school rank was ranked 26th, and the total number of first-year students was 468.
She believed that due to her mood, she really did not focus on her schoolwork. The only thing she waited for after going to school every day was lunch break and going home. So, after being so decadent for a year, she can still get into the top 5%？
She stopped when she looked at the red light in front of her, and couldn't help but twitch her mouth.
Is she really capable or is Hanchung High School too bad...
Yu sighed and continued walking forward. After dinner at her grandma's house, she and her aunt were lying happily on the sofa on the second floor. Suddenly, a trailer for "Doctor Strange" came on the movie channel, and it actually started broadcasting in half an hour.
As a super fan of Marvel, she, and Yu Xiaoyu, a super fan of the science fiction series, naturally would not waste the opportunity to enjoy a good movie in their hearts. And since they have to eat something to watch a movie, it’s natural -
- Yu Xiaoyu asked her to go out to buy salty crispy chicken, and generously handed her a NT$500 bill.
…This means extremely fat. She finished selecting the contents and stood there waiting, thinking of the big bag of salty crispy chicken that was filled with all kinds of fat and was mouth-watering. Yu Ruoling threw away another bag of onions, cabbage, and cucumbers that she had never tried before. While the shopper was still busy, she walked to the beverage shop next door and ordered a cup of black tea and a cup of pearl milk tea.
She dosen't ’t know why, but the food she likes to eat when they match together looks like it would make people roll around on the ground holding their stomachs.
They sat on the sofa enjoying late-night snacks while conducting a series of analyzes on the plot and character of "Doctor Strange." What surprised Yu Xiaoyu was that Doctor Strange turned out to be a narcissistic, arrogant, and self-centered man before he became Doctor Strange.
His hands were accidentally destroyed in a car accident, and he had to reluctantly humble himself to seek medical resources after losing all his wealth. This process truly changed his life.
Dr. Strange has transformed from a surgeon with superb medical skills who can be called a genius, to a supreme sorcerer stationed at an important hub.
Both Yu Ruoling and Yu Xiaoyu believe that Ancient One is the only one who truly changed his life. The moment that changed his attitude should be the few seconds when Ancient One's soul completely dissipated between heaven and earth.
Originally, he just wanted to save his hands, or he had a strong curiosity about the magic level, but the Dark Dimension and the death of the Ancient One made him understand what his true mission was.
And since he has become a supreme sorcerer, he should shoulder his responsibilities, just like he used to save people on the operating table.
It's just a difference between a person and a world.
The moment he put on the cloak, the Yu family duo deeply felt that one day they would be have their noses bleeding because Benedict is so handsome.
Since tomorrow is still a normal day, Yu Xiaoyu consciously went to bed around ten o'clock in the evening. After all, the company still has a lot of bad debts, and doing it well is really a task that consumes brain cells, not to mention that an old witch recently came to the finance department. It's really too sad.
The good niece Yu Ruoling listened to a series of murmurs with a weird smile throughout, waved her hands in the spirit of "I am with you in spirit", and watched her aunt climb upstairs.
She didn't know why, but she always felt that Yu Xiaoyu was becoming more and more lovely, she thought with a smile.
Either she herself had changed, or the "old witch" had gone too far. Yu returned to the black leather sofa and scrolled through the FB video page. Not long after, the LINE notification sound started to sound continuously, but no message box appeared on the toolbar. She frowned and pulled out the multi-view window.
It is the group of the new class.
...No wonder there was a series of notification sounds but no message. It turned out that people were joining the group one after another.
She clicked on the group of Class 9th G2, with the word "Join" clearly marked on it.
Looking at the almost full page of all kinds of weird names（nicknames）, she felt relaxed and happy just now -
- Hit rock bottom in an instant.
That suffocating feeling of depression, restlessness, and impatience was amplified as she pressed "Join". The leather sofa that could have accommodated two of her now seemed extremely crowded, as if even a pillow on it was too cluttered, but the lack of anything made people even more anxious. She grabbed the drink cup that still had ice cubes on the table and put it on her face.
Since she doesn’t like drinks that are too sweet, even though the cup of pearl milk tea has a slight sugar content, she asked the store to add almost a third of a cup of ice cubes.
Under the influence of the heat of the weather, the coolness that penetrated from the wall of the cup calmed her down a little, but she couldn't stop the dense depression that was like a ball of ants crawling and biting everywhere.
Relying on the coldness of the ice cubes, she forced herself to lie half-ly on the sofa and maintain her original position. Then she simply closed her phone and stared at a corner of the ceiling with her wide, dark eyes.
Yu Hong Axiu and Yu Xiaoyu were both asleep. In the huge living room, she seemed to be able to hear her heartbeat beating irregularly in her chest.
Inexplicably, a certain line from the end of "Doctor Strange" kept recurring in her mind.
'Dormammu, I've come to bargain！'
The Sorcerer Supreme who has the Time Stone can rely on its magic to regenerate infinitely, but what about her？
She only has Jesus.
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'Dak'
The message rang again, and she lowered her eyes and picked up the rose metal phone that had been thrown aside.
Yu Ruoling's pupils suddenly tightened.
…Su Peixin.
Su Peixin is back.
*
“Hey. Hey, in front of you is the forklift's foot！"
"..."
"Hey！"
One hand forcefully pulled Yu Ruoling back, who was so dazed that she almost inserted herself into the deadly weapon. Although he was not taller than others of the same sex, there was still a gap of nearly 10 centimeters in front of her, making him appear extremely safe in front of the murder weapon.
"What's wrong？"
Fu Xiangqin, who was following Lin Xinyong and Huang Yinke down the aisle, turned her head when she heard the rare irritable voice of their piano teacher. He was seen grabbing Yu Ruoling's right shoulder. A forklift lifted two "front paws" that were not sure what to call them.
One of them was facing Yu Ruoling's right chest.
"Ruoling, "She ran over, followed by Huang Yinke and Lin Xinyong who also noticed the movement, "are you alright？"
The person who was asked was stunned, and looked down at the "foot" that was less than 25 centimeters away from her.
She felt inexplicably regretful that it didn't penetrate directly.
Although it's not very sharp.
"No, sorry, I was in a daze."
"As long as it's okay. "Lin Tianmo said, "How did you manage to be in a daze while walking？"
She was silent for a few seconds. The lie came to her lips but she couldn't say a word.
Facing this group of people, she was always reluctant to lie, let alone lie to them.
It seemed that it was an extremely betrayal to deceive these companions who had become part of her flesh and blood. For the first time, she didn't dare to lie to anyone.
"What happened？"Huang Yinke asked.
As her fellow piano player, Yu Ruoling's relationship with her was closer than what the human naked eye could see.
"..."Yu didn't answer. The clear eyes of Huang made her feel that uttering the word "dazzled" was a crime.
Lin Xinyong and Lin Tianmo looked at each other and roughly guessed something.
There is nothing in the world that can make their Yu Ruoling show up in this state except things at school.
When Lin Tianmo taught the three pianists this morning, he could vaguely feel the confused aura from Yu Ruoling. But after the class, her strength was as surprising as usual. It happened that Lin Xinyong was in the store that morning. There was nothing to do in the house, so the two of them took the three piano stalwarts and went shopping at IKEA to see if there were any decorations that they could buy back and use as decorations in the store.
It seemed that shopping made Yu Ruoling even more confused.
The young consultant sighed secretly, and took everyone to the IKEA restaurant to have something to eat on the pretext of being hungry.
Based on the way Huang Yinke asked questions just now, he had reason to believe that she would ask Yu Ruoling again. Sure enough, or maybe eating together really made people relax. Under Huang Yinke and his intentional or unintentional "questioning skills", Yu Ruoling deliberately behaved generously even though she was awkward.
Finally, the four people present understood why she almost stabbed herself into the right foot of the forklift.
"So Su Peixin, that female classmate of yours at that time was not only in the same class as you, but also one of the cadres？"Lin Tianmo took a sip of coke and took a few clams from Fu Xiangqin's plate.
"Well... "Yu stared at the rapidly disappearing clams and didn't know what to think. She only felt that the scene was very strange, and her thoughts repeatedly switched back and forth between Su Peixin and white wine cream clams, "She's back again."
Huang Yinke poked a piece of potato with a fork and fed it to her, "Although it feels a bit inappropriate to say this, I feel that if I don't ask you now, it will be too late."
Yu Ruoling stared at the table for a long time before raising her head and said, "What's the question？"
"Do you want to forgive her？"
The other three people also looked at her intently.
Yu stared at the table again, this time without raising her head or answering.
She just stared at the white marble pattern underneath, neither admitting nor denying.
Even though she understood that the previous scenes that time might have been complete jokes, she also understood that that person and Su Peixin were only children under 10 years old, she also understood that the remaining people were just trying to protect themselves, and she also understood that other than them, the other kindergartens , everyone else -
- They are all children.
Children's psychology is clearly shown on the surface. She can regard those things as their ignorance and she has forgiven them. No matter it was kindergarten or something else, as for the female class teacher, that woman was just a passer-by in life, and she had long been too lazy to care about it.
Then again, during the two years when she was in the same class as He Xiyun... The man who forcibly hugged her, the new class teacher at the time relieved her, and this matter could be over. And Chen Shengxuan... To be honest, what he did to He Xiyun was far more excessive than what he did to her. But maybe it was because he had matured a little after entering junior high school.
The people behind him who were crowding out He Xiyun were all male classmates, while the female classmates were actually very friendly. But even so, He Xiyun still suffered from anxiety disorder and mild depression. To put it bluntly.
This result is already a great blessing among misfortunes.
After graduating from junior high school and going their separate ways, she and He Xiyun rarely contacted each other. Although the friendship was still there, she wanted to care about those aspects she wanted to understand, and time no longer allowed. Even time is squeezed out by people, if this continues, she won't even have time to deal with her studies and church affairs.
Sometimes she thinks about her attitude towards this first friend in her life... She is kind of selfishness.
Thoughts raced through Yu's mind, except for the guilt towards He Xiyun, the only ones left were those two years and those two people. It seems that she has thought about "releasing Su Peixin" before, and it seems that she has slapped herself in the face again.
The four of them also looked at her in silence, and the disappearance of the food on the table gradually stopped.
Yu Ruoling felt no emotion at all, and remembered how Su Peixin broke up with her.
Sometimes things are so dramatic that they catch people off guard. Zhong Yuyao asked that person for help, and that person finally understood that Zhong Yuyao didn't like Su Peixin at all. Su Peixin reconciled with that person, but Yu Ruoling - she, the little useless wasted garbage Yu who was surrounded and suppressed.
Nothing can be gained.
It's too late.
All can be forgiven and forgotten. But these two people, the ones who made everything she experienced become a joke, she...
But couldn't bear to let Him be sad, that Jesus.
Her peach-fox-liked pupils kept shrinking, and her inner confusion turned into a dense mass.
"I don't know."
After thinking for a long time, she finally answered Huang Yinke. She does not know. Really do not know.
The group of people looked at her silently. Lin Xinyong stood up and walked to the dining table, ordered a glass of strong drink and came back.
…
The gospel car plays worship songs one after another, some soft or strong, sometimes slow and sometimes fast. The passenger seat, which was never vacant in the past, was surprisingly empty today.
Huang Yinke sat in the last row, surrounded by piles of various snacks, while Fu Xiangqin and Lin Tianmo were in the front row. With a head of black hair, wrinkled eyebrows, and slightly clenched hands, Yu leaned on Fu Xiangqin's right shoulder and looked expressionlessly at the scenery outside the window, one scene after another, flashing by like a marquee.
No one guessed that she had such a drinking capacity. They all thought that she would be drunk, but she just silently left the restaurant with them, left IKEA, and then got in the car, looking at the scenery outside the car window in silence.
They occasionally said a word or two to her, and she answered coherently, but her eyes were cloudy, no longer sharp and strong, but black and gray.
Lin Tianmo was sitting on her right side. The phone in his hand showed the Youtube page, and the NBA regular game was being broadcast live. He seemed to be watching, but he didn't that focus.
A pair of slender and powerful piano-playing hands repeatedly tapped the back of the phone. In fact, he felt that Yu Ruoling should be a little drunk. As her piano teacher and group leader, he thought he still knew a little about Yu Ruoling.
Although it was not comprehensive, it was enough to deduce that she was far from the "drunk-free state" she seemed on the surface, and he believed that another of his students, Huang Yinke, had also discovered this.
As a nursing major and psychology major, Huang Yinke did judge that Yu Ruoling was drunk. In fact, the moment they were about to leave the restaurant and Yu stood up to pick up her bag, Huang Yinke noticed that her body swayed when she took the first step, but it was immediately controlled.
When she accidentally looked at Yu, her beautiful black eyes had no focus at all. Everything showed that she was probably drunk, but Yu Ruoling was unusually sober.
Or maybe she was holding on like this when she was drunk, or maybe she was really holding on.
Another thing that surprised them was that Lin Xinyong actually gave her wine.
Their consultant - a somewhat dull and very dull man with a wooden personality - actually knows that needs to give Yu Ruoling alcohol.
It is okay to give some wine to a sad and depressed person at the right time, because he is really sad.
They all remembered that there seemed to be such a verse in Proverbs in the Bible. The young consultant continued driving attentively, Fu Xiangqin sat quietly, and Lin Tianmo still paid attention to the NBA match broadcast on his mobile phone. Huang Yinke straightened her body, patted Yu Ruoling's shoulder, and handed her a bag of snacks when she still looked over with her unfocused eyes.
As for whether Yu Ruoling was drunk？
In fact, it is just a two-way cooperation.