Oh my! What was that? I heard something. There is a great abundance of noise. And soil dribbling down from the sod ceiling with every vibration.
Distant. Moaning.
Rumbling. A mountain that rumbles.
Was this a cavern in. . .a volcano?
Wait, is that lava I heard rushing by? Not water?
It bears resemblance to a mine shaft, but maybe it's not.
I'm in a volcano.
I can smell it. The sulphur.
It feels like it. This whole place is filled with smoke and steam. The air thickens as if on purpose. It's so hot, I can barely breathe.
I'm sweating buckets. My silks feel clammy. My arms are trembling.
How long have I been here? Hours. Days? Weeks?
"Is anyone there?"
My voice echoes through the dark room. I try again, but no one answers.
What's going on? Why am I stuck here?
I need to listen. For danger. I must take notice of every sound. Be always alert and ready to run. Except run to where? I can't see a thing. Not one single, solitary thing. If I trip, I'll break my neck. How am I supposed to run from danger when I can't even see my own hand? Why the hell is this place so dark? This is the darkest, darkness I've ever been in.
OW!
Damn it! What was that? Stubbed my toe. Now it hurts. I was already hurting enough. Now I hurt more. I didn't need more hurt. I needed less hurt. Damn darkness.
Accursed darkness.
Damned accursed darkness.
Stupid blackness everywhere.
Eternal blackness.
Why does it have to be so damned dark in this place?
And I'm alone.
I hate being alone. I'm just always alone. No body cares. No one. Ever. Not no one. I have no one. BoomFuzzy's dead. He killed himself. Because I killed Gibedon. I shouldn't have killed Gibedon. I had to kill Gibedon. Gibedon was going to kill BoomFuzzy. Why did he have to die? I never should have killed Gibedon. BoomFuzzy would still be alive if I hadn't killed Gibedon. He loved Gibedon. BoomFuzzy loved Gibedon. Why did he love Gibedon?
He hid Gibedon from me. He loved Gibedon and he didn't want me to know. I thought he loved me. I loved him.
I loved BoomFuzzy so much. Why didn't he love me? We were soul bound. I cut my soul in half to be with him. Part of him. Him part of me. I would have loved him forever. I do love him, forever. I'll always love him. Why did he have to die? Why did he kill himself? I don't understand. I miss him. I miss him so much. I feel so alone without him.
I feel so angry at myself for killing Gibedon.
Why must I get so upset all the time?
How can I make myself stop feeling like this.
I can't sleep at night. I can't eat. My chest hurts. I feel like there is a whole where my heart used to beat. My chest feels empty. I feel empty. Unloved. Unwanted. Alone.
Why did BoomFuzzy have to die? Why did he kill himself? I don't understand. I miss him. I miss him so much. I feel so alone without him. I hurt. I hurt so bad. I can't bear it. It hurts like nothing else ever has. It hurts. I feel so lonely.
Gibedon was gone. I killed him. How could I? That wasn't supposed to happen. But it did. I killed him. I killed him for good. Forever. I hurt BoomFuzzy so much.
I'm going to die alone and I'm going to die sad.
I can't live without him. I can't go on without him.
I'll be alone forever.
Forever.
Forever, forever.
Forever, forever, forever, forever, forever.
Forever. Forever. Forever.
I wish I had a knife. Maybe then I could slit my wrists.
Maybe then I wouldn't have to feel so alone anymore.
Maybe then, maybe then I'd be free. Free, free, free.
I'd finally be happy.
Free! I need to see BoomFuzzy again.
I need to feel his arms around me again.
I don't care how bad it gets.
Quaraun collapsed on the ground, sobbing.
Just than a knife appeared in front of him.
Oh!
No!
Not another wish!
I have to stop doing this.
No!
No!
NO!
No more wishes!
Stop with the wishes.
Please.
There is so much darkness here.
Just everywhere.
There could be monsters all around me and I wouldn't know it. I can't see a thing. And this tunnel just keeps going and going. It doesn't end. And I can't see where I'm going. I got to get out of here.
And it's hot and humid. Dry and muggy. Both at the same time. It makes my lungs hurt. And it makes my head hurt.
And my eyes and my throat.
It's so hard to breath in here.
It's so dark and dirty and I hate it.
And that smell. Sulphur.
But I am so tired.
I need to rest.
Need to lay down.
So tired.
Quaraun lay down on the ground and drifted off into a fitful sleep. Though he'd only been awake for a short while, his fear of the dark had exhausted his mind.
Quaraun was prone to not think clearly when he was afraid.
Prone to panic.
Prone to forget, in his panic, that he had supplies with him. Supplies he could use. Like a lamp. And matches to light said lamp. Both of which were tucked away inside the little bag of holding hanging from his belt.
Quaraun's fear of being lost and alone in the dark, was so great, that he had forgotten, where he was, or why he was there, or what he carried with him.
And so Quaraun wandered through the caves of Fire Mountain, traumatized, terrified, not knowing where he was or how he had come to be there. Not remembering that he had gone to the mountain, seeking the Obsidian Idol, which sat in the bowels of Pepper Valley's ancient volcano.
The hours slowly ticked away, timeless, in the silence of the darkness, of the subterranean caverns of Fire Mountain's underbelly. Quaraun slept, passed out on the dirt path. After many hours of sleep, he awoke once again, to find himself still alone, still in the dark, still so deep in the earth, that there was no way to tell day from night.
It's dark. It's night.
Have I slept all day?
No.
It's not night.
I'm in a mine. Or a cave. A dark, dark cave.
Darkness still. There is no light.
I need to see something.
There is nothing to see.
I need light. Without it my mind wanders into its darkest depths, when I can't occupy it.
I hate it.
I hate these thoughts.
I need to get out of here. There's nothing to do. Nothing to see. I can't see anything. My mind is as dark as this damned tunnel that I now found myself wandering in. Where the hell is the exit to this place? How did I even get in here? I need to find a way out, but there's just nothing! Miles of endless nothing. How long is this tunnel? When does it end?
It's ghastly.
Foreboding and ghastly.
Ghastly and foreboding.
I miss BoomFuzzy.
I feel so very alone and abandoned. Just so alone. Alone. Unloved. Unwanted. Left behind. Cast aside. I have no one. I'm going to die down here. Lost and alone. And no one will know I died. No one will know where to look for me. Wolves will eat my body. I'm all alone. Alone. Nothing but darkness all around.
The lonesome darkness all around me.
Above. Beside. Below.
Isolation. Desolation. Seclusion.
Dark and morbid.
Morbid and dark.
The darkness surrounding me. The emptiness.
The silence.
My ears are ringing. It hurts. All around. My head hurts.
What happened?
How did I fall here?
Where am I? Why am I here?
Why is this happening?
Why am I trapped like this?
This is not what I expected when I woke up this morning.
What do they want from me?
What has this got to do with me?
Why am I here? What is wrong with me?
I need help. I want someone to come for me. To take me home. I want people to love me. To care about me.
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They can't leave me here to rot. They won't.
That's not how it works. I'll never be accepted if they don't take me back. I need them to take me back.
They should come for me. If they don't, then I'll go mad.
If they don't then, then I'll kill myself.
But I can't do that. They must save me.
If only I had some water. Then I could drink some water. If I had water, maybe I wouldn't be feeling this dizzy. I wish I had something to drink. But nothing. Just darkness. This tunnel is huge.
The lonely, lonesomeness of how very alone I feel is bearing down heavy upon me in this endless, eternal darkness.
Gloom and doom.
Doom and gloom.
Depressed and forlorn.
Ominous and sad.
Sad and dismal.
The anguish, bitterness, misery, and despair.
I can feel it all around me. My depression bearing down on me, worse than ever before. Like a sickly presence I can not escape. It follows me everywhere. I hate it. Why won't it leave me alone?
Day and night.
Night and day.
Always there.
Always watching.
Always waiting.
Waiting and watching.
Watching and waiting.
Now, I'm lost in this dark endless cave. I feel the dark depths of despair, crashing down around me. Crushing me heart and soul, body and mind. Mind and body, soul and heart. My soul is cut in half. Half my soul is in BoomFuzzy. And BoomFuzzy's dead. Half my soul is dead. I'm half dead. Half alive. And lost in the dark.
I must escape this darkness. But where? How? I had no idea where I am or which direction in which to go. I am lost and alone, in the darkest cave system I'd ever not seen. If only I had a light.
It seemed to Quaraun as though he had roamed aimlessly in this blackness forever. His mind crashed deeper into the depth of fretful depression.
He felt so helpless and trapped. He wished he knew what to do. What was wrong with him? What did he need to do to fix it?
Companionless. Despised. Rejected. The darkness around me, left me with nothing to occupy my mind. Alone now, with nothing but my own dark and morbid thoughts.
A loud deafening roar, suddenly interrupted Quaraun self pity. He sat silent, his eyes wide, seeing nothing through the darkness. Silent. Listening. Watching. His eyes detected the flicker of light up ahead. The air became suddenly warm. It was very warm. Too warm. Hot even.
And dry.
It is very dry.
The glow ahead flickered in dancing shades of orange.
A fire?
Is there a fire up ahead?
Quaraun quickened his pace.
There was a fire. I can smell the smoke.
As Quaraun wandered through the caves, trying to get somewhere safe, he began to hear sounds. A faint, but distinct sound. He began moving towards the sound. As he walked, the noise grew louder. Soon enough, he heard the sound of someone singing. At first, the song made no sense to him. He could have sworn that the voice sounded almost familiar. Then again, it could've just been the echo of his own thoughts, which seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere at once. The song continued, growing louder with each step he took.
Suddenly, the tunnel ended abrupt.
Quaraun hastily fell back and clutched for the wall. His heart raced. The tunnel had ended, yes.
And suddenly.
Very suddenly.
Too suddenly.
A sheer drop off.
A tall, sheer cliff overhanging the dark nothingness below.
I'd nearly ambled off the edge.
Quaraun inched his way back to the edge.
Slowly. Deliberately.
Cautiously. Carefully. Gradually.
He leaned forward to peer over the ledge. At the nothingness below. Darkness. Endless nothing.
Dangerous blackness below.
Ominous gloom above.
It was grim and foreboding.
Foreboding and grim.
I feel so very alone.
The lonesome darkness, all around me.
Above. Beside. Below.
Isolation. Desolation. Seclusion.
The aloneness, of how very alone I felt, was bearing down heavy upon me in this endless darkness. Gloom and doom. Doom and gloom. The anguish, bitterness, and despair. I can feel it all around me. Like a sickly presence I can not escape.
But the light. . .
It. . .
I saw a light. I know I did.
Where was the light?
It is gone.
Did I not seen a light up ahead?
The glowing flicker of warm orange flames leaping from a fire.
Where is it now?
Did I imagine it?
Surly I had not.
It moved.
It must have moved.
That was the only answer.
Yes, it had moved.
But how?
Has someone carried it away?
Or put it out?
Does that mean I am not alone?
Is there someone else here?
Someone perhaps carrying a lamp of some sort?
Someone whom had been ahead of me, but had now moved on out of sight?
Quaraun got on his hands and knees and ran his fingers along the edge of the ledge.
Perhaps there were stairs. Or maybe a ladder.
No.
Nothing.
But now I am on the other side of the tunnel.
The other wall.
Quaraun stood up, clinging desperately to the wall as he did. Terror filled the terrified Elf's chest as his heart pounded in fear.
I am scared of heights. And cliffs.
I'm scared of cliffs.
And they are so much scarier now when I can't see them.
Terrified the cliff at his feet would crumble and fall. Tumbling down the side and toss him into the unknown depths of death below.
Down.
Down.
So far down.
Into the pits of Hell.
Hot. Boiling. Bubbling. Tar pits of Hell.
Wait. That's not tar pits of Hell.
It's lava. Magma. So very far below. I can barely see it.
Am I inside a volcano?
Where am I?
Why can't I remember?
Why is it so hard to remember?
Remember. . .
. . .any thing. . .
Something.
Nothing.
With his back against the wall, Quaraun inched his way away from the ledge. Away from the edge. Back to the safety of the darkness above. Away from the terror of the darkness below.
At least here, there I've a solid stone to my back.
Solid dirt beneath my feet.
Solid stone walls behind me. Solid ground in front of me.
But even as he thought it, he knew it wasn't true.
The floor was hard and unforgiving beneath his hands, and every time he made one step forward, he felt something give way underneath his feet.
Every time he fell, he heard the sound echo through the cavernous space, amplified by the walls that surrounded him. He heard the sound of his own screams, too loud for this space. Too loud for his own ears. He felt them ricochet off the stone and into the dark corners, where he didn't dare go.
I can't hear myself scream anymore. My throat feels raw, and all that comes out is a raspy gurgle.
His breath caught in his chest as he saw it: the faint outline of the door at the end of the corridor in front of him. His eyes followed its path to its destination, which seemed so far away. Far, so far, away.
How long will he be able to keep walking? How long would it take before it became impossible to move any more?
If I could just make it another few steps...
He looked down at himself, seeing how badly damaged he was. The blood that dripped from the wound on his forehead was slowly staining the front of his shirt with dark stains
Quaraun looked from side to side, straining to see something. Anything. But no. Nothing. Pure, total, blackness.
Above.
Below.
Everywhere.
He continued to move, slowly, feeling his way with his fingers on the dirt wall. But Quaraun hadn't gone far, only a few feet away from the edge, before the wall disappeared.
He froze. Terrified. He dare not move.
Feeling, the air, I found the other wall.
A sharp bend that veered the other way.
A tunnel off the tunnel.
Heading down.
But down to where?
I can't see. This is worse than blindness. Blindness I at least saw foggy grey swirls ahead and glimmering lights behind.
No, this, this is nothing but pitch blackness.
Empty blackness. As though everything had been sucked into a hole leaving nothing left behind.
Quaraun continued inching his way through the darkness search for something, anything.
The floor of the tunnel sloped down. Sometimes just a little.
Other times steeply, causing him to trip and fall, and tumble forward, landing hard on the ground. The old Elf skinned the palms of his hands as he flung his arms forward into the darkness, trying to break his fall.
One such fall was worse than others, as the tunnel, inclined sharply, and Quaraun fell headlong, tumbling and rolling all the way to the bottom.
Dazed. Dizzy. Bleeding. Scraped. Bruised. And confused. Quaraun sprawled on the ground for a few moments, before struggling to stand.
No.
I can not stand. I'm too dizzy. I've hit my head, too many times on the tumble through the darkness.
Blood trickled down Quaraun's face from a cut on his forehead. More blood trickled from a split lip. His pink silks, were growing wet from the blood seeping from his scraped knees.
Quaraun sat on his knees, clutching his hands over his head, trying to stop the spinning, vertigo sensation that was just now swirling around him.
He felt faint.
"No. Don't faint." He said out loud. "Stay awake."
He tried again to stand. Slowly this time. Dizziness flooded through him, pounding though his head, like a herd of horses galloping through his skull. Ocean waves, flooding behind his eyes.
Quaraun squeezed his eyes shut tight, hoping the swaying he felt would go away. His tentacles wrapped tightly around his body, hugging him, comforting him.
By the gods, what is that?
He had no time to think. No time to react. A giant, glowing yellow-orange slug, the size of an elephant, came barrelling through the wall. The wall shattered and crumbled around it. Blazing hot lava-slime, dripping with golden orange acid, burned through the wall, melting the rock.
A Lava Slug! Good god. I didn't any still existed.
Quaraun scrambled out of the path of the massive, peaceful behemoth as it made it';s way through the mountain, making new tunnels as it went.
Quaraun stumbled and fell, tumbled and rolled, and once again, hit his head and knocked himself out.
Thud. Thud. Thud.
Quaraun heard a pounding noise like the beating of a drum.
"Argh!" Quaraun woke up. He sat blinking and yawning.
He looked around and found himself alone.
Everything is hazy and his head ached.
He tried to remember where he was.
Fire Mountain.
Yes. That's it.
That's where he was.
Fire Mountain.
Home of King Gwallmaiic.
The Elf Eater of Pepper Valley.
BoomFuzzy.
"I entered into Fire Mountain, and became lost in the mass network of Lava Slug tunnels. I must have hit my head when I jumped down the shaft and forgot where I was. Oh dear. Light. I have a lantern in my bag. How silly of me."
Quaraun stood up, but a chill ran down his spine as he heard the drumming sound again, louder and closer. The tunnel ahead of him glowed a deep orange-red, and with a feeling of dread, he knew something is coming for him, and he should run.
As he turned to flee, he remembered the demons... he was frozen with fear.
Slowly, Quaraun took a step forward. And then another. He was still too dizzy to move quickly. But the pounding was getting closer and he could smell sulphur.
His legs stopped working.
Quaraun collapsed back on the ground, gasping and coughing.
How long has it been since he last ate?
Too long.
It has been too long. Why hasn't he eaten since he left the tent two days ago? What happened? Did he fall asleep? Is that why his stomach hurts so badly? Hunger pangs. That's what it was. He had not eaten in several days. He'd not eaten in the tower. Not eaten in the village. The last time Quaraun had eaten anything was before going to sleep in his tent by the stream, several nights ago.
Quaraun wandered through the dark, sandy cavern. There were many rooms within the mountain, each smaller than the last. But this cave was deep within the mountain, and many rooms were carved into the stone. Even the tables and chairs were carved of stone from the mountain.
Many rooms had no lights at all, save the moonlight streaming through the holes in the roof. his night however, the ceiling did not reflect the light from the moon, for there was no sky up above. Only the cut crystal blue glass of the bottle they were trapped inside of,mountain and all.
And as usual, Quaraun was alone again.
He felt a sense of loss as he walked through the tunnels.
No one dared come down into the lower depths of Fire Mountain. If they did, King Gwallmaiic would kill them and feed them to his beast, his great black dragon.
Quaraun never thought that he would one day defy his own rule to never set foot inside Fire Mountain, and now be down here roaming through the darkness of it's endless passages.
Quaraun's senseless sense of foreboding, left him preoccupied with his morbid thoughts and not paying as much attention to his surrounds s he should.
"Yi know..."
"Arrrgh!" Quaraun screamed and jumped and lost his balance and went tumbling to the ground.