I racked my brain looking for answers as to why did that happen. Sleeping for five days straight is not something to laugh about, especially when I saw my mother’s beautiful face distorted like that? Uugh, I can’t help myself but feel responsible for it.

No matter what I think, the only conclusion I can come up with is because I use magic and leads to magic exhaustion.

‘But is that really the reason? Magic exhaustion? From what I read in my previous life, when MC exhausts their magic or mana they will only fall unconsciousness, so what the hell happened to me?’

Other than this, I can’t think of something else. In order not to make my parents especially mom worried, I vow to myself at that time not to use magic until I got older enough to use it.

‘But I want to get stronger. Now that I’m in a different world with magic and stuff, I need to enjoy it, but what if something like this happen again or maybe worse. Uugh!’

I was in a resigned mood; I also want to be like those MC who is also like me that is reincarnated and capable of using magic in such a young age and was revered by the people around him.

‘I wanted to surprise everyone by suddenly capable of using magic, but if I use it again I might die’

I was broken hearted. Having these thoughts in me, created a lump on my throat that filled feeling more than just regret. I wanted to cry but then a sudden thought flashed on my mind.

‘Maybe I can’t use it because of my body’s reserve mana is so small that I might endanger myself if I cast a spell? Right, there’s also that possibility.’

With this thought, I regained confidence and found hope.

‘If that is really true then I really need to wait until I grow up. No wait, I got it! There’s a light novel I read back in my previous life that says the best method to increase magic capacity is to train it since childhood or even when still a baby. But to train means to use magic right? So I still can’t…’

I didn’t finish what I’m thinking. I was down-hearted again, another problem arose. I put my hand under my chin (Of course only in my mind though! LOL) as I keep thinking and pondering myself on how to resolve it. As if a glowing bulb floats in the top of my head, I suddenly thought of something.

‘Slowly drawing out mana from outside the body and bit by bit fused it with mine. Exactly! And to do that is through meditation. hahaha who is the idiot that says that anime, manga, LN and fanfic are useless information and cannot be used in reality? Hahaha brace yourselves for your incompetence for I will be the one who will prove it’

I felt cloud nine. Now that I have goal for now, it’s time to put in action, but for now

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*yawn*

I need to sleep. I think I overtaxed my brain because of all this thinking. Aargh, my head feels like it will explode any minute now! I need to rest and sleep.

*yawn*

ZzzZZZZZZZZ

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Today as-well, without being seen by Sasha or my parents, I carry out my daily training.

Though I say training, right now all I’m doing is lifting my arms and legs up; it’s closer to gymnastics.

Since I’m still in a baby’s body, putting too much strain on myself will only be detrimental to my development --and could even kill me.

Though this may look unrefined, it’s part of a diligently devised plan. My plan.

Hm? For what?

Of course to make my body stronger and also so that I will be able to get used to my own body.

I do this every day, of course when nobody is looking and in the night I do my meditation exercise.

It was tough, but seeing my rapid progress kept me encouraged to continue.

A few months after I began my training I started crawling.

When Sasha saw this, with a wide grin, she dashed off to summon my parents. They were all very pleased to see me moving about here and there. I was tempted to show off and tried to stand up while I wave my hand at them but failed. As soon as I tried I fell in my butt and fought the urge to cry.

(Author: you did cry!

Lyle: no I did not! Uugh, maybe a little?)

They got worried and immediately run towards me. When they saw me, they sighed a relief although my mother frantically casted a healing magic on me.

That was an epic fail, I was embarrassed!

2 years after being born.

My body has been developing favourably. The daily training has moved on to things like push-ups and sit-ups. I’m still careful not to over-train, as doing so could stunt my growth. I can now stand up with my two feet and walked.

It’s about time I started jogging to increase stamina but I still can’t leave this room. Today Sasha went somewhere so I felt bored. I scan the whole room.

‘hm? Now that I think of it, this room has so many books. I never realize it before because I was engrossed in my training.’

I walked towards the shelf. Obviously I can’t read a book I can’t reach so I took the books at the lowest part of the shelf.

As soon as I held the book I tried to read its title but as I expected I can’t. the words was composed of different strange characters so I put it down but then the characters glow and arrange themselves to a language I know.

‘What the hell!’