Thank everyone who has read Ode and gave me honest impressions about it.

Since i started this profile on RR, i have written more than i had in all of my life. And i have changed a lot too. Ode was a project born of many confliting parts on my personality. It's almost as if it was the only scape from the pressure inside as i submerged myself on depression, neediness and other emotional conflicts.

A lot -and i mean it- has happened to me since i started writting it. And now it's time for me to close this once and for all.

I apologise for the lack of continuation to this story. It has a LOT of pages, and i would HATE to be in the position i'm putting your guys on (the one of "i read through all of this, and now there isn't any closure?!").

The narrative has been taken without authorization; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident.

I apologise and hope you all can forgive me.

That said, i do not intend to abandon the world Ode is situated in. Nor do i intend to abandon Alvin. I think i could do something a lot better than what i did in Ode, however, and i may write a better work with some of the basic traits of the characters in Ode - only better worked on.

With such desire in my heart, i do hope i can start anew soon - a new story in the world of Ode, with better worked characters, a better plot and also better narration.

However, when i do it, it will be on a new profile - one which isn't self-depreciating, even though i find it relaxing to write under a name like "trashmctrash" .

It's time for me to take some things head-on, and my writting life is one of then - hiding behind a self-depreciating name may be relaxing since i can do some mental/emotional gymnastics to escape some feelings, but it does get me the short end of the stick.

So, as soon as i get in shape to write something good again, i will post the new profile here. Thank you all for your patronage.