Synopsis
For those who do not understand the reference, "wish fulfillment" is before anything a term created by Sigmund Freud in the 1900's. In psychology it is a state of satisfying unconscious needs and desires by the use of fantasy and delusion. In literature it is the very base of fictional work, but also the name of a style of writing where the author sacrifices the key elements of good storytelling in order to fulfill his own psychopathic, neurotic or perverse needs and desires, usually through the use of the characters in weird and forced situations. What I meant by the title of this story is that it is a trashy, badly written, shitty story about me getting some wish fulfillment by the use of some characters and a fictional world of my creation. Not the good kind of fulfillment, since my wishes are of the bad kind and I intend to fulfill those, not yours. Also, being a total amateur and not writing a proper plot before starting are two big indicators that this story is going to go bad. I guess Royal Road call this kind of stories the "Mary Sue" kind. So, unless you are a very ugly piece of trash (at least as much as I am) don’t bother reading it. Now, if you ARE messed up on the level of a clinically depressive, lightly suicidal, lolicon/shotacon aligned morbidly obese hikikomori vermin who sold his virginity to a prostitute and is currently living at the costs of his widowed mother after expending all the money he got from his father’s inheritance, all the while masturbating furiously to beast/furry dickgirl hentai, then be welcomed. Please feel free to get a serving at my antidepressants and also at the canned tuna I have stored in the fridge. There may be some cheese somewhere, and I am pretty sure I bought some juice the other day, but I have no idea where it is. Anyway. You may dislike what I write because of all the amauteur(ish) writing, or you may not. Who knows. Give it a try and write a comment. It gets lonely writing to no one. Also, feel free to grant me inspiration not only by making comments about the world and/or characters, but specially by suggesting a music for me to listen while I write the next chapter. Be warned : I do get influenced easily by the background music I listen while writing. If you exist, of course. I'm seriously doubting anyone has read anything after the "lolicon hikikomori" thing. Also, I have a tiny dick.Just so you can feel better about yourself a little more. Or maybe I have just degraded psychologically a little more and now I am into shame-play. I wonder if the psychiatrist would increase my meds a bit if I told her about it.Hope I never get to penispanick, though! Self-mutilation, especially of the castration type, would be baaaad. After all, I do like my prostitutes. And having sex with them when I can afford it. Oh, yeah, the story. I will just write the first chapter in a few moments.Until later, b(i)each.
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Table of Contents
- 1Prologue: The Goddess in The Bright Room2024-11-13
- 2Chapter 1 : Birth and Early Life2024-11-13
- 3Chapter 2 : First Birthday (Repost)2024-11-13
- 4Extra Chapter 1 : Work Hard And You Won't Think Weird Things2024-11-13
- 5Intermission: A Special Day in Winter2024-11-13
- 6Chapter 3 (part 1) : A Year Watching on The Sides2024-11-13
- 7Chapter 3 (Part 2) : A Year Watching On The Sides2024-11-13
- 8Extra Chapter 2 : Sausage Making2024-11-13
- 9Extra Chapter 3: A Frightening Son2024-11-13
- 10Chapter 4: Increased Difficulty Level (part 1)2024-11-13
- 11Chapter 4: Increased Dificulty Level (Part 2)2024-11-13
- 12Extra Chapter 4: Neighbor Complains2024-11-13
- 13Extra Chapter 5: My Grandson2024-11-13
- 14Extra Chapter 6: Family Meeting2024-11-13
- 15Extra Chapter 7: Grandma Teaches.2024-11-13
- 16Chapter 5 : A Winter to Remember (Part 1)2024-11-13
- 17Chapter 5 : A Winter to Remember (Part 2)2024-11-13
- 18Extra Chapter 8 : Hot Bath Day (2)2024-11-13
- 19Extra Chapter 9: Hags Poison2024-11-13
- 20Chapter 6: Confession (Part 1)2024-11-13
- 21Chapter 6: Confession (part 2)2024-11-13
- 22Extra Chapter 10: Fatherly Worries2024-11-13
- 23Extra Chapter 11: Family Meeting (2)2024-11-13
- 24Chapter 7: Ten Thousand Years of History.2024-11-13
- 25Extra Chapter 12: Brown Tea2024-11-13
- 26Extra Chapter 13: Vigilant2024-11-13
- 27Extra Chapter 14: My Sin2024-11-13
- 28Chapter 8: A Long History Lesson2024-11-13
- 29Extra Chapter 15: Just a Farmer2024-11-13
- 30Chapter 9: Sister is Leaving2024-11-13
- 31Extra Chapter 16: Working on the Fields2024-11-13
- 32Extra Chapter 17: Things of Old2024-11-13
- 33Extra Chapter 18: Big Sis is No Good!2024-11-13
- 34Chapter 10: Go On and Keep Going2024-11-13
- 35Extra Chapter 19 – The Grandson’s Cute Worries2024-11-13
- 36Extra Chapter 20 – Little Brother is troubled.2024-11-13
- 37Extra Chapter 21 – Party2024-11-13
- 38Chapter 11: Tom the Merchant and Other Little Things2024-11-13
- 39Chapter 12: Jacen Does Something Stupid2024-11-13
- 40Extra Chapter 22 – Confession.2024-11-13
- 41Extra Chapter 23 – Mind2024-11-13
- 42End of Volume 12024-11-13
- 43Chapter 1: Spirits and Friends2024-11-13
- 44Extra Chapter 24: Awareness2024-11-13
- 45Extra Chapter 25: Surpassed2024-11-13
- 46Chapter 2: Killing and Building.2024-11-13
- 47Extra Chapter 26: Always2024-11-13
- 48Extra Chapter 27: Old Witch2024-11-13
- 49Extra Chapter 28: On the Path2024-11-13
- 50Extra Chapter 29: Sincerely!2024-11-13
- 51Chapter 3: Time Keeps Flowing2024-11-13
- 52Extra Chapter 30: Darkness2024-11-13
- 53Extra Chapter 31: Remorse2024-11-13
- 54Chapter 4: Older Sister is Returning!2024-11-13
- 55Extra Chapter 32: Fairness2024-11-13
- 56Chapter 5: Things that happen2024-11-13
- 57Extra Chapter 33: Preparations For Returning2024-11-13
- 58Extra Chapter 34: A Strong Daughter as Well2024-11-13
- 59Extra Chapter 35: Younger Brother and Older Sister2024-11-13
- 60Extra Chapter 36: Ann and Anna2024-11-13
- 61Extra Chapter 37: Alvin2024-11-13
- 62Extra Chapter 38: Purification2024-11-13
- 63Chapter 6: Back Home, Things to Do2024-11-13
- 64Extra Chapter 39: Back Home2024-11-13
- 65Extra Chapter 40: Thinking2024-11-13
- 66Extra Chapter 41: Power2024-11-13
- 67Extra Chapter 42: Tools2024-11-13
- 68Extra Chapter 43: At Least2024-11-13
- 69Extra Chapter 44: Forest Spirit Tales (1)2024-11-13
- 70Extra Chapter 45: Forest Spirit Tales (2)2024-11-13
- 71Extra Chapter 46: Forest Spirit Tales (3)2024-11-13
- 72Extra Chapter 47: Forest Spirit Tales (4)2024-11-13
- 73Extra Chapter 47: Forest Spirit Tales (5)2024-11-13
- 74Extra Chapter 48: Forest Spirit Tales (6)2024-11-13
- 75Extra Chapter 49: Forest Spirit Tales (7)2024-11-13
- 76Chapter 7: Change Unrest2024-11-13
- 77Chapter 8: One last year2024-11-13
- 78Extra Chapter 50 - Alvin is Leaving.2024-11-13
- 79Extra Chapter 51 - Traveling Guide2024-11-13
- 80Extra Chapter 52 - Maps2024-11-13
- 81Intermission Chapter - Two Sides of the Same Coin2024-11-13
- 82-So...-2024-11-13
- 83Chapter 1 - Traveling Around2024-11-13
- 84Chapter 2 - Suddenly, everything changes.2024-11-13
- 85Extra Chapter 51 - Lover2024-11-13
- 86Stuff2024-11-13
- 87Last words2024-11-13