I have failed in everything I have ever set out to do.

I dreamed of a world where everything would go right for me. That is how I arrived here. This place I once thought was spectacular. Everything seemed more simple. More pure. Ordered. But it was populated with the same humans from whence I came.

A species of mammal. So fragile, yet so strong. So different from other animals, and yet so similar. So intelligent, yet so stupid. So righteous, yet so abhorrent.

And I

I tipped things in the wrong direction.

When I performed the miraculous feat of traversing worlds, in that moment, I believed myself to be above that of a human.

I was a God. Playing as an avatar in a world built for me.

And now

Even if that world was never so pure as I believed it to be

I know I made it worse

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So, so much worse

And I spiralled

And I indulged

I

Assumed that it was all unfixable

And I became the very embodiment of corruption

With the last of what little good in me is left

I would like to

Give you a chance

My child. My new Avatar

To do what I failed to do

To live a life where you bring empathy and love to others

To put an end to the mindless creature I shall become

Scum less than human. Less than an animal.

Even if you are born from the darkness

A place devoid of all hope

I want you to glow brighter than any light could ever shine

And maybe

Just maybe

It’s

Sort of a silly idea

But

Maybe if you can

Make this world just a little bit better

Then

Maybe that old place

That blue planet I find myself missing more and more with each passing day

Maybe you can prove that there can be a light for them too

I’m so sorry to everyone I have hurt

Everyone I will continue to hurt

But I am the monster that must be slain

I love

I love ever so much

Each and every one of you

Goodbye