Heyo I'm back it's been like a month? idk can't tell. But THAT WOULD NO LONGER BE PROBLEM.

OK so remember when I, ahem.

Turned into a vegetable.

Since that time, I have finally found a way to absorb ALL of the energy, and not just specific types. Turns out it's like working out, you can't immediately go for 50kg bench presses if you haven't even tried out 20kg yet. You gotta ease your way into it, else your just going to hurt yourself.

As of now I can effectively absorb half of the energy around me, and with said energy I've been able to expand my room to form a circle 20 meters in diameter.

But this time I actually measured it. I'm not sure, but if think my meter is either an inch off or a inch longer, but I'm pretty sure it's correct. From there I also created inches, millimeters and so on. I actually carved it into my new MARBLE TILED floor.

Yeah that's right I got marble. It took a gigantic portion of my new surplus of energy to create just a single square meter of it but I've done it. Now it only takes me like a tenth or so of my energy to creature it. I've also added a few marble pillars that line the periphery of my room, heavily inspired by roman architecture of course. I've also added a dome like roof above me, I plan on adding a chandelier later that turns on and off every 12 hours or so to mimic a day and night cycle. So of course to actually track a 12 hour cycle I made an hourglass. It took my like a week? Maybe? To make it.

Where did I get the glass, sand and marble you may ask? Well just like the diamond I made, I used my energy to create it. I have a theory actually. I can maybe create anything I wish, so long as I have the appropriate amount of energy for it, and the cost of energy is not fixed.

Lets say I create aluminum. So long as I have a gram of it, dust or not. I can recreate it with 100% purity. But if I don't, I can use my energy to make it, and the more vivid my description and image of it the lesser the mana cost, and if I have the exact molecular composition for it, even lesser.

I think the reason why creating things takes more energy than it supposed to, is probably because it's gotta apply to physics and what not, but I also think physics can be thrown out the fucking eiffel tower so long as there is a constant stream of energy being fed to said thing.

THAT MEANS IF I CAN FIND A WAY TO ABSORB ALL TYPES OF ENERGY I CAN BECOME A GOD. this. This right here, is this the start of a psychotic megalomaniac.

Okay back on topic and away from the thoughts of godhood. I created a hourglass. I actually spent a lot of mana trying to shape it perfectly and and actually last an hour. I tried to take a shortcut and used energy so that the sand on top will all drop down unto the bottom container at exactly an hour. Turns out time is an illusionary concept we made to better understand the world around us.

So rather than just emptying at the exact time, it just emptied itself immediately. I immediately knew it wasn't even an hour since it has emptied itself in about 10 seconds.

To be honest at that point I had considered clocks, but due to me being a stubborn bastard that only know attack, and retreat in the opposite direction, I continued to work on the hour glass. And so after a while I finally made a proper hour glass.

I actually had different sizes for each one. The smallest being seconds, which just flips every second. I mean it's not even a hourglass. It's just a stone block that falls flat on its side after 1 second and stands right back up after another second this process repeats indefinitely. Next is the minute hour glass that is actually looks like an hour glass. It auto flips every minute so yeah that's about it. And finally the hour glass, absolutely nothing special about it. A waste of time and resources.

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Why? Because while I was explaining this to you I had just finished making a clock. These things are now absolutely irrelevant. Why didn't I faint? Well like I how I explained to you the more I understand what I'm making, the less the mana cost.

Wait a minute I just remembered I was actually talking about the measurements on my tiles. Yeah nothing special since every tile is like a meter I just carved the inches into the sides of it. Of course it not too big or it'll become irritating to look at. I actually plan on making making shine soon, WHEN my energy supplies replenish. Making that clock took alott out of me.

Now just gotta hang this clock right here....

Yeah I don't like that. It's very conspicuous. Maybe I should dedicate a.... What was the word again.... Oh yeah quadrant. Maybe I should dedicate a quadrant of the room for a giant clock face.

yeah maybe my my entrance be on the otherside of it while my experimentation room and uh "treasure" room on the sides. I don't want my living room to be too cultured, that would be embarrassing. I mean my room back in my old world was very messy, but Tha was becuas ei don't expect anyone to go inside it.

Always keep a facade upfront at all times. That's what I say. Of course that sounds like what a manipulator might say, but who gives a shit. People do that all the time on dates and other shit.

Anyway I make a gigantic clock that is 5 meters in diameter and hang it on the designated wall quadrant. Well it's not technically 'hang' more of 'carved' into the wall itself. Anyway Jesus is this clock gigantic. It's bigger than 2 humans stack on top of each other.

Next my pedestal.

My heart has grown a lot since I started to absorb much larger quantities of energy. Right now it's the size of a basketball. To be honest the reason, maybe I should find a way to keep my heart's size permanent, I don't want to keep redoing my chamber.

I know I can try condensing my energy, but there's only so much energy I can condense. What I need is a seemingly infinite space, that can store as much energy as I can while being able to keep it's size consistent. Something with vast amounts of outputted energy that it can consume an entire star.

I need a black hole.

And I'm going to make one.

I begin condensing all my collective energy into a singular point of course it don't immediately send it to that point I make some sort of whirl like vacuum that stretches that energy into thin lines that only get smaller and smaller as it gets closer to the center.

Tbe only thing I remember about blackholes is that they have extreme gravitational pull, formed when stars collapse, and that they event horizons.

By taking the name into account, a event horizon might be a alternate realm, somewhere anything and everything exist in both energy and material form, whole simultaneously not existing.

But what causes the creation of event horizons? I got the answer from the 2nd thing I know of black holes. Collapsing of stars, one of the largest known celestial body of pure energy. That means a event horizon might be created by the sheer mass of power a collapsing star produces.

I don't have that much power, but then again I'm not making a star size blackholes, I'm making a tiny one. I just hope the amount of energy I have is able to contain it or at least keep me safe if I either succeed in creating a black hole but fail to control it, or utterly fail and have it explode and most likely shatter my core with it.

I condense all my energy while keeping just a tiny portion on standby and condense it all into a tiny point as small as a molecule, probably idk.

I breathe in and form a barrier around my core and sigh as I brace myself. You may ask. Why do I have so much mana? Didn't you just say you had used alot to create that clock?

Well to answer your question, I'm actually forcing myself to absorb ALL the energy, I'm pushing myself to the very limits just to accomplish this.

You would most likely ask why?

Well that's because..... For the bragging rights of having a esthetic room, that's why. Remember you always judge a book by its cover even if you tell yourself no I won't judge it by its cover, but you still do, don't you?

That's right, always wear your best, vanity is everything in this cruel world.

Now time for this experiment. I'm not going to count because it just scares me even more.

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I see everything, and nothing. Life in all of its wondrous glory, and it's hideous reality. Death's putrid filth and beautiful peace.

The ever changing ripples in a wave of darkness that blankets the stars and encompasses all in darkness, but yet it is the most brightest thing to have evr blessed my eyes.

I see many colors and colors that do not exist. All my hopes, joys and dreams fighting and reproducing with my guilt, hate and sins, neither side hating the other truly only doing what they know their supposed to do.

Happiness has no meaning yet we keep fighting for it, why struggle for what is a impossibility for some? Isn't everything enough? Why keep moving, why do we keep getting back up.

It's a sad cycle. We achieve the very happiness in which we spilled blood for, but after only a few moments we seek for more.

None of this makes sense.

I do not make sense.

What is sense

Why sense

When you can embrace it and never let go.

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