The softness of the couch pushes against me as the feeling of soft fur on my own assaults me, Zelia launching herself at me as soon as I’d appeared, finding purchase on the couch and pushing her mouth into mine, I'm slightly stunned at her dominant display, how aggressive she’s being. “Lilia, now!” I can barely process the sensation as I can feel my body is that of LilMoo and not my own right now, Zelia is in her ZelAwoo body, straddling me and finally enjoying everything about my minotaur body.
“Fuck Zelia I just got back and how are we in our game bodies still?!” She pauses to explain herself as she starts tearing at my dress, trying to completely destroy it piece by piece to get deeper into me.
“Home Access Point Commands, I set them to game characters, now please I need to watch you get fucked so badly!” She is pouting at me while she’s begging, explaining and wanting at the same time.
“Zelia give me a second, please?!” I raise my voice and she pauses, backing off a little bit, worry in her eyes.
“No, no it's not that, I just need a second to adjust, I just wasn't expecting to be jumped like that and it just shook me a little bit… I'm sorry love… please come here…” She rubs her arms up and down guiltily at my reaction and sits back on my lap, pushing herself into my chest like a puppy that thinks she's done something wrong. “Just… after seeing you cry and everything and my brain just isn't in super horny mode you know… I want you, I really do, but I also want to take it slow…” She looks up into my eyes with sadness.
“I-I’m sorry Lil… I just really wanted to do something sexy and wasn’t really thinking about anything but just… being with you. I got really excited about the whole video and able to I dont know work out my desires with you in this body… fuck… I was just in like fanfiction mode you know, everything is just boom and perfect and the fucking is everything and ugh fuck… I’m such an idiot of course you're not okay after seeing that, even if I don't even remember it at all… We can take it slow a-and whatever you need… forgive me?” Tears are slowly building in her eyes as she looks directly at me, so desperate to not upset me, she still sees me as fragile… I will get better, for me and her, I lean down and kiss her eyes one at a time slowly then kiss her on the lips gently.
“Of course you'll always be forgiven my love… there's a lot in my brain, I wish it was all smart things like yours, most of mine is just… shit that I’ve locked away and tried to forget. I guess I was comparing us, like what you experienced was the same… and maybe it is? I dont think the game would be malicious on purpose… absolutely fucked up but not malicious for sure… I guess it's another thing to figure out… together.” She curls up and fully embraces me with her whole body melting into me… uhh kinda literally I think?! “Zelia love… are you doing this on purpose?”
She sniffles and opens her eyes and looks at her body, the thousands of tiny moths have morphed out from her body and started covering me. It's warm and feels funny, like being covered in a moving blanket of pure warmth. I’m so glad I don't have a fear of bugs, some girls would be screaming right now, Zel’s lower body seems to have become the mist of moths as well as part of her chest and arms, her hands float grasping me as if they were the needed part, something to hold onto me tight.
“That… is not me… o-or at least it wasnt on purpose, I-I think it’s because I so desperately wished to be apart of you, or like smoosh against you so much that I just cover you whole in myself, show you how much I need you… fuck… You are my life Lilia and have been for the past 8 years… hurting you hurts me and I will not be one of the monsters in your life!”
“Shh shh you are the one who gave me purpose you dummy, what monster, you’re the least thing like that, you’re a walking talking horny saint compared to me love… fuck… the whole moth blanket honestly feels really nice but I think you need to pull yourself together… Can you do that for me? …” She nods slowly and then looks at her body in apprehension and focus, slowly the moths start to converge along her body, pulling back into itself, her arms returning and then the rest of her body, then her legs and feet, she wiggles them to make sure.
“Uhh I'm back to me… I guess… well, wolf me…” I kiss her on the nose.
“All yous are perfect my love, no matter if you’ve gotten a little furry heh” I kiss her gently and she melts into me again, just like a puppy would this time, her worries have abated, mine still lingering, but trying so hard to stay in the moment.
“Did you want me to come out of the HAP and come over to snuggle and fall asleep together?” She looks up at me and kisses my neck, kind of glad I took off my cow bell, so many moods could have been ruined by that thing… maybe I’ll just put it on for special occasions…
“We can… still watch the video, just… wait… did Fia say anything when you logged in?” She opens her eyes in realization and then giggles.
“She did mention moving a video into the ‘private’ video folder… so yes I’m sure she’s going to make fun of you hehe~” I groan and laugh along with her, fuck Fia is going to give me an earful I bet… I really need to find her the perfect name still… I have an Idea but if she doesn't like it or what It means I think I will understand… even if it breaks my heart a little bit.
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“Alright my love, since you seem to have caught a bug I will gracefully carry you to the bedroom~” I pick her up and she daintily languishes in my arms with glee as I make my way to the silver moonlit room, such a thing perfectly designed and looking like a maid had come through and done the sheets and everything… If it was real life I suppose, we should just be able to ask for the room to be reset and not worry about any cleanup at least! “Jeronimoo!” I throw Zelia up in the air and she gracefully lands in a mess on the bed, head over paws.
“You meanie! I thought it was going to be all romantic~ Ahh wait no let me move fiirrsstt!” I’ve positioned myself like I was going to dive into a pool and jump, Zelia scrambles out of the way as I land, bouncing into the deepness of the mattress, righting myself I pull her into me, kissing her gently as she smacks me again and again in frustration, her aggravations being removed with every loving kiss before she gives up and gives in wholeheartedly.
“The moon lighting up your features is really perfect Zel…” She breathes deep and puts her head on my chest between my breasts.
“Mnn same love… this is all really a dream come true… I did say that fanfics were always perfect… but this… this is the real perfect thing in life… just being with you and knowing I’m yours…” She perks up and looks at me, staring deep into my eyes, “And I'm not going to ever let you go, my big cow dummy, no matter how you feel about yourself or life.“ She smiles and small tears drip down her face and onto my chest. “So please, just be you Lilia, no matter what, you are the person I’ve loved all this time, all your pains and demons are my burden to share! Ever since that day I worked up the courage to talk to the hurting person at the kitchen and every day since, until you moved in with me and we shared a life together, through my own shit and yours. If you're ever going to be a dummy, let me be a dummy with you… okay?” I gulp lightly, pull her tight against me and then push her up to my face, our tears mingling together as we kiss, slowly, one at a time, each time pulling apart I kiss her neck and up again to her mouth, feeling the warmth of the room despite how cold it looks with the moon on us.
“I will always be your dummy Zelia… always and forever… can we please move in together already… the thought of getting out of my capsule and you not being there is daunting, right now even more so…” She laughs and nods her head to agree with me.
“Maybe we leave this video for another day… as desperate as I am to watch it I just want to hold you and fall asleep together… maybe when we wake up… but we can talk about how we feel?” She puts on the puppy dog eyes and I laugh softly.
“Hah… yeah… It's been a really long day… like… frigging hell what a day… the Cali stuff and chasing her around, going to the Orphanage, getting killed! And then fucked nearly to death and then the whole festival and things and oh right! Moon form, any ideas yet? Not to like stop us from logging out and snuggling…”
“Hehe there's my dummy… my busy busy dummy… no idea on if I actually turn into the moon or anything, it says I’m granted the form of the Celestial True Moon, grants like 5 buffs to party members but can only be used once a day, has more fucking question marks on things it can do which seems right on point with this damn bloodline! Ugh… let's not talk about this tonight… I should have researched more and instead I decided to use this… which apparently was the best timing since I unlocked something of it but, bleh…” Zel has started rambling and eventually spluttered out in annoyance, too much on her mind and too much to do still, back to the library again soon I’m betting.
“You’re so fucking cute Zel” She makes a whining noise and snuggles into me and mutters something, “What was that love?” She makes a whine again and pouts and tells me it's nothing. I kiss her on the forehead and smile, “Too adorable my love~” She pushes her head down into the bit of fur between my tits and breathes in and out a bit.
“I LOVE YOU YOU DUMMY!” her yelling catches me off guard and her face pops up fully red from embarrassment. “I didnt mean to yell that loud… fuck thanks fuck we are in the HAP still…” I start laughing so hard that she bounces on my tits, I tighten my grip around her.
“Hahaha I love you so much Zelia Lanz, my dummy in crime.” She starts pouting again, “Alright log out and maybe we can shower together before bed? Get a whole day’s of Axium goo off us before we snuggle.” She sighs and leans up for a single deep kiss before disconnection from the HAP.
I pause for a second, “Thank you for the privacy, tomorrow we can talk about your name Fia?” A response comes out from everywhere around.
“That would be lovely thank you my dear, Logging you out before you get punished for staying in too long, sweet dreams Lilia”
The void takes me to my sweet home where the love of my life is waiting, tomorrow is another day that we are both looking forward to for more than one reason.