---- At once I thought he started falling for that tramp of a woman.

When he saved her from execution.

I swear I thought that bitch had him in her trap.

But then she was gone for good.

I couldn't be more happy.

I never liked her.

Oh moon goddess same! I feel the same.

Her filthy blood was going to ruin the Royal bloodline.

I am so happy that Queen Rebecca is back.

Just look at them.

They look so beautiful together.

My eyes flicker up to Xavier and Reb standing there and I couldn't deny.

Unlike my introverted self who used to just stand beside him in functions lost and clueless.

Rebecca was lifting up the spirits, men were kissing her hands and bowing at her.

She even managed to crack a joke or two.

He deserved better.

He deserved her.

They indeed look beautiful.

She looked beautiful beside him, adding to his grace and not tarnishing it Flawless.

---- While when I used to stand beside him, the scar on my face made people cringe.

I was skinny and curveless while she was voluptuous.

Damn.

Why am I belittling myself? Am I really insecure? And that too over a woman I cant take the place of? [have limited time here.

I have to put it to use.

But what am I even supposed to do? Tam an intruder in this place.

There is no place for me in this kingdom.

Neither in the hearts of the people nor beside him.

Then why did I even wanted to return? For mom...

for my brothers.

But I don't have enough time.

Do they even remember me or even they have moved on? But isnt that what I wanted.

Why do I want them to remember me now.

Lam being selfish.

---- Tam thinking just about myself.

Before I know the time passed by in a blur.

Call me pathetic but my eyes kept following just one man the entire night...

Xavier.noveldrama

He seems just like I left him...

rather he looked more happy than he was with me He was smiling at people.

Greeting them, however when the host asked him to say something and I was waiting to hear his voice after so long.

He refused to say anything.

If only I could here his voice once.

Suddenly he excused himself and started walking out of the hall.

This was my chance.

I need to see him closer.

I rush after him, struggling with the dress when I see him enter the balcony.

Gulping.

I prepare myself.

I need to do this.

---- eee = Chapter 121 I pushed open the door, a cold breeze hits my but the view wasn't what I was expecting.

All the courage I gathered to be here, decipated in thin air and I am left breathless.

He wasn't alone As I thought.

He wasn't here to catch a breath fresh air.

He was here for her.

Rebeccas lips were pressed on his.

Her naked back was visible to me and his hands were resting on her waist.

As they seemed engaged in a passionate kiss.

His brows were furrowed.eyes closed and my feet stagger back as if I am hit by a sledgehammer right into my chest.

A swirl of a thousand emotions hit me together like a storm.

Yet one emotion was prominent enough to inundate all others.