As cupid grew up he realized that not all families were like his disorganized and unfunctional. He saw the way a mother should show motherly love. He saw a mother hug and hold hands with the daughter while at a public playground around his house. When they left though and it started to rain Cupid started to cry for the first time in his life, he truly felt the extent of his painful harsh surreal extreme emotions. He cried and cried and cried for hours on end. Just to feel truly empty at the end of it just to walk home it was late at night he got home so as a result his father was asleep, he was a drunkard just relying on alcohol to get rid of his pain from the war and his mother was probably outside banging another man for money. So he was left all alone in the small shack just two bedrooms and a kitchen left alone with his thoughts with himself. So for the first time in his life, he thought "Who am I?".

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As this thought rushed so did so many other thoughts "Why should i be alive" "Who do i even matter to" Everything come rushing down the tv couldn't distract him anymore from the self hatred he started to feel he understood why father used alcohol now to drown his sorrows he understood why mom bangs other men its all to drown out the thoughts and feelings. He vowed on that day though although he would forget to become different from them to become better person.