The rest of the dinner Jade is nowhere to be found. Raven and Monica do their best to keep me entertained, introducing me to a few of their friends. I act my ass off as if I’m not bothered by Jade leaving with another woman. It went from curiosity to irritation and now I’m just ready to go home, to my actual home. In my real life, not the penthouse, in this fantasy life. I walk with Monica and Raven towards the lobby area to wait for the car. I’m not sure where Jade is, I gave up trying to call her an hour ago. The party ended and mostly everyone is heading towards the doors, doing the last of their networking.
“You should really join the family for brunch tomorrow Angel. It’d be a lot more bearable if you’re there”. Monica says and I know it’s because of her parents behavior. When Jade left and they returned the questions about Cash resumed but more relentlessly. They asked how we met, how I got pregnant, my parents and relationship with my family. My relationship with Cash and if he’s in mine and Leya’s life, they asked interview and first date questions. If it wasn’t for Monica I’m sure they would’ve tried digging up every aspect of my personal life. In the end I couldn’t get away without telling them a few more details about Cash, they really don’t take no for an answer.
“I don’t know about that, your parents don’t seem to like me very much”.
“They don’t like anyone, trust me they treated me the same way and still do. You’re just the new kid”. Raven bumps my shoulder and I laugh.
“It’s up to Jade really. If she wants me there then of course I’ll be there” I’ll need a babysitter. There’s no chance I’m letting Leya anywhere near these vultures.
“Speaking of, I’m sorry she bailed on you like that, it’s pretty fucked up” Monica shakes her head in disappointment. I shrug it off, trying not to be bothered.
“It’s fine, I’ve never seen Jade that worked up honestly. I just hope she’s okay” even if she is with Nikita.
“We can wait for you” Monica says but I quickly wave her off. That’s even more embarrassing. I’d rather wander around or walk home then have Jade’s family know that she stood me up.
“No, it’s okay, you need to get your kids home”.
“We’ll wait, right babe?” Raven nudges Travis’ shoulder who quickly puts his phone away.
“Of course, and I’ll personally put Jade in life if you want”. I laugh at Jade’s younger brother, being the youngest they still treat him like a baby.
“No it’s really fine”.
“Are you sure? Because I can…”
“That won’t be necessary little brother”.
“Little brother?” Travis and the girls look confused as Jade strides over all smiles, like she hasn’t been absent for almost two hours. I don’t question her, in fact I don’t speak at all. I’ve gone from wanting to leave, to worried, back to irritated. Jade’s tipsy ass has her signature smirk on her face, ignoring the scolding by her family. She stands in front of me, tilting my head and looking into my eyes. I don’t hold her gaze for long, not because I’m nervous, but because I don’t want too. Going to the bar is one thing, but bringing me here under a ruse just to leave and hook-up with another woman is fucked up. Or does she think I can’t see the mark peeking from under her dress? Or notice that she’s retouched up her makeup and hair? I’m not an idiot, Cash cheated on me, multiple times, I know when people have hooked up.
“Tell mother we will be at brunch tomorrow. Are you ready to go Angel?” I nod, giving a smile to Monica and Raven.
“Thank you for tonight, it was great getting to know you”.
“No need to be so formal Angel” Monica laughs pulling me into a hug and Raven does the same. Their husband, kids, and friends all say bye as Jade leads me out of the venue, where the car is waiting. Jade leaves her hand firmly planted on my lower back as her security guides us past paparazzi and screaming fans. I keep the same smile I’ve had plastered on my face for the majority of the night until Nate drives off. I deflate into the seat, staring outside the window. I feel mentally exhausted. Those people, mainly Jade’s family, are a lot more intense than I imagined. Her parents looked for every reason to find any invalidity in our relationship. When I was able to stick to our story they prodded and forced their way into my private life. Mrs. Knight had no problem reminding me how much I don’t belong and how she always thought Jade and Donovan would be together. That sick fucking creep, something is off with that guy.
Mr. Knight pointed out that I lack education, home-training, and experience that qualifies me to be part of their family. I didn’t realize I was interviewing for a job. I almost told him that he’s not my boss anymore so my credentials shouldn’t matter to him. I managed to play it off and said the same speech I gave in my interview that got me the bartending job at the hotel. I’m not sure if he was satisfied with my answers or not, other rich men that made it a point to check me out, stole his attention.
I was beyond grateful and it gave me the momentary relief from her parents. Monica noticed and led me away to other women with Raven. I was glad to be away but all that did was bring questions of Jade and where she wandered off to. Questions I didn’t know how to answer. I don’t know what was worse, feeling unworthy or completely embarrassed. I had a healthy dose of both, unfortunately. Now, I’m back full circle, once again ignoring Jade. This is exactly how the night started except there was nerves and anxiousness added into my chaotic mix of emotions. Those nerves and anxiety are replaced by agitation, embarrassment, and desire. If we were really dating I should’ve been the one she goes to for stress relief. Instead, she leaves with someone else.
This is all supposed to be fake, I shouldn’t be bothered by what Jade does, or who she does it with. But I am bothered not because she hooked up with Nikita, but because I was never an option. How can she just defend me like that against her parents then leave? I don’t understand this woman.
“Angel” Jade calls my name but I shift closer to the door, staring out at the passing city. This night could’ve gone worse, but it definitely could’ve gone better. There was something this one woman said tonight that I can’t seem to shake.
“I don’t know Angel, Jade Knight is a very popular, desirable woman. Why, just earlier tonight I saw her leaving the ballroom with Nikita Toutain. They say they’re friends but everyone knows they are particularly close. I’d keep my eye out Angel, plenty of women and men would love to have their hands on Jade”. There was a hint of hopefulness beneath her warning. I’m sure she wished she was one of those women Jade allowed to lead her away. I was able to put the bitch in her place and settle all questions but it secretly bothered me. If this lady noticed, I know others did as well. I’d be surprised if it’s not a story later.
I can see it now, nameless, unknown, ex-bartender; stood up at award dinner by date and business world elite Jade Knight. All for super model and whatever the fuck else she does Nikita Toutain. How embarrassing. I just hope my aunt doesn’t see it, or Taylor, they’d insist that I leave Jade alone. Despite how I feel right now, I know I don’t want to end this fucked up relationship that Jade and I have.
“Are you intent on ignoring me Angel? Again” I know deep down she’s trying to goad me so I do my best not to give her a reaction. If she wanted my attention she should’ve shown her face two hours ago. I have an attitude that I feel is justified and the dinner is over. I don’t have to pretend until tomorrow.
“Nate, will you turn on some music please”. The older man gives me a knowing smile in the rear-view mirror. He knows Jade better than anyone but it doesn’t take a genius to figure out she hates being ignored. It’s not so nice is it, Knight?
“Never mind that Nate” she lifts the divider, writing off my request. Controlling ass, that’s her problem, she thinks everything is supposed to get her way solely because she says it should. I roll my eyes but don’t bother looking at her. She wants a reaction and she won’t get it.
“Do you intend to give me the silent treatment every time things don’t go your way?” I can hear the smirk in Jade’s voice. I don’t know what she’s playing at but I can’t respond. No matter how much I want to put her sexy, self-entitled ass in place. Don’t fall for her games Angel.
“Is this the game you want to play Angel? Ignoring me like a child, because things didn’t go your way”. Don’t fall for it, even if she does have some fucking nerve. I clench my teeth and hold my tongue, biting back my response. My glare out the window intensifies and I’m sure she can see my reflection in the pristine glass.
“You look bothered Angel, hm, I knew you couldn’t handle it. You’re just not ready”. Her condescending tone coupled with her words, is enough to break my resolve. I whip around to look her in the eye as I tell her off, but she’s closer than I expect. She’s no longer on her side of the car, instead she’s next to me, smirking still intact. I don’t let it shake my confidence, using her careless attitude as fuel for my own.
“I am bothered by Jade. I’m bothered that you left me alone back there. You drilled my ass for days, trying to make sure I’m ready and wouldn’t be a disappointment or fuck up your plans. And guess what, I acted my damn ass off, I was convincing as shit. Even when you left with someone else, I covered your ass. Those people really believe that we’re dating. I did my damn job Jade. Not ready? Can’t handle it?” I let out a sarcastic laugh as I looked Jade over, of course her face was blank. Why would I expect anything else from her? But I call bullshit, if she didn’t care she would’ve told me to breastfeed it a long time ago. I know Jade wants me to make it obvious in that hallway, but she seems intent on fighting any possibility of this being more.
“You know what I think the real problem is Jade?”
“What is the problem Angel?” Her sultry professional voice is so sexily irritating.
“It’s never been about your family or people’s opinions. You made it clear that you don’t give a fuck what people think, not even your parents. It’s all just an excuse because you can’t accept the fact that I’m one of the only women that can handle you. You love calling me childish and making me feel crazy for wanting you but in reality you want me just as much. You’re just too pussy to do anything about it. Or you just get off on stringing me along. Which one is Jade, do you want me or not? Are you a coward or just a bitch?” By the end of my rant I’m breathing harder and I know the agitation is clear on my face. Jade’s eyebrow is quirked and I quickly stiffen realizing I just cursed Jade out.
Oh, fuck, pendeja Angel. Get a damn filter. Thankfully, the car stops outside the building and I quickly job out of the car. I don’t wait for Nate or Jade as I try to go upstairs to the penthouse before she decides she wants nothing to do with me. Who am I kidding? She probably got tired of me during dinner.
I take a deep breath as I get on the elevator, pressing the button to my temporary penthouse. The doors slowly begin to close, but a hand strikes out, stopping the elevator doors from shutting. I recognized the intricate tattoo and long delicate fingers instantly.
Fuck. I gulp as she steps into the elevator, pressing the button and closing us in alone. The small space feels a lot tighter as she stares into my soul with predatory intensity. My rant replays in my mind as she stalks closer. At this point I have one option, fake it till I make it. So, with a confidence I don’t feel, I meet Jade’s unwavering, soul-piercing, entrancing, gorgeous green eyes, refusing to back down. I meant everything I said even if I didn’t say it like a mature adult. I can’t back down or waver even if expressing emotions to Jade makes me nervous as hell.
“It seems that the Kitten has found her roar”. My eyes widen as she steps into my bubble. I have nowhere to run, she places both of her hands on the elevator wall that I’m leaning into, hoping it’ll shield me from her impending wrath. Jade’s face is naturally blank, as always, looking into my eyes with that blank stare that guards every ounce of emotion from being seen. She always guarded, meeting her family tonight I understand why I just wish with me…things were different.
“I knew you had it in you Angel”. She has a small smile as she lightly traces my jaw with her finger, down to my chin. I blink confused at her sudden mood swings. I was just saying I can handle her and now she has my mind in a tailspin.
“You were goading me?” I ask shocked, at her amused smirk as the elevator dings at her penthouse. Jade holds her hand out to me and I frown confused, but take it anyway. I was sure that after that dinner I’d want nothing more than to get away from the entitled elite for the night. But now, all I want is to be with Jade. I guess I’m as wishy-washy as the woman leading me into the beautiful, luxurious penthouse.
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“You did well at hiding your emotions tonight Angel, but after dealing with intrusive, judgmental people like us, it’s good to vent. Everyone needs a stress reliever, I figured you’d like that before going home. Also…” Jade unlocks the door, not saying anything else as she steps into her house.
“Also?” She drops my hand and I can’t hide my frown. I like the feeling of her touching me, her hands moving perfectly. There’s never a wasted movement in her touch, every stroke and caress is made with intent. It gives me a little bit of hope and reminds me that Jade wants me, she just wants to be stubborn.
“You say that you want me Angel but how can you when you are so hesitant to tell me how you feel? I don’t believe that it is me you really want, perhaps this version of me you believe I could be, but that is just your imagination”. Unlike before, Jade isn’t speaking just to write me off. I follow her to the kitchen and she gets us both some water as I think over her words. I know that I want Jade, but it’s true that she intimidates me, maybe that’s why everyone was questioning our relationship. I’m glad she’s even entertaining this topic right now. This is my shot and I have to put all of my nerves and anxieties aside to be honest and clear about how I feel. I think back to the words that Nate told me the first time he picked me up.
Don't be nervous, just go in there and be yourself. Jade appreciates authenticity.
“I know what I want Jade. It’s true that I find you intimidating, but that doesn’t change how I feel. I get nervous because beyond us and my feelings there’s a tiny little human that depends on me. I can’t let her down. I don’t want to let her down and that means sometimes putting my feelings aside. I can’t fuck this up, for her. I want you Jade, but more than that I want, no need for my daughter to have the life she deserves”.
“I respect that Angel, but you should know, no matter how this turns out, I have every intention of making sure that your daughter has the best life possible”. Jade sighs, her green eyes are penetrating but I don’t shy away. I accept the heat her eyes bring, her overwhelming energy, and obvious power. Even when she should be out of control she always has the air that she’s in charge.
“I don’t say this often and may not again, but I care about you and Cataleya. I’m shit at showing it and I doubt that’ll change. However, I will always make sure that you and your daughter never have to struggle again. That is nothing for you to concern yourself over”. Jade's eyes are still as shielded as usual but the sincerity is clear.
“That’s not your responsibility Jade”. I know she has good intentions but I don’t want to be in debt to anyone. She smirks, coming to stand in front of me, she grabs my chin, leaning down so her lips graze mine as she speaks. I breathe in her intoxicating scent of perfume and liquor, with just a hint of smoke. I didn’t even know Jade smoked.
“You’re right it’s not. It’s my choice. So be a good girl and say thank you”. I feel my face heat as I mumble my thanks. My mind flashes with recent images, articles, and videos I saw during my research of this whole BDSM lifestyle. Jade's tone is demanding obedience. In those instances when a dominant demands obedience from their submissive, an act of defiance is met with punishment. The idea of being punished by Jade sends as much of a thrill through my body as the thought of submitting to her. I wouldn’t mind experiencing either, or both. Definitely both. Maybe there’s a way I can make it clear that exploring is definitely something I am completely down for with her.
I glance at the mark on her neck and feel a sharp resolve. Nikita wasn’t shy about showing Jade she wants her there’s no reason I can’t do the same. If Jade wants me to apologize, I’m damn sure going to do it the way I want.
“I can see your mind racing. Is there a problem with Kittens?”
“N-no I just…” I take a deep breath, thinking back to everything I learned about being a submissive. Just like Alexia said it’s about confidence and right now my desire and lust are fueling that confidence. So, I glance at Jade before lowering my eyes, like I had seen from other subs. Jade goes rigid but there’s no backing out now, so I push forward.
“C-can I kiss you, Jade?” She releases a deep breath before roughly pulling me towards her until our bodies collide.
“You’re going to be the death of me Kitten”. Although I’m the one that asked for the kiss, Jade is the one in control. She connects our lips in a searing kiss that rips a moan from my throat. All traces of gentleness are gone from Jade and I love it. Her hold on me is tight, binding me to her so there’s no escape. Her kiss is searing and claiming, telling me that I belong to her and no one else. Jade’s hands roam my body before, delicately sliding my dress up my thighs and her nails leaving a delicate trail of pain that perfectly mixes with the pleasure of her tongue. I’ve never been kissed the way Jade kisses me. It never fails to take me into another dimension. The way she nibbles and sucks on my lip until I completely submit. Then her tongue makes quick work of dancing with mine in a way that leaves me breathless.
I happily drink her in, succumbing to everything she’s offering. Finally, I can have her, there’s no way I’m letting things end like last time. My attempt at deepening the kid is abruptly supported by Jade gripping my hair and taking my head back. I moan at the pain, staring at her under hooded eyes that I’m sure scream my desire. I’m ready to bed at this point, an article I read said a lot of dominants like when subs beg. Jade was right about one thing. I was approaching her all wrong. Now, I have an idea of what she likes or at least what she’s used to. It’d be a good way to kick shit off.
“Please Jade, I can’t take any more teasing”. I moan as I feel the pool between my legs worsening. Her grip on my hair tightens and a low growl sounds in her throat as she tilts my head back. She wasted no time latching onto my neck, sucking my pants from me, making my knees weak. Jade picks me up and backs me into a wall, using it and her perfectly toned core to hold me up. I wrap my arms and legs around her strong frame, loving the feeling of her lips on my body. But I’d rather kiss her, I don’t get the opportunity to do so on a regular basis, I’m taking full advantage of this moment.
I bring her face to mine, kissing her like it’s my last chance. With her mood swings it just might be the only time she lets this happen. I gasp and moan as Jade roughly bites my lip. That hurt so damn good. Jade kisses her way down my neck to my collarbone and as amazing as it feels, I need more.
“Jade please. I…”my sentence is cut off by a moan I’ve never heard, erupts from my throat. The way Jade’s tongue moves against my neck does more than send my imagination into a tailspin. My hips move on their own accord seeking relief from the heat and friction. Im soaked at this point, I’m surprised the wetness isn’t dripping down my legs. She’s barely touched me and I’m ready to come already. Jade lifts her head and I almost whimper at the loss of her lips on my skin.
“You what, Angel?” Jade holds my hips still and I’m ready to whine and go the fuck off. If she rejects me right now I might actually slap the shit out of her.
“I-I want…” I bite my lip not finishing my sentence as I feel my face heat. How do I tell her I want her? No it’s more than that, I crave Jade. Every thought in my mind circulates around Jade. My body craves her touch and I feign for her lips. My senses go into overdrive and she’s all I can focus on. How do I tell this fierce intimidating woman, clearly out of my league, that I want her to fuck me like I’m her submissive? The thought alone has my face turning beet red and I let my gaze lower, only to see the sight of Jade’s voluptuous breast staring back at me. I snap my eyes back up to her smirking face feeling my cheeks get impossibly more red.
Jade chuckles and I stare entranced at the sexy sound. I should just assume that everything she does is going to be attractive. She’s just so gorgeous, I can’t believe she wants me of all people.
“Tell me what you want, Angel. I can’t do anything without your consent”. My consent? I have my arms and legs wrapped around her, kissing her like she doesn’t yank the air out of my lungs. I’ve been pining after her since we met and she needs more consent? For a woman who strives for control, that’s surprising.
“I want you Jade” how can I make that more clear?
“Be specific Angel”. I roll my eyes and in an instant Jade’s delicate fingers have a tight grip on my neck. Oh, fuck. My eyes threaten to roll back at the instant wave of pleasure that courses through my bones at Jade’s roughness. I hadn’t realized how much I missed her hand around my throat until now. Feeling her control me, wiping away every worry and stress all from a sharp glare and tight grip.
“Did you just roll your fucking eyes at me?” Her tone is dark and daring me to act out again. I want to but I don’t have that courage, yet. I lower my eyes in the way I’m starting to know she likes. Jade likes me submissive and I don’t mind being that for her. The only time I don’t mind giving up control is when I’m with Jade. I trust her.
“I’m sorry Jade” she practically growls, removing her hand and carrying me to some unknown part of the house. She holds me as if I weigh nothing and it’s so sexy. Her power, strength, everything about Jade is perfect.
“I’ve never let anyone get away with the shit you do without a punishment Kitten”. Jade growls into my neck biting into my pulsing vein making me yelp and tighten my legs around her hips. Shit, that’s going to leave a bad ass mark later.
“Jade!” I’m thrown down onto a bed and I lift myself on my elbows, staring into her predatory eyes. She looks ready to devour me and the idea has me trembling in anticipation in her California King bed. My core clenches at her thoughts of all the painful and pleasurable punishments she could inflict on my body. Jade chuckles as if reading the thoughts in my head. My flushed face doesn’t help either. She slowly walks towards my frozen state on her bed. Jade’s bed, I’m in Jade’s bed. Okay, Angel, don’t freak out. Don’t fuck this up, you’re so close to what you want. Damn it, why am I getting nervous.
“I’ll let you off the hook this once Kitten, but take this as a promise”. Jade stops at the end of the bed, grabbing me by my ankles and pulling me down. I gasp at the swift action, suddenly lying on my back as Jade hovers over me. She takes my chin between her fingers in a sure grip so I have no choice but to burn under her gaze. I think I’ll just explode now. That was the hottest thing anyone has ever done to me.
“If you ever roll your eyes at me again, I don’t give a fuck where we are, or who’s around. I will spank your sexy ass until my handprint is embedded into your skin, do you understand Kitten?” I gulp, feeling my legs shake as my soaked panties get completely ruined. I nod not trusting my voice but of course Jade isn’t satisfied with that.
“Words”.
“Yes, Jade”.
“Good girl, now if I recall you were telling me what it is that you want”. Jade moves my head to the side, exposing my marked neck for her to continue to decorate. These will be impossible to cover up, not that I entirely mind. Her kiss on my neck is languid and teasing and has me squirming for more. I can’t wait anymore, I need her. I let my lust and desires guide the rest of my actions, determined not to hold myself back.
“I want you to fuck me Jade. Fuck, I can’t take this game anymore, please Jade”. My words come out as a breathy moan as her kisses get dirtier and more intentional. I don’t hold back any sounds as I take her hand, trailing it down my body, to my dripping pussy. A low “fuck” sounds from her throat as a loud moan sound from mine. She hasn’t even touched me yet and I’m about to come.
Not yet, not until I can feel her fingers inside of me. Be a bold Angel, show her that you can handle her. I push on her chest and Jade instantly moves back. She raises her brow as I take her arm and sit her on the edge of the bed. I don’t look away as I reach behind me and begin to unzip my dress. The soft expensive material slowly slides down my body until it pools around my ankles. I’m suddenly very glad my Tia and Taylor convinced me to wear some sexy lace underwear. The heat and appraisal in Jade’s eyes tells me she loves everything she’s seeing. Knowing that Jade is just as attracted to me gives me a boost of confidence. I step out of the dress and the shoes before sauntering my way back to Jade.
“How much clearer do I have to make it Jade?” I straddle her lap and place her hands on my ass, letting my hips move at a steady rhythm. Jade’s green eyes are darkened with lust and I know she can feel just how much she affects me.
“I’m begging, I’m fucking soaked, and my safe word is cherry, now please”. I gasp as Jade cups my breast in her hand. I throw my head back as she tweaks and pulls at my nipples, shots of pleasure traveling down to my core. My legs clench around Jade and she flips us over.
“Good girl, Angel”. Jade makes quick work of ripping my underwear off, making me gasp. Those were the best pair of underwear I had.
“I’ll buy more just like that to rip off your gorgeous body”. Jade growls distracted as her hands trail across my body, down to my awaiting heat. Finally, the damn foreplay is over. I eagerly open my legs as Jade rubs my clit before easing a finger in my entrance.
“Oh Jade” my eyes shut and all I felt was pleasure. All I sense is Jade. All I can think of is her and how amazing she feels.
“Damn Angel, your juices are already dripping down my hand”. All I can do is moan in response as I tangle my hands in her hair. I pull Jade down, connecting our lips again. The only sounds that fill the room are our moans, gasps, and the sound of her fingers pumping into me at a steady rhythm. Jade learns my body quickly hitting every spot that sends tidal waves of pleasure coursing throughout my body. Her hands work me expertly and she leans down sucking my nipple into her mouth before giving it a torturous bite.
“Ah, Jade!” I clench around her the pain and pleasure that has stars dancing behind my eyes. Jade speeds up her hands while her mouth paints my body with her marks like a canvas.
“Yes, Jade, fuck me. I’m going to…oohh fuck me” Jade doesn’t slow down. Fucking me with more vigor as I wrap my legs around her pulling her closer.
“Open your eyes” my eyes fly open at her command, the sharp green orbs penetrate me in a way that has me clenching around her fingers.
“Jade, please” I don’t know what I’m begging for, a lifeline, mercy because she’s stealing the air out of my lungs. I moan as my nails trail down her back wishing more than anything she wasn’t still in her dress.
“Mm, yes right there, I…”
“Come for me Angel”.
“Fuck, Jade!” My body follows her command at will as I unashamedly scream her name and stare into her eyes. Fuck, nobody has ever pleased me so well and made me come so fast. Why do I suddenly feel like she owns every part of me now?
Jade slowly slips her fingers out earning a lazy moan from me as I catch my breath. “Wow” Jade chuckles at my damn near comatose state, giving me a kiss before standing from the bed. Despite my tired state I raise on my elbows to watch Jade slowly lick her hand clean. Oh shit. I bite my lip, feeling myself getting wet all over again and shake my head. She makes me feel insatiable. Jade lets her dress drop to the floor, not bothering to take off her heels accentuating her perfect legs. She looks every bit of a dominatrix in her all black lingerie and black stilettos. She screams sex and dominance and I find myself back to where I started, craving every inch of her. I’m not ready for this to end.
“Mm, you taste divine Angel, as sweet as I expected”. Jade strides over to the bed, and flips me over onto my back faster than I can react. I gasp and look back as she hoists my hips up so my ass is in the air.
“Jade!”
“You’re mine now Kitten and I’m just getting started”. Jade delivers a swift slap to my ass and I moan into her bed. Her words make my heart stutter and smile. I’m hers…I like that. I think this has become one of the best nights of my life.