[https://em.wattpad.com/db92d7c10aa59d90f24acd981e837db40bfb854c/68747470733a2f2f73332e616d617a6f6e6177732e636f6d2f776174747061642d6d656469612d736572766963652f53746f7279496d6167652f4d47463769476c62336951584b413d3d2d3535313134313539352e313531653939373366613835653534313531323837303434333031392e6a7067?s=fit&w=1280&h=1280]

FEI LONG LIU grew up without getting too close with the people around him. Hundreds would love to surround him with gifts and flattery, only because he was born a Liu.

But there was a moment when he let his guard down, and it was when he first thought a woman can actually be innocent and guile at the same time.

Unfortunate for Fei Long, he fell within a clever woman's deceit. Much like the women his father drags onto his bed. Vile, unforgivable and only further clarified his distrust to women.

They were easily blinded by money, reputation and status. This was what made it challenging to find someone to love, although he never actively looked for one. He silently wished at the corner of his heart that someone out there can finally understand what kind of person he was and be willing to stay with him despite what he was born with. For someone to look deep within him, to find the lonely him that was left behind by his mother and his father.

He cherished his maternal grandmother. Only because she understood what he needed; companionship. She has always been true to him, nagging him and scolding him about his life and character. He liked to be told off for whatever he did wrong, because nobody else did.

Long and forgotten were the days he craved for his family to be complete when his mother finally died of depression. Taking pills helped her emotional state, but drug overdose killed her, indefinitely.

He couldn't even feel sad when she was finally gone, because she was never there for him. Never looked at him, and never treated him like he was her son.

So when he looked at Dean who was so heartbroken for being rejected by the only person he wanted recognition from, his heart felt like he can relent, even a little.

Only, that was not a solution to human heart. Craving for something your heart cannot have always result in heartbreak, and one must know when to stop.

So when Fei Long heard Feng Mian's words, his heart bloomed with happiness and surprise. It was then, that he further clarified that he might have just found his match, once again. Even if Feng Mian was a man.

"Dean, I cannot accept you." Was all she said as she heartlessly left Dean in Buna Kafe, followed closely by Fei Long who quietly heaved a sigh of relief.

* * *

Feng Mian swiftly changed schools, going for her 2nd choice. She didn't want to give Dean a chance to pester her again, because she understood, the more he was close to her, the harder it was for him to let her go.

Even though she really liked Northeastern University's curriculum, it would save her even a lot of trouble if she helped Dean get over her. Because obviously, he will never relent if she doesn't actively push him away.

Dean wanted to follow after her, but she completely cut him off. Even giving him 95% profit from the work he had given to Twilight&Dawn.

After being rejected for the umpteenth time, Dean restrained himself. But that did not mean he was giving up so soon. He also didn't accept Feng Mian's reimbursement because he did whatever he did for her, giving him the money that was meant for her didn't feel right to him at all.

Fortunately, Shi Bai — the goddess of love and free world — kept Dean busy, together with Denise. The latter even changed profession, becoming a professor in Northeastern University.

As for whatever came after, it will be a story that will be told another time. One deserving of Dean's heart that was passionate and real, overflowing with his character and loyalty. Whether it be man or woman, he will end up falling with all his might once again, and the other person will thank the gods or Feng Mian for making it possible to connect their fate.

* * *

Everyone in D City learnt of the drama in Buna Kafe, eliciting much criticism and love from the denizens and netizens. When before, it was merely a rumor that Fei Long was gay, now, it was a true fact and many girls dismayed, while fudanshis celebrated— as well as the fujoshis.

Ever since Fei Long and Feng Mian got together, the former kept pestering the latter for attention. Fei Long called or messaged Feng Mian every hour of his day, even when he sometimes wake up after midnight.

There was a time when Fei Long was reading a book, a story about two men who weren't exactly destined, but not fateless. It was about how to get closer to their loved ones, remaining committed and keeping the passion in tact.

2:33 A.M. [Call]

Fei Long: Mian... I miss you..

Feng Mian: ....You are reading those books again..?

Fei Long: ...They are actually quite good...

Feng Mian: ...You are really rotten!!

Fei Long: hey... You love this me.

Feng Mian: ...Fuck me! Let me sleep, Fei Long!!

Fei Long: A moment... We should go on a date sometimes.. This book recommends the Hot Springs...

Feng Mian: ..Shy bastard. You want to do it in the water?

Fei Long: .....

Feng Mian: ..Ha! Shut you up right. Now, good night.

Fei Long: ..Wait!! What if I do?!

Feng Mian: Then we will have to plan properly. Love you goodnight.

After which, the call ended with Fei Long blushing so hard and could no longer fall back to sleep. His abdomen felt hot as his little man stood up. How can such a simple sentence from Feng Mian cause him such huge reaction?! He was really suffering, Ah!

1:15 A.M [Text Messages]

This story has been stolen from Royal Road. If you read it on Amazon, please report it

Fei Long: Mian!

Feng Mian: Shit... I just started sleeping an hour ago...

Fei Long: ...Sorry. I miss you already!

Feng Mian: You are not really being sorry right now. What do you want to do?

Fei Long: Can you help me?

Feng Mian: You live 2 hours away from me, how can I help you?

Fei Long: That's fine. I'm already outside, let me in!

Feng Mian: ....... Next time, I'm gonna bind you on your bed.

Fei Long: If that's what Mian wants...........

Feng Mian: ..............

And so, Fei Long was able to stay beside Feng Mian that night, even cuddled with Feng Mian in bed. He didn't do anything and neither did Feng Mian. She just let him stop being restless for once.

But once morning came, she scolded him for always disrupting her sleep cycle, forbidding him to call or text her after midnight and before 5AM.

Fei Long was devastated, but he relented. Loving someone like Feng Mian was hard! Despite this, he couldn't help but treasure their moments together, no matter how busy their schedules became.

* * *

After Feng Mian's first semester, she had a two-week break and she spent it catering Fei Long's wants. It was also then that she decided to come clean.

They were sitting side by side in Fei Long's living room, his condominium situated at the center of D City's business industry that costs over $300 million dollars.

Before them, a huge television was playing a silly movie while Fei Long was totally acting like a doting husband, picking melon seeds for Feng Mian eagerly.

If any of his employees saw him acting this way, they would have thought they were becoming mental, for Fei Long was always rigid and stoic, as if unhappy at work everyday.

It was only when he sees his grandmother or Feng Mian would he dare to show any emotion, disregarding the layers of steel around his heart.

Feng Mian was not looking at the movie but at Fei Long instead, her mind thoughtful as her eyes followed after his hands, gingerly serving her like a King and he was her concubine.

They would occasionally kiss, but over the months they were dating, they never went all the way due to their busy schedules. It was not only that however. Feng Mian didn't know how Fei Long would take it when he learns her body was actually that of a woman, but it was true that her heart has always believed she was a male.

Feng Mian stopped the movie from playing, causing Fei Long to feel confused. His hands were wet and sticky because of the melon.

"Mian?" He asked, his electric blue eyes suddenly worried, looking gently at her as if something terrible had happened.

How was she going to explain that she was a man but in a woman's body? Should she simply claim to be a woman and end of discussion? How simple was that?

"...Fei Long." She solemnly called, setting Fei Long's heart alarmed.

As they both gazed into each other's eyes, Feng Mian slowly moved closer to him, wrapping her slender hands over his nape, so that he wouldn't look away from what she was going to say.

The tension was very high that Fei Long thought of all the miserable things Feng Mian had to say. Did she fall out of love already? Was he not good enough? Why does she look so solemn, guilty and frustrated?

He couldn't stop himself from worrying, because his heart was already given to Feng Mian and he'd rather not have it back.

"..Mian.. What did I do?" He softly asked, anxiousness laced his husky voice that has always been attractive.

It was this voice that intruded in Feng Mian's quiet world ever since they met. It was his pair of eyes that always looked at her with interest wherever they were. He was smart but like a puppy, becomes silly at once in front of things he cannot control.

He was but a man who changed himself for one person, willing to embrace a new world to accept the love he found. It was this man who was willing to turn his world upside down, not caring what most people think, and only minding what his heart wanted.

Feng Mian realized once again how much Fei Long cherished her and how much he badly wanted to stay with her all this time. The arrogance and pride that laced his voice the first time she heard him was not even there anymore.

He was merely a man in love, and she needed to tell him the truth about her.

So she slowly begun, "I had a life before. A previous lifetime, but there, I was a man. When I died abruptly, I was given another chance at life in someone else's body. Do you follow me so far?"

Fei Long was suddenly lost, but his heart have long decided that Feng Mian would never make a fool of him, especially when she looked this serious.

"Okay. You had a previous life, and now you got another chance. Why did you die so suddenly?" He smoothly summarized as his brows furrowed.

Feng Mian smiled a little, gently looking at Fei Long who was worried about her. He really deserves to know the truth, no matter the case.

"In my previous life, I had a very troublesome family that I wish to be forgotten, but it's impossible because those experiences and memories are what makes me who I am today.

"My mother accidentally killed me, but the details are not needed. And that's all I can say."

Fei Long wanted to speak but Feng Mian continued her confession.

"My soul replaced the previous Feng Mian, and my second life begun a month before meeting you. I am now Feng Mian, and my body is that of a woman."

As she said this, she unbuttoned her shirt one by one. Fei Long was adding one plus one in his head. He couldn't believe Feng Mian confessed she was a woman! After all these years and spending time close to one another, he didn't notice anything that pointed at her being a woman...

Although admittedly, Feng Mian was slender and had a good figure compared to most men. Her neck was smooth and slender, which gave him the conclusion her Adam's apple was merely too small, which would not have been strange.

But she always felt more masculine like any men he was acquainted with... In fact, she was far blunt and domineering than most.

Feng Mian took off her outer shirt, leaving only a white short-sleeved t-shirt, and she pulled it up, revealing her slender waist and tempting skin. Fei Long gulped down his nervous saliva, unable to tear away his burning gaze from Feng Mian's stripping session.

Once the white t-shirt was removed, a silicon skin was peeled away, revealing the tightly bound breasts that looked like they were squished forcefully against each other, making her cleavage more defined and voluptuous.

Fei Long couldn't help but blush and cover his mouth with his hand, his eyes boring holes on Feng Mian's chest.

Seeing his reaction, Feng Mian unconsciously looked down on his crotch that was bulging and alive. She suddenly didn't know whether to laugh or cry!

"Seen enough?" She quipped.

Fei Long blinked and blinked, but his throat remained thirst. He licked his lips and stammered, "Damn."

Feng Mian scoffed, a little relieved that Fei Long didn't get angry for keeping her gender for so long.

He was still staring at her from her face, down to her neck, unto her cleavage, her bound breasts and her delectable waist that perfectly curved at the right points. She was slender and beguiling at sight!

The living room was dim, with only the light from the television lighting up their persons. It coincidentally created a dangerous ambiance, lulling Fei Long's passion to rise.

His face was so warm, and so was his heart. He secretly admitted that even without the fact of Feng Mian being a woman, he would still ravage him there and then, but would that be fine, so sudden and unprepared.

He worried and slowly calmed his desires down.

Coughing his nervousness away, still covering his mouth, Fei Long slowly said, "Mian... C-can you put your clothes back on?"

He was feeling very shy that Feng Mian unconsciously smirked, her eyes glinting with mischief. When he saw her expression like this, Fei Long's instinct cried for him to run. But he didn't and Feng Mian laced her arms around his neck, ruffling and clenching his hair as their hot lips clashed.

He moaned and groaned as Feng Mian's aggressiveness burned him crisp, his heart beating fast with excitement while his hands shifted and caressed her bare waist, moving from her stomach to her back and curiously feeling the ends of the white binds.

She bit his lips, filled him with her tongue and gently sat herself on his lap, causing her chest to press against his skin, scalding him with passion.

When she released him, they were both out of breath, a thin layer of sweat lacing their supple skin as their eyes clashed with equal desire.

"...Mian..?" Fei Long's sexy husky voice whispered, his mouth still so close to her face, breathing hot air to her lips.

"We should break your engagement first." Feng Mian devilishly said, stopping their height of intimate moment.

Her eyes flickered from his disappointed eyes to the down curve of his lips, making her chuckle. As she was bringing herself down from his lap, she accidentally stroked his crotch, eliciting a pleasured groan from him.

His eyes were totally burning with sexual frustration and some resentment from Feng Mian's teasing. But he could only groan and relent.

"Fine!" He growled. "Let me take a cold shower first."

He was about to leave when he heard Feng Mian's provocation.

"Want me to help you out, Fei Long?"

He gritted his teeth as he glared at Feng Mian. "You devil!"

Feng Mian laughed as Fei Long escaped from his own living room.

Against Feng Mian, Fei Long was totally whipped!