My wolf stirs within me, he wants to move me, wants to go to her...to touch her.
I hold him back, no...I refuse to give into his desires, his wants.
Two males approach her and I take a side step, watching from the shadows as they call out to her. These were the two shits that I took out in training for picking straws to flirt with her. A growl rumbles from my chest as she turns to interact with them, she shouldn't even give them the time of day.
From my close distance, I hear them apologise as they bow their heads but don't turn their necks in submission, which is what I would expect from them if I were her. She was the alpha's daughter after all.
These younger males act like school boys around her, but she needs a man. A man to guide her, to call her out on her bullshit... like the pack run. Am I the onle one that finds her non attendance an outrage. Am I the only one that is prepared to call her out on her bullshit? I shouldn't have kissed her, I shouldn't have gone near her. I shouldn't have looked for her during the pack run, I should have kept running.
But I couldn't fight that animalistic urge, that crave to kiss her. I had to taste her, just one taste. I wanted more, of course I did...she's fucking gorgeous, her body made for me to explore. I didn't even want to wash my hands.
I couldn't help myself, I've never felt that pull before, those tingles as she laced her hands around my neck and pulled me deeper into the kiss. Her legs that wrapped around my back, her strong grip in her thighs that I didn't want to break.
I can't let her in, I'll only lose her. Everyone that gets close to me suffers. She's too young for me, too naïve. She's too well protected and that's how it should be, she needs to keep safe.
I can't have her get close to me, I chose the life of a lone fighter a long time ago. This was my decision to be alone.
Only through connections did I get the opportunity to train alphas, then that led to starting my own training programme. They need to be prepared, so that they don't have the same fate as me. Share the same heartache that has haunted me for too long. Even just watching her now, my wolf calls to her...that heartache preparing to spill over again. Even though I buried it decades ago.
My eyes remain on her, even as the warriors move away. That pain in my chest returns, the one that hit me as I rejected her and she stormed out of the cabin. I've upset her, I know I have.
I've been a dick to her from the moment I arrived in this pack, in her pack. She looks hot as hell stood by my bike in her leather jacket as she pulls her phone out and types away on it. She was my fiery red for a reason, but I'm the one now on top of her target list.
I move, a desire to check her wellbeing greater than my own desire to stay away from her. I'm closing the distance between us, until Doctor Abel rushes up to her.novelbin
What is it with these males battling for her attention. A low rumble vibrates through my chest as her hand reaches up to touch his shoulder. His hand overlapping hers and squeezing it. She leaves with the doctor in the direction of the hospital, her arm linked with his...a fire of jealous rage threatening to overwhelm me.