Chapter 9: Abandoned Legacy

The actual first night finally passed without a hitch.

I opened my eyes to see my nude flesh, with two huge and soft mounds in front of me and my big, erect nipples in full view. There was a protrusion on the blanket; my penis was hard again and I felt a tinge of pain coming from it. I reached my hand to touch my penis' tip; there's still drops of precum and my pussy's rather wet.

Still, what's with this porcelain-like feeling on my other hand?

When I turned my head towards the side—I just realize, I was hugging a toilet the entire time.

...and the toilet was sleep talking.

"Mistress...so cute and meek...came all over my tits...hyaaaahnnn."

Believe me, I slept with Thea a lot more than the other girls; this wasn't the first time. If only she didn't have this habit when we slept together, she'd be a top-tier waifu material.

..or maybe this was the exact reason she's a top-tier waifu. I don't know any other girl who could make me hug a toilet in my own bed.

That night, I roleplayed with her; I act like I'm an actual guy who got this lewd body while she kept teasing me.

'The sounds of licking and slurping as she kept telling me my girlish appearance when she played with my penis.

When she sandwiched my hard rod between her also large tits and made me cum all over her.

'As her big brother, you're a pervert lolicon...you're her big brother yet you want to squirt your breast milk all over her. Even if you're a young man, why are you turned on so much at the thought of a little girl impregnating you?''

Even if her words might seem mean and abusive, she never went so far it'd hurt my feelings. It felt rather nice actually. Rather than being called the words like cute and pretty, I'd prefer when she talks dirty to me like this.

I released my love over and over; acting the most shameless I did by fidgeting like I was just a normal boy moments ago. Taking notice of how my breasts and penis kept twitching, how lewd my body was and how I kept trying to seduce Thea.

Wearing erotic clothes and fondling myself; made teasing moments like that of a slut; turning her on while talking dirty to her in between our lovemaking.

'I'm a dirty girl, I want your fingers inside me...'

Thea could also grow one if she wants to, but during this play, she just took my penis and playfully punish it. She might not look like a top, but when she's so gentle when she's dominant like this, I really want to call her mistress over and over and service her.

She said it was for another time, otherwise, things would get awkward if I milked her penis dry and she dropped her dom act.

I really love her, since I could act all meek and submissive, without taking note of shame. When for everyone else, I had to put up my guard.

Even with my little sister. Well, I wasn't with her for that long though, compared to myself and Thea.

...could she accept, that the only boy in this lesbian harem was me? Even if I was like this, I still felt all horny when I remember about the boy self I abandoned for so long. When my body changed and I was turning more and more into a girl, I kept denying my past in front of everyone else.

It was the only link that maintained my current humanity, yet I just couldn't admit it when it's in front of someone I'm not familiar with. Even if I held lots of Authority, I felt if I revealed my true self—they would think I was gross or something.

Even if I was like this, it's still hard to accept the idea that I am a real girl. I was not.

I just want to be a girl, because I want to lock up the true love within myself. Becoming the most perfect girl in my mind and because she's me, she wouldn't go anywhere else. For the others, it could be love and let go; but my true love will always be inside me.

That's why, I want to always retain the important link in my old self, even if everything else would change.

I'm afraid, that I'd be losing sight of who I really was.

That's why even if she ends up becoming a boy if he looks pretty and girly, I'd have sex with him anyway. It's just the worst case scenario though. I just didn't believe in the slightest bit, she'd turn into an actual man.

Maybe, when I was able to make up my mind, I'll eventually tell everyone who I really was.

...

I wasn't sure if anyone believed I used to be a guy. When I confessed to Mystia, she was all happy but then she thought of the same thing as Thea.

'Wanna roleplay as a boy?'

She was very similar to Thea, but she's kinda horrible at keeping secrets. Her infatuation with me at one point was especially creepy. I still felt happy inside though. Sex with her was so great since she could turn into any fetish I'd like, although, her actual slime girl form was what I like best. I enjoy her tentacle plays especially when she's all naughty and playful.

Mitsuki, on the other hand, was so caring and pure. I couldn't seem to say any of my terrible past. Even if I want to have sex with her, I want to do something gentle and romantic. She's a bit of a pervert, but for a young girl like her—it's completely normal and healthy.

Would my little sister finally accept it, when I told her everything?

That aside, why did hugging this toilet made me so calm? I think I was the only Goddess out there who spent so many years hugging a toilet in my sleep.

Ah, I just remembered.

So far, only Mother was able to accept my self and especially my past. Was it because, unlike the others, we're actual family instead of ones 'in-name' only? Plus, she's the one who guided me from when I was a mortal, after all.

If that wasn't the case, I probably didn't know the actual truth, of what entails as my Mother's 'Love'.

When I saw her again, I would ask once more and this time let her repeat it slowly until I finally understand with my heart.

The most important wasn't of knowing the truth, but whether my own belief in Love was flawed. It might lead to vulnerability in the long run if my foundations weren't stable.

For now, I'm content; as I'm also learning to become better with the support of others around me.

In any case, I have no fear. The absolute power of the Omniverse—the Deus ex Machina—my belief aligned with it: for the Omniverse to develop, in its whole sum.

I know, even as a Multiverse Goddess, there are potentially infinite powers far stronger than me, but by allying with the absolute strongest power, my heart was tranquil.

...and my mind was no longer divided.

.....

When I came out of the room, Thea was already in her maid outfit, cooking today's breakfast.

"Mistress—you're finally up."

"How's my Lil' sis?" I went straight to the point; my curiosity always made me skip small talks like these.

..and Thea replied in kind; she really understand me:

"Still in bed. She's sleeping so peacefully—it appears her transformation was a success. She looks so girly and her doll-like features became so delicate, it made you wanna protect her at all times! That penis though, so big and hard even though her body's so frail-looking...but when I check, she also got something down there—the same as you, Mistress."

Even as she talked about the details, her hand motions made it seem like it had a mind on its own.

"Hmm...maybe she does take over me."

"You're her big sister, after all? Or should I say, big brother—ehehe.."

"I thought you always treat it like a joke to tease me."

"Well, actually—it's not entirely impossible. Especially since mistress is rather manly, despite looking very girlish. I think Lil' miss might even act more feminine in comparison."

"I doubt Mirai would....huh?"

When I was about to say the same Lil' sis like the usual, that name immediately popped into my mind.

"Oh, so that's her name! I think it suits both of you perfectly, Reeve and Mirai Nirvalen. By the way, the Reeve kinda sounds like 'Refrain' part in songs."

"I know my name wasn't the best but it just came naturally when I first became a Goddess. She's probably the same."

"It's a nice name really! Still, calling you Mistress is the best."

"...well, it's nice when you call me Reeve when we act, you know, like lovers..."

"You're so cute last night, Mistress! My determination to become the top this time marvelously paid off."

"Aw, stop it you."

"Ahahaha!"

"Anyway, stop with the small talks and focus on cooking already."

"I'll do my best, plus ultra!"

I felt like retorting that the ultra part wasn't necessary, but it would make us doing continuous Manzai comedy, Mirai would wake up before we managed to eat.

She still had her final test; the one she must overcome alone. Otherwise, the other Deities out there would think she's an easy prey.

In any case...huh? Why did she put the cooked food into various bowls and closed it with a large lid? What about my meal?

"Hey Thea, about my meal--"

"I already got it covered, Mistress. I'm just cooking for Mirai-tan's breakfast, lunch and dinner."

"Wouldn't it better for it to be breakfast only? It'd be cold in the meantime."

"Don't worry, I think at this point, Mirai-tan won't bother with cooking anymore—after all, I'm her waifu now."

"...what about me?"

"Mistress is my mistress."

"I don't get it."

"I mean exactly what I said! Even if I become a waifu, you're always my number one."

"What if the lowest number is zero?"

"If it's zero doesn't mean there's no love? In binary code, wouldn't number one equals yes?"

Oh goddamnit, your sense of humor never ceases to amaze me.

"You're right...pfft..."

I could barely hold in my chuckle.

"Please be patient, okay? I'm about done packing it so when Mirai-tan opened the meals, it'd always be comfortably warm."

"Like your pussy?"

"Like your pussy, Mistress."

...

Thea took out a box with a picture of a cute magical girl nomming a milk cereal. Her blissful expression while eating like a hamster truly made my heart melt.

"We're gonna eat this." Thea went and unpacked it right away.

"Why? I prefer rice honestly. Are you implying something?"

Was this some kind of eastern/western thing?

"When you're asleep, I happen to loot tidbits left and right. Normally goods like these had its own expiration date, but this one seems brand new."

Felt really nostalgic. It may not be the first time I ate those cereals, but its ancient air gave a completely different presence.

"...and you're using me to taste-test the poison? That's seriously mean of you."

I knew it's perfectly edible; just wanna play around.

"Mistress, you totally forgot we are Goddesses, aren't you? We could duplicate reality itself through Simulation mode."

"Like when you fingered the pussy of ATM Machines?"

I still couldn't stop laughing over that one. Meanwhile, Thea's expression turned rather unamused, but I couldn't help but widen my smile. Maybe my face right now was enough to make someone pregnant.

"You should think about perverted things less, my Mistress."

"Like you're one to talk."

I was about to retort there when she just simply held that aluminum foil bag in a motion like she's stroking my penis.

Was this intentional?

Hey, don't pretend to ignore my gesture, you damn toilet girl!

"If you catch my drift, Mistress--there's going to be a lot of curious objects we can loot—but most importantly, we could discover the legacy the previous Deity had left behind."

Since Mirai immediately reached the level of a formidable Universe deity, it has to be attributed from the said legacy. It could be something curious, but—well...

"Wouldn't it have anything of value to us though? Judging from Mirai's previous actions, she practically explored every nook and cranny in here."

"..but that's before she fully realized her nature as a Goddess, mistress. We already learned many things from her travels—but there's still a place where only awakened Goddess like us could visit. I held off my curiosity so I could visit it with you."

My face twitched a bit—why don't you visit it yourself then? I'd rather stay home and play my eroge. Although if I said that, this blond cutie might cry. Which might end up with the room being filled with the smell of cum.

I could only shrug my shoulders a bit and exhale:

"You sure got fired up with the strangest things."

"At least I don't think about sex every single time!"

Why did she think of me as a sex maniac? I wasn't thinking 'bout pervy things really. It's because the girls around me turned me on so much.

"Neither am I. Hey, how long we're gonna keep this talk? I'm starving."

Thea's cheeks look so puffy, my hand naturally reached out to it and stretched it. Instead of her screams, her playful cry resounded throughout the dining room.

Accompanied by her fake sobbing, Thea gently tore open the aluminum foil package. Pouring it to the bowl, the golden-star like crackers came flooding.

It was followed by Thea's milk slowly raining down the pitcher. An assortment of its creamy and thick texture, adjoined by the sweet and crunchy crackers consisting of honey, lemon, chocolate and nougat coating. The sensazione of eating thick honey choco lemon bar, compressed with the force of Dimension's Zero Blackhole Turbo Anus, with the best parts at bay.

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The more I ate, the more those groovy, fruity vegetation taste seeped through my entire skin of flesh.

As for my review, it's just like your usual cereal at home. Just a lot more delicious, like you have to be a hooker to a gay loli to eat it.

The moment I notice Thea, she wasn't eating at all. With a disgusting look on her face and a toilet-shaped droll, she kept watching me. Worst of all, she's not even conscious of my apprehensive gaze.

Well, I'm okay to become her eye candy any time, but...she needs to eat and we didn't have that much time to waste.

Since she's a toilet, would she eat my shit? Err...I wasn't into scat, but a lot of her nourishment came from my semen, breast milk and other juices I guess. She could intake it even in human form, but she said, if she ate shit on her human form, it tastes like shit. Well, it's shit—not that I ever ate it myself. But I know I don't have to eat shit to know it's shit.

Anyway, I urged Thea to finish and chewed the tooth-cleaning leaf before waiting for her in front.

Ah, what a nice field of rice, potatoes and other vegetables. Even if we could materialize it directly, using natural means had its own piece o' charm.

With only a few, fleeting moments as I checked out whether I could claim those plants as my waifu, Thea made her entrance.

I could only frown a bit. Why did I get stuck with her as a Waifu?

Well, why not.

...

Based on our previous observations, Mirai always walked from place to place.

In other words, the places she didn't have access to, are ones only reachable through flying.

She's also not that meticulous enough to search deep underground. Testing it through Omni-vision, there wasn't anything worth exploring for Indy. Most of the ruins also didn't have the things I seek. Wasn't a fan of window shopping like Thea, especially when it comes to buying windows.

One interesting place so far would contain the important Legacy. It was located out there, above the clouds.

Mirai used to look above the clouds and saw various birds floating; obscured from sight; the place of reckoning shall be!

The same flock of birds was the indication, to where exactly its whereabouts. Strangely enough, no indication to what substances attracting them.

Seems like you couldn't have sex with them too.

I limited the scanning range of my Omni-vision so it wouldn't spoil me the fun, of already knowing what's inside. Besides, I wish to train my judgment, without overly relying on my abilities. After all, I was bored as fuck, since I fucked too much.

In my creed, I use my abilities when it's too much pain, like searching the entire underground for clues.

..but when it's comfortably fun, I might try to take on a bit of a challenge in order to have more joy. This is one such case.

Flying together with Thea, I observed the birds: if there's anything special about them up close.

No, they're just your usual birds, but their numbers seem plentiful, compared with little to no animals we've seen along the way.

We took our time observing the surroundings along the way.

There was so much disparity between the animals and plants; the only ones present were those we ourselves cultivated and the one in Underground Plantation. If you want to nitpick, there's a plentiful of grass.

The only animals able to live were either carnivorous ones or those who could survive on grass. For the insects, there's not even a mosquito present and the ground could be fertile without the existence of earthworms or any traces of dead bodies in its sediment.

There were lots of underground water source, but the only ones accessible were from Mirai's own abode. The rest were far too deep for the animals to notice.

...now I understand why those animals all attacked her home. It still had a substantial remnant of the previous World Tree and all life naturally would gather around.

Currently, it's all quiet, however.

Yet, it's not like the lives of the previous world was important, in the grand scheme of things.

I was just curious about how the world ends up being this way.

With that in mind, I flew towards an ordinary-looking house; built above the clouds.

It's far modern compared with the simple wooden cabin we built. It had bricks, concrete and steel materials.

The clouds around this area were solid. Touching it barefoot, a pleasant, chilly sensation ran throughout my soles. Thea seems to be shivering a bit before her expression stabilized; pretty cute while it lasts.

When we came inside the house, however...

"To think they didn't even bother to leave anything as a Legacy."

There was nothing present; just a white, empty space with a shadowy figure whose features were relatively masculine.

He simply left a word before disappearing.

"Legacy itself is pointless and succession is meaningless. A new person should follow the path they paved themselves.

I will tell you this and only this: there is value in stupidity and laziness. Because I'm rather stupid and too lazy to leave you something worthwhile. I decide: just saying this is enough.

Just do whatever you want and I don't want anything to do with this world anymore, goodbye!"

I was speechless.

This kind of apathy felt like Mirai somehow.

Yet, this clue had an air of extreme importance. I couldn't really put my finger on it though, maybe I should also ask Mother 'bout it.

I made the gesture like talking via phone, and my 'Voice' established. Of course, I didn't say it outright—everything happened telepathically as of this moment.

"Hello, Mom?"

A middle-aged woman's voice was heard from the other side.

[What is it, my dear?]

It's such a nostalgic voice filled with overwhelming warmth. Just basking in her words was enough to make me miss Chronodome.

"What do you think about this Legacy?"

I sent the result of the Legacy I witnessed. Through my telecom links, she should be able to see things exactly as I saw it.

Instead...

[Why don't you accept my SNS game invites? I want more crystals and playtime.]

Wow, she could be so easy-going sometimes.

Nevertheless, I've been dying to ask this for quite some time.

"By the way, Mom, what is love?"

[Baby don't hurt me.]

That's a dead meme, Mom.

"Err..."

Most of the time she just couldn't take things seriously.

[I'm sure you're having fun with Thea and your little sister—Mirai, isn't it? Now I have a new granddaughter, I couldn't help but be curious.]

"Well, I haven't met her yet, she's still sleeping tight. Her awakening's pretty fast."

[I see. Please take good care of her, Reeve my boy. Be a good Dad to her. Something inside me senses a severe lack of Fatherly love.]

"Even though I look like this? She's my little sister though, technically—not my daughter."

Since I 'recruited' her and made her awaken from when she's not one yet, instead of conceiving her through some kind of ritual.

Having 'kids' seem troublesome. Yet, Mom thought differently.

[Remember, Reeve. What's important is what's inside. You may be a beautiful woman, but you have the soul of a Father. No matter what you've become, you'll always be the son I'm proud of.]

Not that I have ever married, or raised any kids, mind you.

"Thanks, Mom."

This much might undermine how much I appreciated her for accepting me as I am, but no matter what I say, she always seems to know what I truly felt—so maybe, such short words are for the best.

[By the way, where's Thea? I want a bit of chat, heart-to-heart, girl's talk.]

"She's right beside me."

[Well then, I hope you're well, Reeve. Take good care of your health. Don't forget to treat others as you treat yourself.]

"Okay, Mom."

[Don't forget to clean up your bathroom by yourself, no good to depend on Thea all-the-time. Oh right, have you eaten breakfast yet?]

"It's cereal with milk."

[Was Thea been lazy on cooking? It's not like her at all, I'm going to talk to her about this...]

"W-wait, Mom! Thea's just curious about the new things she saw on the ruins. I'm kind of bored of only eating rice recently. Besides, didn't we also have noodles, hamburger, steak and even turkey sandwich at home?"

[Just don't overdo it too much, okay. Don't forget to brush your teeth after eating sweet things.]

"I always do it every time."

[Alright then, Reeve—you don't have to be so reserved on calling me and talking to me, okay? I'm always happy to listen whenever you want.]

"Bye, Mom."

There's a click on the other side, the connection terminated.

I was really drowning in such warmth and comfort. I didn't even feel Thea's stares at me. Her cheeks were puffy and her twin tails swaying about with her face all tomato. So cute, I want to eat her up. Ufufu...

One moment, something jolted and vibrated, causing her to yelp in a way which melted my heart once more. Plus, the so-abrupt shift from her playful nature to a sudden, stoic reply with lots of nodding, made me almost want to go on the floor laughing. I just stopped since this was a sacred place.

Either way, the Legacy itself implies, whatever was left wasn't important—so I probably don't have to fuss myself too much over this.

While it's a pity I couldn't trace through the heritage with this observation, I might be searching for more clues before I'd just say 'fuck it' and activate my godly powers.

Mirai might find something useful from this Legacy, yet it's up to her to discover it on her own. I'm sorry for going ahead—if the Legacy wasn't going to work on you either, I'm prepared to make amends.

While I was lost in thought, it got roused by Thea's sweet, Genki-girl like voice.

"Hey, it's actually pretty profound, Mistress?"

The call's a lot shorter than I thought.

Nevermind, it's not my business to know what it's about.

"I know, still, most of the things he said were common sense, especially among the Deities of our Multiverse."

We're just doing things at our own pace though.

"Knowing and successfully implementing it was a totally different matter though?"

Thea tilted her head, drumming her lips with her white-gloved fingers. Her lips curved when I felt my facial musculatures shift.

Hey, we're on a serious topic here.

I made up a fake cough before steadying my breaths. Thea would laugh at me if I even let out as much as a giggle.

Oi, stop laughing!

Seeing as talking about idle matters in there may be disrespectful, we exited the house and gave a momentary gaze across the vast grass fields down below.

Inhaling the cold, breezy air, the soft, enervating sensation coursed through me. Turning towards this adorable maid, I coughed a bit before speaking—the atmosphere's rather awkward when she's staring me with such curious face.

"Ahem...I believe he was criticizing something far beyond you and me, or maybe I'm just going too much into it."

"Is it really bad though, mistress?"

"I don't know; I just felt there are other things I should be worrying more."

"About Mirai-tan?"

"She'd be fine on her own. Unlike me, she has to go through everything alone. I couldn't possibly stand it."

"To each of their own, Mistress. Even if she may be used to loneliness, as she used to be a human, it may wound her deeper than what we thought."

"Regardless, to best nurture her, we need her to walk at her own pace. After all, I learned from my own experience. The pain of others who ALWAYS have to walk at the others' pace, not even having opportunities to discover, what pace they naturally walk at."

"Are you talking about yourself, Mistress?" Thea made a meaningful smile while her head tilted sideways once more.

"Well, what do you think? You've been with me for the longest time. What do you feel is best so Mirai can be free, independent, and strong enough to defend herself when we couldn't protect her?"

The drummed her cheeks while gazing far off in the distance.

"I don't really know! This is, after all, Mirai-tan's own life, isn't it? Not that I don't want to care—on the contrary, Lil' Miss new appearance is totes adorbs like a doll. I want to cuddle and protect her."

"Get to the point."

"Uuu...Mistress is such a killjoy. What I mean is. Why don't we make it something mutual? Regardless of your caring exterior, you've always been one to prioritize personal benefits first, right?"

"...and what do you think it'd be? Even if she such a cute loli, I don't want to force myself on her."

Ah, I did it again, I turned my face away and talked like a tsundere.

"So shy—hehehe--I ship you and Mirai so hard, you know?"

"Well, whatever. Besides, I'm doing it out of love."

"Yes! The ship sails! The ship sails—aww!"

Since she's getting annoying, I landed a chop on her head, but her totes adorbs reaction made me want to hug her more.

No, must not spoil her.

"Hehehe...Mistress, you can do a quickie with me right now...you know."

"Perv! Enough, let's go home."

"Yes, Mistress!"

"Pfft..."

Again, I couldn't help but want to laugh again at her sudden shift of tone from playful to stoic.

By the way—you've been there all along, huh—Mitsuki?

Guess, if there's one who'd be a great match for Mirai, it's you.