Today is the 5th of Taurus of the year 244. As of today I am 13 years old and I have a serious problem, I am extremely horny for no reason.

As I woke up today near a lake I found and ate my breakfast my body started to get hot, really hot. My dick started to throb in my makeshift panty, I was and still am extremely wet, even my nipples are erect.

I am overcome with an intense desire to satisfy myself that I can’t control as going against it causes me more pain than being cut a thousand times.

I remove everything and sit on the ground near a tree. I begin to stroke my dick, it is just big enough for my hand, the skin on it’s tip is drawn back and it is covered in pre-cum already. Every stroke gives me more pleasure than I remember receiving from any woman in my past life. In just a few strokes I cum, a shocking sensation passes through my body filling me with energy. As I look down on my dick it is still erect and my semen doesn’t look like semen, it’s more transparent like it doesn’t have any spermatozoon.

For a few seconds my sanity is back and I look at Mira that is leaning against a tree watching me.

“Don’t look, I'm not doing this because I want to.”

She says nothing back to me and moments later I can’t control myself anymore.

“Don’t look at me.” I say to Mira while getting in all fours showing my butt to her and spreading my legs.

I put my face on the ground as support and begin to stroke my dick again with my left hand while using my right hand to finger my ass. I would be feeling ashamed if I wasn’t so horny.

Every stroke I give is followed by me pressing my middle finger deeper in my ass before taking it out just a little. It’s not as pleasurable as what I felt with Arnold… I think. It’s only my second time ever, I can’t really tell as the pleasure is overwhelming.

This time I hold myself as long as I can, probably holding on a whole minute before cumming. As a jet of jizz hit my hand and the ground my ass begins to contract sucking my finger in.

I turn around and lie on my back. I begin to look at Mira again as energy is surging through my body and I am calming down a little.

“ “ She says to me.

“No! I am not like her. This is wrong, I know it’s wrong.”

“ “ She says, teasing me.

“No, not even boys get like this. At least I didn’t.”

Again I lose my control over myself. I begin to move my hands to my vagina. I put one of my fingers inside it with one hand and begin to massage my clitoris with the other. As it turns out I am a little extremely sensitive with my woman parts. It takes probably ten seconds for me to reach an orgasm this time, a shock of pleasure passes through my body going from head to toe. I begin to lose consciousness and as that happens I begin to think to myself that this is probably not how normal women would feel with an orgasm.

I wake up after a period of time I don’t know. The sun is still up so not that much time must have passed.

I start to look around to see if anything is missing and I see Mira staring at me.

“ “ She says, scolding me.

“I’m not a whore, you need other people to be that. Also you watched everything, if anything the pervert between the two of us is you.”

She can’t respond to my argument so she shuts up.

I pick my things and dress myself up before getting some water and continuing north.

During the next few months, pretty much an entire year my journey was slowed down considerably. Every night I get this urge to have sex and have to masturbate. The more I do it the more I need to do it. I tried to hold myself back for a few days but at some point I snapped and woke up covered in my own semen, I have a haze memory of what happened but it doesn’t really matter, if I don’t take care of business regularly I will lose my mind at some point so I spend every night masturbating.

Sexual pleasure gives me energy, like I slept or eaten. Also any of my sexual fluids can be infinitely made without any repercussion to my body but I kinda still have the desire to eat after that. As I can’t move as much as I want at night so finding water and food was becoming a problem so in a desperate act I started to drink my own semen as no matter how much I ejaculated it just kept coming and it tastes like honey.

All of this is probably because of the curses on me so I have to accept this is me now. I will do what I have to do but will not become a whore or a degenerate. If I find a town I will try to do this the right way and pay a woman or something that looks like a woman to help me, my standards are going down every day I spend in this forest.

Along the way continuing north I am finding more types of animals like wild cows. Those things are delicious, angry and as big as a cow could get in my old world, they also are green and have two pairs of horns like bulls that go to the front and back of the head.

Another animal I found is some type of fur snake. I never saw this animal in any book but it is a snake that has a really nice brown fur growing in it’s scales.

There were also some rodents I can’t identify with similar fur.

The last animal I found was a woodpecker that could reproduce sounds and was big as a dog. These come in various colors, the most common is red and yellow.

The birds were not that useful but the cows, the snakes and the rodents were. I made a big cloack out of the cow leather and covered it with the fur from the other animals, cut a hole in it so I can put my head and wrap the rest around me concealing my weapons. At this point I stopped using anything but that, being naked below it.

I also trained my magic and now I am able to do some really cool things. I can burn just one thing until it vanishes. It is mostly used to clean myself up and burn my puddles of semen.

I am also able to use Heat Wave, a spell that I can change the potency to act as either a dryer or emit a powerful wave of heat that will move the air and push things away.

During my journey so far, I should have probably gone insane by being alone for such a big amount of time but if there is any positive to my high libido is that my body and mind are not making me go crazy due to pleasure somehow. I was able to really think what I wanted with my life now on this trip. I wouldn’t mind having kids, either coming from me or someone else, not that I think I will find any man up to it. It’s not like I even am attracted to men anyway, Arnold was special, still is, I hope he finds happiness. There is also the fact that I am pretty sure my semen can’t impregnate women, it’s too different from the one I had before.

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But the first thing on the list is to get enough power to fuck the church up. How dare they say I am a demon that doesn’t deserve to live. I accept the fact that I would probably go around fucking as much as I could if I wasn’t taking care of myself and it’s not like I know what really happens to the people around me, but still, they could at least told me what was happening, I am not unreasonable, I know how bad the world can be, just say why, maybe there is a solution that doesn’t involve killing kids.

I will probably try to get some land and make some advancements on technology, probably guns and planes. With magic I can think of a few ways to circumvent the parts I have no idea of how they work.

I would also like to get some info on how to be immortal, the prospect of living forever is one that I always liked. Seeing how things go until the end, maybe participating in it, who knows, maybe at some point magic and technology will be so advanced that will be only one thing, maybe I will be able to go back to my first planet and fix shit up if they didn’t kill themselves before that. Magic would be really useful there.

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Today is the 18th of Taurus of 245. My birthday came and went and I finally saw the end of this forest. A few days ago I saw the corpse of a drake with a newly crafted sword stuck in it’s body, it was too shiny and sharp. There is no way a sword would be in that state if not for the fact that it was brand new.

Also during these last few days my water bag was destroyed due to a lot of birds and insects fighting each other in a war. I had to run as fast as I could and in the middle of running I dropped it and it was destroyed in the crossfire between those two groups.

I got up the tallest tree I could find and on the horizon I could see some smoke in what I think is a house. Seeing as that is my best bet I clean myself with a spell as there is no water near here that I can see.

For the first time in a long while my libido is not raging as the night comes as I am more excited to the fact that I may have found something. The next day I find something that I didn’t like one bit.

“Come on, there is a city near here, let me pass!” I tell a fucking herd of drakes making a nest on a big rock that is underground just covered with dirt. Trees are not growing there.

This group of around 50 earth drakes are trying to surround me.

“Look, your kin gave me this.” I say while showing my two sabers.

Some of the drakes leave after seeing my saber but a few don’t.

One of the drakes, clearly the alpha, as it is a little bigger and has some scars on it, also the fact that every other drake opens the way to him, approaches me.

This one can’t talk but is smart, he is signaling all the others to leave.

“Hey alpha, let me pass, I don’t want anything with any of you anymore.”

He doesn’t even flinch. After all the drakes leave the area as he prepares for battle. He opens his mouth and shot hundreds of boulders my size, my way, one after the other.

“Heat Barrier - Explosive” I shout.

As a boulder is about to hit me it explodes, destroying a few boulders behind it. A few seconds later he stops.

“So, are we done or do I have to kill you?”

He leaps onto me while creating a stone in front of him, it explodes and he drops in front of me.

“So death it is.”

I jump forward and start to run towards him. I try to cut him with one of my sabers but he creates a stone pillar that pushes him backwards.

“Master… Dragon… Sleep… Away…” The drake tries to say in a really broken voice.

“I DON’T CARE, I WANT TO LEAVE THE FUCKING FOREST AND NEVER COME BACK YOU STUPID ANIMAL!” I shout to the beast in front of me.

“Forgive him miss, he is just dumb and old.” I hear an acute female voice saying in my ear.

“What? Who said that?” I ask in panic.

“Me, look at your shoulder.” The voice says again.

I look at my shoulders and on my left shoulder is a little fairy, no bigger than 5 cm with a leafy dress, butterfly wings and green hair with twin tails..

“Hello cute thing, may you tell that beast to let me pass so I don’t have to kill him.”

“That’s why I am here, this old thing is losing his mind attacking someone that the black and white ones let pass.” She says to me. “Hey you, she got permission, can’t you hear the blades talking? Your master is very angry with you.” She shouts to the drake. I believe that they can hear each other another way besides sound because her voice only reaches my ears because she is near it and it’s not that loud.

As she says that, the drake starts to whimper like a dog and runs back to the forest.

“Thanks” I say to the little fairy.

“No problem, just don’t ignite fires in this forest, I live here.”

“May I ask what is happening?”

“The leader of the forest sent the message to the drakes and fairies here to ignore you but that drake probably is too old to understand that anymore and probably thought that you killed the black and white ones to make your weapons.”

“Well, I thought that this was because of the energy that they emitted.”

“That also helps, shame they are sad, you don’t talk to them like you do with the other one. Maybe that's why it didn’t work this time too.”

“What?”

“Your big sword under your fur has a name don’t it? You talk with it don’t you? These other two are shy but they get lonely too, you didn’t even give them a name.”

“Oh… Sorry, I guess I have much to learn about this world. As an apology the black one, you are now called Yin and white one you are now called Yang.”

“HAHA, now they are happy a little. Anyway, there is a city just a day away, goodbye and remember, your things may have a spirit in them.”

The fairy just leaves really fast and enters the forest. I am kinda just lost. I guess my swords are somewhat alive. I feel shame about all my sexual acts I performed in front of them now for some reason.

“Well, let’s go, our probable new home awaits.” I shout as I continue north.

After a few hours walk night hits and I see a big wall on the horizon. I have no idea how big it is but there is a city there.

Before I go there I need to alleviate myself as I didn’t masturbate for a few days now and I will probably jump the first person I like if things stay that way. I spend the entire night all the way until just before noon on the 20th.

During my pleasure sessions I usually think nothing to not instill a desire for something in me, it is just a necessary act, a biological function that I have to do. Let’s make this professional or I would become just another pervert in the world.

But this time I used the session not only to relieve myself but to think about what I need to get or do in this town.

First I need clothes, I am pretty much naked. Second food and water. I can live without them but I like to eat and drink clean water. I can probably steal clothes since I have no money anymore as well as some food and water if the town is not dying or something. It’s not like I will try to kill anyone for no reason. Maybe if I explain what happened a little people will give me stuff and let me go after. I don’t think this town is really a hub of anything so I probably have to go deeper in this kingdom to find a big city. But that is for after everything is done.

I put my fur cloack around me and proceed to walk to a giant iron gate in the stone wall where I see some guards.