---- T miss him.

Every fucking second.

And when Adrian touches me, my mind warns me that it is a sin.

Like I am betraying Xavier.

Just like how I felt when I got close to Dom.

However, there is one big difference.

Adrian isnt just any man.

He is my mate.

My body rejoices with his touch to an extent that I forget about this world.

Those sparks numb my mind.

My body wants him like a dying man needs water.

But my mind, it keeps telling me it's not water but poison.

Matebond.

I may be underestimating the power of that word.

But I want to fight it Adrian wasnt there when I needed him...

now many years later I dont even want to believe the possibility of it.He cant just come into my life and expect me to change everything for him.

Istare at my empty ring finger and bite my lip.

---- eee Even if I never go back to the werewolf lands.

Even if I never see Xavier again and he is happy with Reb.

Even if I don't get to have him love me back.

I cant just kill these feelings.

My heart is closed.noveldrama

Its not open for love.

I...

I just cant do this Adrian has to understand this.

He has to move on.

And I think it won't be that difficult now that he considers me as a betrayer.

A defiled woman as he called me.

Fuck.

That name hurts.

Qui slow down.

Doaradora speaks looking at me in concern and I just realised I had emptied the beer jug that was placed in front of me.

Are you-" ---- Miss Tixie! Marina.One of the female creatures with big blue eyes and mermaid body.

Speaks, slithering towards us.

Yes Marina.

Lordie called for one.

He needs to takie a bathie.

Oh my goodness.

He agreed for assistance.

That's good news.

Tixie exclaims to jump up on her feet in excitement.

And next I know they start filling a bucket with different shampoos, towels and creams.

Here take it.

The bucket is dropped in my hands while T look at them with mouth open.

What...

I dont know...

Why me? You are new.

He will not be rude to you.

---- eee = This was there reason, seriously? But Here.

Start with the message.

Spread this oil on palm and spreadie.

Okay? Next, washie, put this soap, scrub and again washie.

Use gloves to do all this, no physical contact, he hates it and dont touch his hair.

He never lets any one of us touchie it.

Done.

Now go! Hurrie! Before I know they were pushing me towards the huge bath area.

Or the Ham-am as they call it.

But listen...

T Tam pushed in through the doors and I hear the door close behind them.

Gulping, I look ahead at the huge space let with torches on the wall.

The flames were on simmer, enough to make out things yet not bright enough to light up.

My eyes stop on the huge silhouette of a man sitting there in the marble pool with his elbows resting on