Extra 5: Ideal Boyfriend (END)

It was a story from way back before I met her; during her days in high school.

"Say, Youko. I know you're into girls but, I'm just wondering—what kind of man is your type."

"Why are you saying this to Youko—someone like her wouldn't--"

"It's fine. Even I look forward to having children someday. It's ok when I'm still young, but I know I'll eventually end up with a man."

"Sorry, Youko—it's not that we wish to crush your fantasies. I mean, we're also your girlfriends."

In the silent rooftop where the trio of best friends was chatting up, one of them—Youko, let out a smile.

"It's nice that you girls weren't like most of them. They kept escaping reality by wanting this kind of love forever and ever, saying we'd have children even though we're both girls. Or we could like, adopt one and start a family together? It might be nice for some, but to me, it's kinda absurd."

"So in the end, are you saying that you're straight—Youko?"

"Of course not, I'm at least bi. When I say I love you girls, I mean it a lot. We even did stuff that just likes in those perverted Yuri mangas, right?"

"Hahaha, yeah...you're right."

"In any case, we're curious why you love girls in the first place. Before we met you, we're still looking forward to chat about our ideal boyfriends and how to hook up with the guys."

"...well, you might find it later. For now, how about we talk about our ideal boyfriends?"

"Ah," two of her friends yelped in unison

"That's the last thing we'd expect from you. I thought you're going to go on making us share Yuri fantasies again. Being with you for so long, I couldn't imagine bringing up the subject of a boyfriend. After all, you're kinda like a boyfriend to us."

"Yep, although Youko is so baby-faced and almost a loli, she's rather manly. A lot of guys also like her too."

"Stop it, you girls."

Both of them laughed together at Youko's response.

"Let's start with you, Ayane. No need to go so far as the ideal husband, what's most important is to be with someone we like. After all, we're still young."

"Hmm...let's see. I want a caring person who can give me advice about make-ups, clothing and such. Also a good cook and good at household chores! It'd be nice if he's also good with children."

"Your ideal type is a househusband, huh, that's unexpected for you, Ayane. You look like a gyaru at all."

"Hey, that's rude! I'm a maiden at heart, you know!"

"Hmm...now to think of it, you always ditch off cleaning duties and only did minimal things on Home Ec classes. What about his personality though, you didn't put that in mind?" Youko inquired further.

"Well, how would I know about someone's true nature? I'm no psychologist either—if me and him get along well and could hit it off—it's all good."

"Even if he ends up being no good?" Youko kept pushing.

"...well, I'm going to be realistic here. I'm not a good judge of character, but I know I have no talent to encourage others. If he had no motivation at all, I will leave him and keep moving on since my words won't do any good."

"That's not true, Ayane! I am always fired up when you urged me on!"

"Thanks, Misato."

"Ehehe..."

"In any case, I want to be a strong and independent career woman and do whatever I want. I need a husband that's best at supporting me. Still, how do you know if a man is good at cooking or not?" Ayane rubbed her dyed blond hair.

"Try searching for those neat freaks. When you can cook well, usually you also clean well. There's a lot of cleaning to be done after you cook." Youko added.

"Another unexpected bomb for Youko!" Misato made a jab.

It was a fresh experience for them, on having the usual girl talks instead of usual Yuri things they grew much too accustomed to.

"What about you, Misato?"

"Someone like Youko is fine—I mean, a boyfriend who's just like you!"

"Eh, that's just too specific. I don't really know how I act either."

"Well to tell you the truth—I couldn't understand why people would want children. I don't think it's right to force yourself to be with a man if you don't like them, just because you want one...uh, I'm really sorry for talking like this."

"Hmm...I don't think it's all that complicated. I just want to be with the person I love first; I'm looking forward to having children, but if I couldn't have one when I'm with them, it's fine. What's most important is our happiness together."

"Me too. I just realized I never mentioned children at all. For me, I just want to advance my career, things like having children could come in later."

"Is it really important for that person to be a man?"

"Of course not, whatever gender your lover will be, isn't the most important thing whether you two suit each other?" Youko said

"No, but I guess if it's a man, there'd be less social hindrances. I wouldn't really recommend it if you don't want to, though. It's your life and don't let the prejudices of others cloud your own judgment." Ayane gave her two-cents.

"I see... thank you, girls. I think I couldn't move on from just loving a woman. It's almost too much for me when Youko thinks about a man, I..."

"You are strong, Misato. I hope there will be someone who deserves you out there. If we are fated, we're probably together in the future." said Youko, upon embracing her and gently stroking her hair.

"There, there." Ayane joined in the embrace; her left around Misato and right on Youko.

In the end, Youko never disclosed the criteria for her ideal boyfriend. She said it was far too ridiculous, it would ruin the heartwarming memory they built together.

..and many years later I met her.

...

I was on a Yuri convention, as one of the few males who attended the supposedly girls only event. It was my first time going out, after long years of shutting myself due to my weird body. Even in college, I took online classes.

I met one of the males, cosplaying as the heroine of Raspberry Picnic, who also had a male name.

He's so pretty though.

..but why didn't he notice that I'm a guy? Even though I tried to hide it, my penis was especially apparent—I had a serious hard-on when I didn't notice his actual gender. It had been growing until eight inches; I think my body was becoming a monster.

No...it's not like I'm a cross-dresser. My family forced me to wear a bra since my breasts are too big; even my palms couldn't cover it completely. I didn't take any female hormones at all and even took testosterone to make my boobs smaller; it only made my penis even bigger and the muscular tone on my stomach even made my body lewder.

I had to stop taking it after a short while.

It didn't even stop my physique from turning curvier and more feminine—I just hope my penis wouldn't get any longer. My hair's growth speed was also rather quick, I end up with shoulder length hair in that good-girl rectangular bangs even after regularly cutting it. That look made me seem like an AV actress, even. I hope it's Yuri AV.

...maybe I'm just such a pervert, why I got really turned on when I'm like this in the open? Especially when I see so many girls ogling this slutty body.

Ah, I really want to be molested by those cute girls. My nipples were seriously erect and since its size was pretty big, it was clearly poking out of my blouse. I could see them blushing so hard like they're already raping me in her minds.

"Look at that girl...what huge tits and that penis, she's a futanari?"

"A guy couldn't have such curves. Wow...to think a person straight out of a hentai manga came here."

"Want to ask her to show her breasts and penis? I really want to make her my doujin material. Now let's think about how her girlfriend would be like."

Even you too, Miranda-sensei!

I just mass-brought your doujins since I'm your big fan and you're already selling me out.

Goddamnit, why am I ruining the purity of such Yuri event!

When I was panicking and about to nearly saunter off, I received a tap in the back.

A girl with short black hair, a small chest and a very young looking face, just like a loli approached me with a cutesy smile.

"Be my boyfriend."

..but she rephrased:

"I mean, my girlfriend. Yes, you're the one I always long for."

I end up getting dragged along by her, with the girls and the guys who all just look like girls. They all gave me their congratulations.

On the social media, there's a popular tagline: 'the Lilies had bloomed.'

..man I truly drowned in shame way back—it's totally worth since Youko is very cute and spoiled me so much.

I was really happy back then when she told me to be her boyfriend. Even if it's a mistake, I'm happy nonetheless.

That's how I first met Youko.

On my first time, she rammed my pussy with her dildo though. She said to roleplay the girl part. I just act like usual yet she gave me a thumbs up.

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The next time, she told me to roleplay as her lesbian girlfriend.

After that, she urged to wear animal ears and cutely outfits. There's a lot of cosplaying and roleplays most of the time; she ends up cumming a few times just from filming me and fingering herself.

With her petite body, I was afraid when she's about to take my penis; especially since she was only accustomed to sex with another girl.

...a bit omitted since I respected her privacy, but it ended up turning alright, I guess.

She ends up swallowing my cum and breast milk over and over—what nymphomania and appetite; it's when I was dressed in a monster girl outfit, the one with cow-girl style.

Whoops.

Why are my thoughts so lewd all the time?

...

I'd be attending the reunion with her friends, Ayane and Misato. We'd be meeting up in a family restaurant with our respective boyfriends and girlfriends.

Youko told me about the story--explaining to me--it's because they're all moving to different schools after graduation and would be far away to meet up often. It's just a final farewell to not being so clingy, as they're former girlfriends after all.

The best friends kept their development in relationships a secret; making me feel so curious 'bout it.

"Anyway, you wanna be my girlfriend or boyfriend? I know you kept saying you're a man but, you look so girly. Well, your muscles were very erotic though and you're very strong, especially in bed—so hard to wake you up since your pillows are so big and comfy."

"...you want to invite me or just talking dirty? Look at how easy you get my boner up. It'd be so surreal especially when you force me to wear a short skirt and thin string panties. What am I, an exhibitionist?"

"You're not? Why am I so shocked about this?"

"So that's your impression of me?"

"Yup, but you got to have an incredibly hot body like this to pull it off. If it was me, I'd only attract lolicon girls."

"I'm not a lolicon."

"Yes you are, now go to jail."

"Nooo..."

"Just kidding, your only jail is my vagina."

"Aww..."

After spending so much time talking dirty, me going to the reunion was delayed since she had to drain my cum and breast milk for about half an hour or so.

She actually gave in and let me wear longer skirts.

When we came, there are only two people waiting. I had to restrain all the dirty thoughts; Youko also had to restrain her hands from giving me thorough sexual harassment.

"You're late!"

So this is Ayane, I thought. She looks like a serious-looking office lady with her thin glasses and makeup, plus a neat appearance. Hard to believe when Youko said she used to be a gyaru.

"Wow, Youko, your girlfriend is so hot. She looks very familiar—did she star in some AV?"

While Misato was wearing a casual shirt and pants—her remarks were rather perverted though. She's a very pretty girl with a stylish look and delicious-looking boobs. Although, when she noticed my gaze, she put a smug face as if saying 'your tits are bigger go ogle your own'.

"She's not! Although I did film our naughty moments—wanna see?"

No, just no!

"Send it to me later! It's a payback since she lecherously ogled my boobs--I need to masturbate to her!" Misato jumped the gun quickly.

"Uhh...I guess it's fine? I'm also interested. Still, this lady is your girlfriend? I thought you're looking for a boyfriend for sure."

"Okay, don't go breaking up because of you lusting over her though."

"I fingered myself over AV Actresses all the time when Ayane wasn't around."

"I fingered myself to the video of you fingering yourself over AV Actresses."

Yo Dawg.

"What about you girls? I don't see your boyfriends or girlfriends here."

"That's because me and Ayane are going out, silly! Isn't it apparent enough? Well, maybe it's not noticeable since you two had such strong Yuri vibes."

"Ah."

I couldn't help but make a Guts pose. An actual Yuri couple, finally! Even if I'm like this, I'm a guy though so it's not Yuri.

"You're wrong, this person is my boyfriend!"

See?

"Huh? Seriously? That face and physique were so girly though. I've never seen such a perfect—are you post-op? Just how many estrogens did you.." Ayane slammed the table in reflex.

"No! My thing is still here. The only stuff I took was testosterone but it ends up making my dick bigger."

"Very strange indeed. I want to look too.", realizing her stares, my boner pop up from my skirt; revealing something extremely indecent, "Ah, it's so big...it's the biggest I've seen so far...out of all possible people, for it to sprout from a girl. Your girlfriend is a delicious doujin material, Youko."

...is Misato also on the same line of work like Miranda-sensei? Girls like them were so scary.

"...it's even cuter how she pretends to be a guy all the time, the gap moe is real. I even get swept along when she roleplayed as my boyfriend." Youko added.

It's not roleplay, I totally felt like your boyfriend. The thing I roleplay was when I act like your girlfriend.

"Enough, enough of these indecent talks. It's weekday night so there are no kids, but please keep it to a minimum or we'd be kicked out."

"Yeah." Youko replied.

"I'm sorry." Misato made a tee-hee smile.

"Uh..." I could only grunt a bit.

"...umm...dear mistresses, done with the conversation already?" the waitress, who I didn't realize overhearing the conversation, let out a disappointed sigh.

It's the same with the office ladies present. They began to look at me lewdly again, just like ones in the Yuri event.

"Yes." Youko gave a decisive answer, without even a trace of shame. Rather, what's with her proud looking face?

Ayane and Misato both gazed at me with the same aroused expression.

Why are the perverts everywhere?

..wait, I'm not any different.

...

After finishing our meal, Ayane and Misato keep urging Youko to say the criteria of her ideal boyfriend.

I was dying to know as well.

"Sheez, you guys really couldn't take a hint. I already brought my lover here and looking at her—it's obvious anyway. It's like I'm doing a penalty game."

"It's your fault for having a full package of a girlfriend. She can satisfy a wide variety of fetishes in doujins, you know?" Misato continued her perverted remarks.

"Anyway, you promised it, so off with it." Ayane made a straightforward pitch.

Youko began to fidget and show signs of embarrassment by moving her forefinger back and forth on her soft cheeks.

"Uhh...first of all, don't be disappointed, okay? You guys probably could guess it already but my type of ideal boyfriend is..."

Big tits and cute face.

Long hair.

Lewd and thicc body.

In addition to having a big penis and nice warm pussy.

She said everything without any signs of shame.

...

Wait...

"....and I thought it's something more profound, you're such a lewd pervert, Youko." Ayane facepalmed.

"Not only you're a pervert, but you're also a rotten lesbian." Misato facepalmed.

I too followed it up by facepalming.

"She also has the same name as my brother--"

"PUFF!"

I immediately spat the drink in my mouth.

The girls end up laughing and I was the one who got embarrassed the most this entire night.

I never know, when Youko invited them both into my place, those three girls end up violating me for quite a long time.

..but that's for another story, the one I didn't feel like telling.

This time, I made sure to keep all the perverted secrets shut.

All that matters are my current happiness. Every day felt like Heaven to me and I couldn't be grateful enough to be born; experiencing an entire life filled with so much fun.

Thank you, Takeshi, for freeing myself; regardless of what horrible things I did, due to my foolish misunderstanding.

I wish you the best of luck in your respective life and I'd support you the best you could, as your little sister's future husband.

You might undergo another journey in life.

Me and Youko would also walk our own path. Even if it's unlikely, I wish for it to be brimming with love at every moment.

For each day, to fill me with a sense of gratefulness and meaning. This is, the kind of life I exactly wish to experience.

Maybe the entire occurrences were just plain absurd and nonsensical, but this was exactly the real life I perceive.

A life that is real, isn't something decided by the prejudice of others. As long it is real to me, I will have no shame on deciding:

This is the real me. This is the place I truly belong.

...and this is my real life; this is my reality.

The Empty Valley Extras – END

...

...by the way, you might feel like asking why I have a penis even though Takeshi modeled me one-hundred percent girl.

Well, I was born a guy, so why wouldn't I have them?