Everything went black. After I went through the double glass doors, my body feels weightless. I opened my eyes but then my whole body` shuts down.  

Zea: Are you awake?

I hear Zea voice. But I can't see anything. I tried to speak, but it was pointless. I think someone stole my voice because I can't use it.

Zea: Well, I have Zelexena with me. If you wake up right now, you can meet her.

I'm am awake! Stupid body! Get up!

Zea: Zelexena, you can spend some time with your papa. If you need something Blue, then call my name.

Rin!!!

What is it, boy!?

I can't see or, I can't feel my body!!!

Oh, I forgot to wake you back up! So, your body is facing a brief deep sleep. I used up all of my mana. And I used up all your mana as well.

You are telling me that you put my body into a deep sleep!?

What's the problem!?

I can't speak to Zea! And I can't see anything!!!

Sora, you can see if you stop panicking! Relax your mind.

Rin, why are you so difficult!? I want to see!

Fine, I did gain a little bit of mana back.

Dark Chaos Magic: Secondary Soul Awaken!

A bright light shined to my eyes. The first thing I saw was Rin's giant white tiger form. I haven't seen it in a while since I don't get enough sleep. Or I'll go straight into my dream.

I haven't seen that form in a while! (Chuckle)

Since you can't see what's going on outside your body, I will use the little magic that I have left. I  know that you want to see your daughter right now.

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Wait, you can do that!?

Well, you will be able to see my body from a third person view.  My head is resting on a pillow at the end on a light brown couch. I can see a baby with a black and white striped cap on. And with a long sleeve black shirt on with a human skull. In addition to that Zelexena has a black blanket wrap around her waist that goes to her tiny precious feet, and wraps around her feet, tightly.  

I need a closer view! (The view changed into the third person into the first person)

Woo! That's so cool!!! Now, what does she really look like!?

Zelexena, slightly chubby face, are so precious! Man, if Zelexena wasn't asleep right now! I want to know what her eye color is. Her tiny hands are clenching my shirt, while she's sleeping.

She's perfect!

Sora, how do you feel? You finally get to see your daughter. (Rin, sat down on all fours by the mirror she summoned)

I can't describe it! It's no feeling like this!

I remember the first time I saw my daughter. I loved my daughter the moment that I first saw her.

Can you tell me your daughter's name?

Her name is Rea Ichiko Morgana.

Did you name her or did the father did? I chose her name, the father died, protecting her.

What was the father's race? I'm confused. Can you elaborate?

He was half African American and half Japanese, hehe had your type of skin color. Have a seat, and touch my right paw.

Okay, but what are you going to do?

I'm allowing you to watch my memories. Chaos Magic: Past memories! (Everything went black, for a moment, then I see Rin sitting on a rock with blood all over her face)

2 hours later

That was depressing! Now, I feel like a jerk! Every time that you sleep, you have a dream that you have a talk with him. I can't imagine your pain! You lost everything that you had. I'm sorry that I keep waking you up!

I learned over the years that you don't mean it. You know what, Blue? It feels like I was a mother figure to you in a messed up way. (Chuckle)

You did train me in ways that my teacher sensei didn't. You had my grimoire, so you know how every spell worked.

Well, every user that possesses this grimoire they gain one hundred pages. If someone has very, very, very high amounts mana like yourself. You will have over six hundred extra pages.

Wait a minute how many pages did you have!?

One hundred-twenty page. The next holder of this grimoire had two hundred-twenty. After that holder, that person had three hundred-twenty. Then you'll have one thousand-twenty page grimoire.

But the grimoire doesn't look like it can hold that many pages.

Grimoires can expand if they've become too small.

So, that means I will become stronger than you!?

Sora, you know that I have two grimoires right!?

Wait, how can you have two!? Oh, the white tiger spirit before you. She'd given up everything for you. She left her grimoire to you. Wait, a minute that means she still alive somewhat!

The only thing that is left of her is the spirit power she gave up. Let me say this as one parent to another. Never abandon your children, when you meet Nyomi, you must let her meet her sister.  

Of course, I think any person that has a sibling should be able to meet that sibling. It can be lonely when you have nobody to call a brother or sister.

Zea: Still not awake!? Zelexena, you still asleep!? (♪♪♪) Flowers, gleam and glow, Let your power darkened

Make the clock go forward, Bring you back from your slumber. Awaken your eyes that have been tired, you need to entertain my boredom! Awaken my little Zelexena! (♪♪♪)

I didn't expect her to be the singing type.

Her little lullabies are so powerful when she fights.

Zea: Look at your papa sleeping, Zelexena. Are you really sleeping, or are you awake but you can't open your eyes or speak? Do you need me to give you my mana so you can wake up?