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Meditation

I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world. I will find a way out of this world....

Decide: action: walk in circle. Decide: length: twenty foot diameter location. Decide: location: spot 5.9 feet away. Walk: forward: to starting location. Walk: in circle: five times. Decide: action: pick grasses. Decide: location: various spots. Walk: forward: to spot. Pick: grass stalk: by root. Walk: forward: to spot. Pick: grass stalk: by root. Walk: forward: to spot. Pick: grass stalk: by root. Decide: action: lay down grass stalks. Decide: location: spot 3.5 feet away. Walk: forward: to grass laying spot.

I see a line of missing grass ahead. Who drew it and has anyone crossed it? Are there gang wars between grasses in different turfs? Build a fence of bodies of the bloody remains of the dead after they’ve been thoroughly tortured and raped!!! And maybe they’re even tricked the other side with some puppeteering. Ahahahahaha!!! Sign me up for this gang war. I’ll thoroughly destroy all of you! Yes, I’ll say that I bring them peace, but the peace is death. Heeheeheeheehee! Here I go! Here I go go! Here I come to ruin your lives, ruin your lives, ruin your lives. Here I come to ruin your lives, so... ack!

A road! A pink road! A pink tar road! A pink tar road that the left and right slurps up like shoelaces! It must be worth $5.99, this road! But maybe this is not shoelaces I see, but a still conveyor belt. Yes! Yes! Package me up so tightly, tightly, little factory. I don’t care if my bones break, my skin turns into plastic, or I’m reshaped into a yard tool. Just send me home, please! Oh, you’re stalled? Then I’ll walk. I’ll walk, walk l, walk until my feet are ground to nothing but bloody stumps. Then I’ll crawl ‘til my hands and knees are ground down. After, I shall slither like a snake until the ground grounds my body down ‘til I’m one with the pink. But my spirit shall go. Yes, yes, my hatred of all this pink will create a force like that of opposing magnets. It shall fling me home with the force of a house filled with rocks sliding downhill. I just need to start!

I place my foot on the road. Hello, Roger, what's this? Squishy road! Squishy road! All that I've got is a squishy road! A squishy, a squishy and into the sea we go! Ha ha, hoo hoo, ha ha! Step: forward: left foot. Step: forward: left foot. Oh, it's sticky! Sticky road! Sticky road! All I've got is a...oh, fuck, my food is stuck. Hee hee hee! Oh fuck, my foot is stuck! Oh fuck, my foot is stuck! Get it unstuck! I reach down and grab the pink tendril. Now my hand is stuck. Ha ha ha! Oh fuck, my hand is stuck! Oh fuck, my hand is stuck! Oh...it's actually stuck.

Pull! Pull! PULL! YOU PINK GODS ARE ROCKS! GO ROCK ON OVER TO ANOTHER PLANET! STOP SUCKIFYING THIS ONE!! DO YOU HEAR ME?!?! PULL!!! PULL!!! I I WILL COME SUTURE YOUR ROCKY MOUNTAIN ASSES!!! WAAH!!! Unsteady! UNSTEADY! PUT FOOT DOWN!! ACK! HAND IN WAY!! WAHH!!

I fall over onto the sticky road like a doll onto a puddle of glue left over from an art project. Half my body and my hair all became one with the glue. Reach: right arm: backwards. Grab: right arm: grass. Pull: right arm: grass. It came off in my hand and fell beside me. OH REALLY, STINKY PINKIES?!?!?! OH REALLY?!?! WHAT IS DUMB??? IT'S YOU! WHERE GOES THE MONEY?!?! YOUR STAR IN HEAVEN RAINS DOWN MONEY WITH HER PISS!!! NOW SHE CAN'T PISS!!! WHAT WILL THOSE PERVERTS LAP UP NOW?!?!?! THEY HAVEN'T MOVED ON TO SCAT STUFF, HAVE THEY?!?!?! NO, THEY LOVE ME!!! MY STAR CAN'T DIE!!!! WHAT ABOUT ALL THE MERCH?!?! I....AT LEAST KILL ME OR SEND ME HOME, YOU BASTARDS!!! DON'T JUST LEAVE ME HERE!!! YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME HERE!!! I GAVE YOU A WHOLE GIANT WATERMELON OF STUFF!!! I...I gave you so much. DON'T LEAVE ME!!! DON'T LEAVE ME!!! Don't...leave me! I'll get bored! I'll go insane!

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I wake up. The pain hits me. I know what they're saying. If I don't get back to work, I'll receive a fate worse than death. But I can't work with my leg in the condition that it's in. Even if I do work, my performance won't be the same as it was before.

I'm done. I don't care about escaping anymore. Doing nothing is better than working hard and getting nothing. I'm just gonna lay here for the rest of eternity.

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Eventually, I fall asleep. There are no dreams.

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