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Chapter 6. Realisation .

Chapter 6. Realisation .

I slowly opened my eyes and the stone ceiling was still there. I guess all that happened yesterday was actually true, I kinda thought I had gone insane. I smiled and a deep sigh escaped my body and I thought to myself; so this is my new reality.

Noticing I had somehow gotten in the bed I just laid there bathing in the cosy warmth of the fur. Before I did anything else I noticed that a sweet smell was lingering in the air. After looking around I noticed that Poly was sleeping beside me, but the bed was so large that she was more than a metre away from me and still had more than enough room.

The light was reflecting from the mountain on the other side of the valley and lighting up the cave. I sat up and for a while I just looked at her. She really is beautiful isn't she, the sun makes her skin shine with an almost golden lustre. Don't know why but as much as her wild appearance fits her It really doesn't seem to be who she really is.

“Are you just gonna sit there and stare James” Not even surprised that she knew I was staring I shrugged my shoulders and said “That kinda sounds like an invitation Poly you know that right” she finally opened her eyes and sat up, letting me see her body in all its glory. Up close you really got captivated by her more than generous chest. It looked like she saw me looking and actually started to fondle one of breast and biting her lip seductively before saying “And what if I was James, what will you do then” noticing how my body was beginning to fill with lust and my little brother slowly rising I just sat there a while looking at her.

“Nothing to say, how disappointing” She said with a disappointing tone. I still just looked at her but now I was in deep thought. She can't be that easy right, I told myself. But my rational thinking was slowly being taken over by my instinct. Now she even started fondling the other one.

Like come she won't be that easy it's probably a trap, I repeated to myself. Before it was too late I stood up and said “begone whence a noble person like me would never be that easily tempted” I said in a somewhat serious and joking tone. The room became quiet and we just looked at each other before we both started to laugh at the same time.

The room echoed with childish laughter for almost five minutes before Poly said “I'm really starting to like you James'' while she said that the room felt like it was starting to fill with a pleasant feeling, I didn't really notice it before but there was a certain heaviness lingering in the air before. “I actually really needed that, thanks. I don't think anybody has talked to me that way before, certainly not someone as weak as you.”

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while she spoke I had already gone by the fire and picked up the meat that was left from yesterday, ripping a piece from it and proceeded to the edge of the cliff. “Thanks for the meat by the way, I'm still hungry somehow from yesterday” while speaking I sat down with my legs dangling from the cliff edge, just taking in the scenery. “You are really weird you know that right” Said polly before appearing beside me from out of nowhere. She took the piece of meat from my hands, I couldn't really complain when it was her that had hunted and cooked it.

“Say`s the tease” I said. “Don't be like that little James, I was just having a bit of fun and I don't think you can really complain can you. I Gave you a little show at least. And I'm just going to let you know I'm not that easy.”

I looked at her and said “No I would never complain about that scene, just know I will never forget it either” I teased her a bit with the last part. Once again we laughed.

“Can you answer me a question little James” I once again stared into the distenet. “Sure Poly if you can answer one of mine without me using one of my ten” looking back at her it seemed like she was thinking. “Sure why not, but you need to answer mine first. Why is it that you seem so fine with all of this? What I can gather from you is that you grew up in a world with no or very small amounts of zeal so most of the things you have experienced up to this point are very foreign to you.”

Before I could open my mouth she continued “The reason I'm asking you this is because I need to know what sort of mentality you have, so answer as honestly as possible. Trust me when im saying this will help you more than you know”

“Well Poly to be honest with you I'm not fine with everything that has happened even though it seems like I am. I have felt more pain and fear in the last two days than I have in my entire life, but I have also felt more excitement and happiness than I have ever felt before. It's like I'm living on the edge and I'm loving it even when I experience things that's not fair. I still have a way out and that is becoming more powerful like you or the other woman I met. Where I lived before you had to make do with the hand you were dealt and I really did not enjoy that. Sure I had a good life back on earth. I was always fed and money was never really an issue, but it was so goddamn boring all the rules and routines it felt like I was trapped going in a circle and that was the only thing I would do til the day I died. I know how I sound but this is how I truly feel right now and I can't change that by lying to you or myself. I decided when I got the opportunity to enter this world, I'm going to always try and stay true to who I am. I hope that's a good enough answer.”

I sat there just looking at her face trying to decipher what she would say and then it came. “How sad” that's all I got. I chuckled and said “I guess it is” sitting there a while just basking in the sun. “Well I kinda got a good grasp about your mentality so that's good. Before we carry on now tell me your question”

“Okay, I just want to know who you really are and why you're really helping me. Your wild appearance suits you quite well but It really doesn't fit what I got from your personality or your way of carrying yourself. Even how you speak is not what I expected from how you look.” I thought that I got all of my questions about who she is out there, now I just hope she answers them.