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Chapter 55 : ENDLESS DESPAIR

Chapter 55 : ENDLESS DESPAIR

was following the 3 guards.

One has a small chain fixed to the muzzle and more tension on it, more paint I get.

It's too much, too much,

I shake the head right to left and fall on the side. I put my talons from my hind legs to take off the muzzle who was torturing me and I push but, the eyes closed, and tear gas was injected in my eyes and nostrils.

IT BURNS

IT BUUUUUURRNS

AYE

AYEEEEEE

HIIIIIIII

WHINE LIKE A DOG and I try to speak "please take it of take it off please "

But only growls and hic and wheeze get out.

then I get on my knee and join hands asking pity

PITY

PITY

PITY

Gorky :"....." he is happy this device also serve to communicate. ONLY TO HIM.

So for Gorky, he was able to know what I feel and what I thinks.

Gorky: "It seems your head is full of things you'll be happy to tell me. NOW, GO WASH, YOU STINK SNAKE"

The guard pull brutally the chain, sending me another discharge so I advance near this infernal machine.

It's made for cleaning truks, but I 'll have to be in these rotating brushes with irritating soap and detergents.

So I enter and the brushes start to spray me with burning soap, nearby sodan high PH and burning flesh.

Suddeny,the brushess start rotating and one of my talon is taken in the floor mechanism to pull trailer truck

It's pulling me but in the same time twisting my left talon. I scream of pain. And the guardians started to laugh thinking I was afraid of water.

RAGE

I Hit with my tail the big electric cable and it drop in the water . The system shut down, me shocked by the discharge but no painfully as the collar device.

The two guards were KO, electrocuted.

I pull them out of the water zone on a dry part of the concrete. They were alive.

I think Master Gorky, your guard were shocked by the electric cable of the truck wash. I pulled them out the water for them survive electrocution. I'm clean and don't stink.

Gorky : "Wyrm, get back to your cage. as you have been a good wyrm you'll get food.

Guard, take the muzzle out when in the cage. and give her meat.

Wyrm If I need blood sample, you open your mouth and no protest. If protest, the MUZZLE, OK?"

WHINE

WHINE

"Ok, but I can read your mind now."

"YOU're bad? MUZZLE"

"YOU not comply? MUZZLE"

"YOU ESCAPE? INSTESTINATION + MUZZLE"

"OK?"

WHINE

Instincts of animals protect me a little from building readable minds

So before eating, I kneel and start to pray and pray , and pray and pray the Lord to save me.

I was hidden in the corner of the darkest possible place of the big cage.

Then behind me appear PALADIN?

Paladin :"Shhhhht, don't think and hear me.

I am surprising happy to see you have passed the test.

You have survived the execution, saved the soldiers and risk your life for your friends. and you have not succumbed to the temptation to use the darkness and you have not resorted to violence to find supplies. you have made Pokemon and not use them against people. And you gave your life receiving a missile instead your friends.

CLAP

CLAP

CLAP

Now I start not regretting sparing your life."

Whine, showing my collar and belly !

Paladin : "shhhhht, I know, I know. I am here to help you but you see I am a regenerator and I can obliterate monsters like you in a blink of an eye. I am used to find and eliminate devils who roams on earth.

Being a regenerator was not free, you know? I had to endure torture you can't imagine and the crucifixion is a soft punishment in comparison I had to endure.

Now I see potential in you despite your appearance who fit better in hell than in heaven.

As you see the time is stopped when we speak. This is the wonderful power of Christ who is reincarnation of the Light. Opposed to the reincarnation of Darkness you are.

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Normally you had to be the Ante-Christ as you are pure darkness but your soul has taken roots and replaced with a leviathan core the Evil core and evil soul who was to be fused with the Beast.

As I have convinced the Vatican you are not anymore a threat, they decided in virtues of your efforts to give you a chance to live. I suppose you still want to be a nun and be my assistant?"

Whine

"Ok, now you are not a bitch but a nun. Nun Daathrr ."

Whine

"Here is a pendant with the Cross of our order of exorcists. Keep her an pray to her all your heart."

"I cannot take you out of this hell now because your soul must still grow and it's like the muscles, you give them pain and they reinforce.

This is the same with you soul. you must endure the tortures they will do to you.

Please resist the rage to kill them all and they will kill themselves with their greed. You will see soon.

I have confidence now in you, don't destroy it.

In the future, we'll all count on you because you'll have to go to a place where we cannot go and only you can. YOU WILL BE THE ONLY HOPE AND THE LAST ANGEL. But now you are more a monster than anything. And you'll have to face your worst fear when it will be the time. And now we are running out of time.

I permit you to use darkness to look and bring or touch objects but no escape.

Spells of second levels are unlocked

I'll let you scan the egg in your belly so you can hack it and pass the mind reading.

Use Augury, chant and sanctuary so they can ignore you, and ask their experiment go against them.

If the pain is not bearable you may hide your soul on the astral. This will not remove the pain as it is necessary for your evolution but it's to prevent you to collapse and destroy the hopes we placed in you.

Our first Lesson today : Detect evil.

I cast DETECT EVIL

--- OCTAHEDRON : INTEGRATION IN HUD ---

And I see a map of the floor I am now and there are many underground floors and a big lifte at 45° who go deeply in the ground. and I see 50 levels.

On the level, I see many red points, a few blue points, and the deeper the level, the intense the red. There is also a halo, like veil or red.

Paladin : so what did you see?

me : "many red dots. and a few blue ones".

Paladin, you see the red dots are the people who are so evil , their soul are evil themselves. But I cannot kill them. I can only pass judgment on them. It means they have to commit a sin to materialize their evil nature. If they sin, I can pass judgment on them. No Sin, no intervention.

Also even when they sin they must always have a way of redemption. If there are no redemption try , then and only then I can pass Judgment.

You are apprentice and not judge. So you can only let them go to their demise.

You can escape if you want without failing your test at the condition you not use Darkness. Only and Only this condition.

YOU MUST VANQUISH YOUR INNER DARKNESS AND IGNITE YOUR LIGHT. IT WILL NOT DESTROY YOU, IT IS LIKE A SUN AN A BLACK HOLE CAN COEXIST IN THE SAME UNIVERSE, of course not collide.

I 'll cast a benediction to reinforce your mind so they cannot have access to our discussion.

AMEN

Now pray god with me and take this cup of vine because it's the blood of Christ. Now says the divine parole ?

Me : "I thrust in Christus" and I pour my tongue to the father to receive the body of Christus. And Paladin place a bread piece poured in red wine on my tongue and as I get it in my mouth

I say to him "AMEN"

Father Paladin: "AMEN"

Then I lower my head and make the Cross sign. and when I look up, the time has restarted, the taste of the wine and bread still in my mouth. But more importantly the gold cross is again on my neck on a pendant. And I have a veil on my head, covering my horns and up to the middle of my neck. I have also back the veil covering my mouth and snout.

I hold the tissue without removing and start to cry of not being totally abandoned.

I would have been a other slave or beast, I can't imagine the tortures done on animals in pharmaceutical companies. What a suffering, What a hell.

These are sometimes reasons I would want to cease to exist in a word so twisted.

Now it's my turn.

TEARS.

I try to sleep but they keep a camera fixed on me all the time.

then suddenly a guard and the mole-rabbit looking guy comes in the cage.

"WHAT DO YOU HAVE ON YOU? WHERE HAVE YOU FOUND THIS? WHO HAS PUT THIS ON YOU?" showing my veil and my cross.

"GIFF ME THAT", spittinf and taking my veil violently and taking my cross chain.

He throw the veil on the ground and the cross :"no personal goods authorized here. animals have no possessions and you are less than an animal. then he turn on himself and hit the door corner, breakin his glasses and teeth. Shhfitt !Shit! spitting blood. then he grab violently the chain and roses horns appeared on the chain, nobody see and his hands are now heavily lacerated. Shit. he drop the cross and the border of the veil is sharp like a sheet of paper and he cut deeply his thumb. The blood is absorbed in the veil and in the cross.

I say: For the blood of Christ!. in Draconic.

He throw then the ensemble to the trashbin nearest and they reappear on my face and neck.

"ARRGH HOW DARE YOU !!"

Then he grabs the chain again and the veil with both hands and pull violently to break them.

"AAAAAARGHHHHHHHHH" as a finger fall on the ground in front of me and a part of a thumb the other hand. I look frightened and whine the head on the ground, waiting for hits and kicks, but the retarded mole was too busy stopping the blood gushing out his fingers.

On a panic movement I step on the finger laying on the floor, flattening it completely and excluding any transplant.

NOOOOOO Stupid beaaaast.

Shiiit I hear

Shiiit I hear again,

then SLAM as a door closed further down the hall.

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Morning .

I had found the courage to sleep 4 hours and then suddlenly

SHLACK

PIERCE

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH

PAIN

PAIN

PAIN

HORRIBLE PAIN

UNIDENTIFIABLE PAIN

ALL MY BODY TREMBLE. I SENSE NOTHING ANYMORE, ALL I SENSE IS ELECTRICITY but not electric, Nervous influx perturbed, pain running.

A BIG NEEDLE IS PLANTED IN MY SPINAL CHORD DEEPLY and the tip is touching my nerves. I loose control of all, I shit and pee myself as no muscle is under control.

My breathing has stopped by the shock and I fall on the side on my body fluids.

Gorky : "You have been cosplaying? the nasty nun or the hero exorcist against the evil scientist??"

"All I see here is an evil creature who harm my ev... nice assistant IGOR. NOw he need surgery.

me thinking, I just prayed and I am Christian. He injury himself he was unlucky."

CAST SANCTUARY

"Ah true, the imbecile. Forget it. We need a sample of spinal chord amniotic fluid and blood samples for START"

CAST DETECT EVIL

He looks totally red, even his shadow is moving bizarre way.

CHANT

"Hey your prayers are for the weak. I don't care, but I will break you. I promise."

He takes the canister out of the collar with the big syringes. Press the auto clean and both the needles retracts

Ah,

NAUSEA,

I can move again, but all is painful. and I got sweat of pain.

They let me rest and feed me with dry dog food. beuargh!.

Guard : "EAT or this is the Muzzle with force-feed like for the geese."

Hit with electric bat, no electricity this time.

"Next time I press the button !"

"Are you thirsty? Drink my piss !"

this is an order!"

GROWL MENACING

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZAPPPPPPPPPPPP 100000V

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYEEEEEEEEEEEE

aaaaaaaaaaaaargh

FAll hardly on the concrete, my snout in the bucket of dejections as I was permitted to have one for smell and hygien care. (medical reasons). My paws were trembling

agagagagaaggagggagaggagggagaggaggah

My tail was whiping two side completely left then completely righ like a lizard then hit cruelly the bars of the cage, sending a new discharge by security of the cage.

"HAHAHAHAHA", look the lizard is dancing. Hey her mouth is open, do like me and the 2 guards release themselves in my mouth."

By security reaction, the setting maybe set to max, the collar was strangulating me and an alarm shoot : "Alarm reset needed, the animal is revolting, increasing amperage."

I shoot a cry of despair

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAahhhhhhhhhhhhh

HIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

I loose consciousness, awaiting death. A sleep without dream.

Only me,

Only a black hole

A BLACK HOLE.

THE BLACK HOLE IS STARTING TO ROTATE

SHADOWS MORE CLEAR AT THE EDGE OF THE HORIZON.

I KNOW THIS BLACK HOLE

THIS BLACK HOLE IS ME

ONLY BLACK

MENACING BLACK

HUNGRY

DEVOUR

DEVOUR

I AM THE DEVOURER

I AM THE DEVOURER OF THE WORLD

I AM THE DEVOURER OF THE WORLDS

I AM HUNGRY, VERY HUNGRY. NOTHING CAN STOP THE HUNGER

I AM FALLING IN THE BLACK HOLE

I AM FALLING IN MYSELF.

THEN I LOOK BEHIND

AND I SEE A POINT

THE POINT IS A LIGHT

A BRIGHT LIGHT

VERY BRIGHT

BUT SO FAR

I TEND MY HAND

MY HAND FALL IN THE BLACK HOLE

I TEND MY CLAWED PAWN

AND THE LIGHT INCREASE, OR I GO NEAR THIS LIGHT.

IS THIS MY LIGHT?

IS IT ME?

YES IT IS ME.

I LOOK BACK AND I SEE THE HUMAN ME DISAPPEARING INTO THE BLACK HOLE

I LOOK AT MYSELF WITH THE LIGHT AND I SEE A DRAGON.

I

I

I WAKE UP.