If any of my psychiatrists ever sees this,

I want them to know,

I'm actually,

A scared little boy,

Afraid of the world,

All its dangers,

The hardship involved,

In finding my self worth,

That my ego inflated,

I'm actually a virgin,

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I'm afraid of girls,

I hate challenges,

And my penis is small,

This poetry,

Is just paper,

Supporting,

That weird fiction,

That fantasy world,

Inside my head,

I'm so lonely,

And I'm poor,

I wish I was dead,

My life is so empty,

Like looking into the void,

I'll never be worth anything,

Just a sad little boy,

I’m so sexually frustrated,

That I started thinking,

Demons, aliens,

Magic, my little pony,

Hats made of foil,

I’m just a crazy lad,

Brewing potions,

Bubble and boil,

Delusions of grandeur,

Lustful dreams of heaven,

Little girls,

Disgusting fuck toys,

There’s certainly,

Some sort,

Of mental energy,

Running through my mind,

Its dirty, its incestuous,

Will I really be fine?

Can I still function?

Can I still work?

Can I be a useful member of society?

Is there anything I’ve learned?

I honestly think I’m tainted,

Not from anything real,

Because I’m obviously crazy,

And I’m actually a virgin,

But through the vast expanse of my ego,

Everything has been painted red.