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V.2 Ch.12 - I Feel Cheap

*Vitamor’s POV*

I was lying in darkness for a long time with no one to talk to. It was utterly lonely. I lost count of how many days, or at least what I thought was days, had went by. It got to the point that I started to talk to myself and answer my own questions. I was glad no one could see me carrying on a conversation with myself. The silence and loneliness was almost unbearable. I missed the girls, all of them. I missed just being in their presence, touching their skin, breathing in their aroma, seeing their smiles, among many other things.

I missed the intimate contact with them. I’m not talking about the sex but don’t get me wrong, sex is fucking amazing. I am talking about being letting Dani just sit in my lap, wrapping my arms around Camellia, rub Sylvia’s ears, or pet Silthis’ belly that is holding my child. It’s some of the simple things that I miss and didn’t really know how important they were until now. I thought about Zellfina and how she seemed so imposing to her people, but when she looked at me she turned into an affectionate and docile woman. I really miss her and even the stinking brat Zendra.

I thought about Xenova and all that she had been through and I felt that my anger, or should I say rage, for what she has went through briefly appeared. Surprisingly that was it though. It disappeared as fast as it appeared. It confused me and I honestly wondered why it just went away. I usually act pretty impulsively when it comes to those I love, but why not now. I honestly couldn’t understand what was going on with me, but I thought that it may be a good thing.

Too much has been destroyed or put in possible danger by my impulsiveness. I don’t know if I will be able to control myself is something actually happened to my loved ones, but I will do whatever it takes to prevent anything. I will even kneel and beg if I have too. There is an old Chinese saying that, “There is gold under a man’s knees” or something like that. It basically meant that kneeling for anything should be done towards one’s parents and the heaven and earth. Kneeling should not be done lightly, but I say fuck that. What use is all the gold in the world if the ones that I love are put in danger because of my refusal to demean myself?

If I was put in a situation where I was told to lose my arm or lose any of my loved ones, I would personally remove it and hand it to whoever requested it, now this is only if I have absolutely no way in hell of beating said person. It would be kind of stupid to just cut my arm off and hand it to someone just because they said so. I had a small laugh at that thought and I heard a voice, “What are you laughing at master?”

I instantly shot up from where I was lying on the ground and looked around. I saw that same violet silhouette from a while back. I frowned, “What are you doing here?” I was honestly confused, I thought I was dead and this state of unbearable aloneness was my punishment. The silhouette laughed, “You aren’t dead master.” I widened my eyes, “What do you mean?” She smiled, “You asked why I was here first, but the answer to both questions is actually the same. This is your sea of consciousness and I live here.”

I raised my eyebrows again, “You live in my sea of consciousness? I didn’t even know I had one.” I heard about the sea of consciousness from the many wuxia and xanxia novels I have read, but I didn’t know they were real and that I had one too. I think would have been smiling if she had a mouth, “Of course you have one. Everyone has a sea of consciousness, but only those at a certain power level are sense them. It takes an even higher power level to actually interact with them.” I nodded my head at the new information, “So why can I see mine now?”

She walked over towards me and waved her hand. A bed appeared out of nowhere and she sat on the edge. She looked over at me and patted the mattress beside her, “Sit.” I nodded and then sat down beside her. She grabbed my arm and wrapped it around her before she leaned on me, placing her head on my shoulder. Before I could even wrap my head around what was going on she spoke again, “When my powers where released like they were it caused your body to basically power up on its own. Your body is in an unconscious like state while it goes through the process.”

She snuggled closer before she continued talking, “In order for one to rank up to Demi-God in the power ranking they have to be able to at least sense their sea of consciousness. To rank up to God rank they have to be able to interact with it, kind of like what you are doing right now.” I quickly spoke before she continued, “So, I am ranking up to the God Rank then?” She nodded her head on my shoulder, “That is right master.” It actually brought a little bit of a shock to me. I didn’t think that I would be able to rank up that fast.

She continued from where I interrupted her, “In order to rank up higher than that you have to be able to create a home in your sea of consciousness.” I furrowed my brows, “What do you mean a home?” She looked up at me, “You basically have to be able to create a space inside of your sea of consciousness that your loved ones could possibly live in. You could also try and create your own living world if you wanted. The second type of home is much harder to make than just an area for your loved ones. Creating an actual world means that it has to be able to evolve and bread its own life after you make it.”

I was shocked, “You mean I would have my own planet inhabited by lifeforms in my mind?” She giggled, “Yes and no.” The world you make would actually be somewhere out in the void protected by unimaginable powers spawned from the beginning. Unless you specifically wish for someone to trespass in your world, no one would be able to even find it. Once your home or world is created you will have successfully become a God Prince.” I swallowed some saliva, “So what about a God King?” She grinned, “Your world would have to be crafted into at least a universe.” I nearly fainted, “You mean to tell me that I will be creating a universe in my sea of consciousness?”

She giggled, “Yes and No. You will be crafting most of it in your sea of consciousness, but the universe won’t really be in it. Like I said about the world, the universe will actually exist somewhere in the void. You will be able to access it and manage it from your sea of consciousness. You can also interact with the denizens of your world and universe through your sea of consciousness. Now I could go on and on about how all of this actually works, but I am not going to. I know that you may want to know, but it’s too much technical jargon and mumbo jumbo for me to speak about and quite frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn.”

I winced, “Well alright then.” She giggled, “I wasn’t trying to be mean or anything, but most people want to know the technical and more detail aspects of how something works instead of just enjoying what is right in front of them. Personally I feel that people should just shut their brains off and enjoy things for what they are. I can’t tell you the amount of times I have seen someone try to pick apart things and not actually be able to enjoy them and I honestly feel sorry for those people. I don’t understand how they could ever enjoy anything by picking it apart, but to each their own.”

I smiled and actually agreed with her, but I put the thought out of my mind. I looked back down at her, “So how long does it usually take for something like this to happen?” She looked at me and cocked her head to the side a bit, “Usually about twenty-four hours.” I sighed and nodded, “Could you tell me how long it has been since the fight?” She nodded, “It’s been about three weeks.” I widened my eyes in shock, “What!?”

*Nuwa’s POV*

I sighed and looked down at the bed where Vitamor was sleeping. He was lying there peacefully and he actually looked pretty damn cute too. I reached down and cupped his face in my hand and gave him a quick kiss on the forehead. I stood up and walked over to the chair trying to sort out the thoughts in my head. It has been almost three weeks since everyone things that Vitamor just passed out in the bridge of the ArchAngel. When I showed up almost everyone on the ship was in a panic and trying to bow to me.

I sighed and wondered how they would have reacted if they would have seen my brothers and the others as well. They all would have probably died of heart attacks if they saw Pangu. He was the creator of these universes after all. Of course, only the universe with the original Earth that Vitamor was from was actually made by him. Each of the other universes, including the one we are in now, are actually pseudo universes created by technology that Chronos’ father invented.

I sighed and rubbed the bridge of my nose thinking about the things that the being inside of Vitamor said. Why should I try to fall in love with him? I am kind of attracted to him and now that my ex is truly gone from the realms I could actually think about moving on. I didn’t want to move on if the possibility of bringing him back was there, but now I know it isn’t. I looked back at the bed that he was lying on and saw his sleeping face. It brought a smile to my face and for some reason warmth to my chest. Ugh, why and how could I actually be falling in love with this man? I am an Asura of Life and he is just an Immortal.

I know his potential is high, but he hasn’t really tapped into that yet. Of course, a fourteen almost fifteen year old Immortal in both Power and Magic is almost unthinkable, but here he lies in front of me. I thought about what the being said about him again, especially the part where she said he liked big boobs. I looked down at my breasts, which would block the view of my feet if I was standing up. They were massive and a smile appeared on my face as the brief thought of him liking them appeared in my head.

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I quickly shook my head to clear the thought out and then looked over at him again. I studied his face and then made my decision to hang around a bit. I won’t get involved with much of anything he does and if I go into public with him I will change my appearance. I don’t really need everyone bowing to me when they see me. Sometimes it sucks being the mother of almost all the species in the universes. Pangu, being an Asura of Death, is unable to actually give life to anything so he enlisted my help to bring life into his universes. That includes the universe that he actually made.

I was thinking about other things when Vitamor’s body started to glow. I rose an eyebrow, “Oh he is entering the Demi-God rank. Almost just as quickly as he started glowing it shrank from his body and concentrated itself on his eyes. This caused me to be a little wide eyed and speechless. He was actually going to step into the God rank before his fifteenth birthday? This was unheard of, even among the geniuses back in the sect from my original realm. A few minutes later and he was opening he eyes and then he looked at me. I smiled and said they only thing I could think of at the moment, “Hey.”

*Vitamor's POV*

I opened my eyes to see a beautiful and extremely busty woman. Her hair was jet black and her eyes were exactly the same. They seemed to pull you in if you stared at them too long. She saw me open my eyes and she had a weird expression on her face when she spoke, “Hey.” It was all she said, but her voice was absolutely bone melting. I briefly glanced at her rack and then back at her face. Oh my god, they were just as big as Dani’s. I was trying not to drool and look at her face. She was beautiful, but I really didn’t want to come off as a pervert.

I smiled at her and I could see another weird look flash across her face before she smiled back. I could almost actually feel my bones starting to melt. I felt so much attraction to this woman and a part of me hoped it wasn’t just lust. I would love to add her to my group, but a part of me wonders if the amount is becoming too much. There was a voice in my head, “You can have as many as you want master. When you become strong enough to use even a bit of my power and I can make a physical body to your liking you can even have me.” It tried not to shudder at the words coming from the violet silhouette.

It wasn’t a bad shudder though; it was more of a shudder because of pleasure. The thought of her being able to make what I thought would be a girls ideal body was arousing to say the least. I could feel the tent in my pants rising and I tried to roll over some to hide it from the beauty beside my bed. It seemed to be a little too late though because her face turned beat red. I sighed and then said screw it rolling back to my back. The tent in my pants was sticking up as high as my pants would allow and I saw that her eyes were glued to it.

We sat here in the uncomfortable silence for an hour and a part of me was wondering where the girls were. I was about to ask about them when the woman spoke, “That looks painful.” I raised an eyebrow and then looked down at my tent that she was staring at. I smiled and shook my head, “It’s okay.” She furrowed her brows, “You don’t have to lie to me. I know that being so… uh… stiff like that can be painful.” I gave a small awkward laugh, but what happened next shocked the shit out of me.

The woman actually rolled her chair over to me and unzipped my pants. She didn’t unbutton them, just pulled the zipper down. She quickly reached her hand in and seized my shaft. I gasped when her cold hands touched it. I looked at her, “What are you doing? You don’t have to do this.” She didn’t answer me and then pulled my dick out from my pants. I was shooting up out of my zipper with her hand grasped around me. After a few minutes of her staring, with partially glazed over eyes, she finally moved her hand.

She started off slowly and then continued to increase her speed as she worked her hand up and down. It felt so good and I didn’t want it to ever end. I could feel myself getting close and I was trying to resist it. Her hand felt so good and I didn’t want her to stop. I saw that she had her other hand behind the band on her breast and was rubbing it with vigor. A few seconds later her head bent down and she licked around the tip before swallowing me. My entire length went into her mouth.

I was shocked that she was actually able to swallow me whole, but before I could actually think of anything else I couldn’t hold it anymore. I released everything, with a groan, into the back of her throat. She was sucking like a vacuum and swallowing everything. By the time I was done I was actually breathing a little ruff. She cleaned me up some and then licked her lips. The glaze in her eyes quickly went away and she actually turned completely red before sprinting out of the room. I was shocked at her reaction, but it was extremely cute and innocent. I thought about what she was able to do with her mouth and I couldn’t really use the word innocent I guess.

*Nuwa’s POV*

I don’t know what happened after I saw the tent in his pants. I saw the tent and then next thing I knew I had my hand on it and there was a bitter, but sweet taste in my mouth. I almost immediately realized what had happened and it embarrassed me so much. I quickly ran out of the room and into the room that was assigned for me. I sat on the bed and held a pillow to my chest, “What just happened?” I have only met him twice, but on our second meeting I was actually doing THAT to him.”

I have honestly never touched a man before like that. My ex would have been my first if he hadn’t went crazy from the Orb of Destruction. I thought about my ex and then about what I had just done and I instantly felt horrible. I was just starting to move on and then immediately did what I just done. I felt like such a cheap slut. I held the pillow to my chest and started to actually cry. It was then that a portal opened allowing Chronos to step through it.

When I saw her sit down on the edge of the bed and wrap her arm around me I lost it. I threw myself into her embrace and bawled into her chest. I told her what had happened and that I felt bad about it for multiple reasons including the fact that she loved him. Chronos grabbed my chin and raised my head up. When I saw her face she was smiling, “Don’t worry about anything dear. Vitamor is an astounding man and one woman won’t be enough to satisfy him. He has a massive heart and the capacity to love multiple people. I have seen all the things he has been through in his life and all of the things he has done for people.”

She kissed me on the forehead, “I honestly have never seen him this tired out from anything sexual since he came to this universe. Your blowjob actually caused him to have ragged breath, which is an accomplishment in my book.” I felt heat rise and flush my face, “Don’t say that…” She smiled, “Say what?” I answered a little meekly, “You know what… what… what I just did with Vitamor.” She smiled even bigger, “Oh you mean your BLOWJOB.”

I was so embarrassed, why did she have to enunciate the word so clearly. She giggled and then squeezed me tighter, “Don’t worry about anything dear. From what I saw you and he are like a perfect match for each other. Your body actually went into autopilot the moment you saw his erection. It’s like your body needed him and wanted to make him feel better. I buried my head in her chest, “I feel like a slut.” She quickly grabbed my chin and glared at me, “Why would you even feel or say that?”

I started to cry so more, “I loved my ex with all of my heart. I always felt that he was the one. He was the one I wanted to spend eternity with. When he went crazy and they had to wipe him out I was mortified. My love was gone just like that.” I felt more tears come down my face, “I held onto the hope of being able to bring him back. I wanted to hold him in my arms again, but that hope was extinguished with a couple of words.” I was still crying and I couldn’t stop; “Now I did, THAT to someone that I have only met twice. I felt like an easy and cheap slut when I realized what I had done.”

She kissed me a couple more time on the head and cheek, “You are not a slut. I know that if your ex was here he would hate for you to be acting the way you are. He would want you to move on if he was gone. He wouldn’t want you to be all alone and wallowing in grief.” I felt a lump in my throat when she talked about him, but she was actually right. We always talked about what I would do if he was gone. It was like he knew that something was going to happen to him.

There was one time that I wanted him so bad that I actually pushed him down, but he still rejected me. He looked me in the eyes when he spoke to me that day, “Not now my love. There is something coming that I need to take care of and if everything goes well then we can definitely finish this afterwards. I want your first to be beautiful.” He sighed and spoke some other words that at the time I was too in love with what he said to hear. When I thought about them though I realized what he said. He sighed, “That and I don’t deserve what you are trying to offer me while I may lose myself to this demon inside of me. I want you to be able to stay with your first not just lose your chastity and then be left alone a few days later.”

It all struck me at the same time, “He knew what was going to happen. He knew it was coming. He didn’t want me to give myself to him and then for him to just disappear out of my life.” The tears started to stream down my face again and I wailed into Chronos’ chest. She ran her hand down the back of my head, “He knew that the destruction was swallowing him. He truly loved you dear and he wanted you so bad. He also knew that he wasn’t your fated person. He could feel the moment that he knew he loved you that you and him weren’t meant to be. He loved you and he knew you loved him, but sadly the destruction overcame him and what he knew all along, happened.”

I was listening intently to what she was saying before I spoke, “Did you and him talk a lot.” She nodded, “Yes, we were best friends. We talked about almost everything before it happened. He would always talk about you and things you two had done that day. It almost got annoying at times, but I knew what he was going through so I just listened to him. He wanted to marry you and he wanted to impregnate you. He wanted to have a family with you, but he knew he couldn’t. He cried in my bosom just like you are now almost every day. There were some shirts I had to throw away because they were stained so many times with tears.”

I didn’t speak as she continues, “On the last night that me and him spoke he told me that if anything ever happened to him he wished that you would be able to find another man to love. He didn’t want you to be upset about him for too long. He even had me help him interview a few men to see if any would have been worthy of you.” I frowned at the thought of my ex interviewing potential replacements for him. Chronos continues, “That is why I know that he would be happy about what you did with Vitamor. In fact, I think he would even help you in trying to build a relationship with him.”

I looked up at her, “Do you think it is time that I truly move on?” She nodded, “I do. Move on, but don’t ever forget. Hold onto the memories you have of him and cherish them, but also try and start new ones. We all have to move forward. Time is a bitch and it eventually ends, I should know, I can control it.” I nodded my head, which was lying on her breasts, and then thought about all the memories that I had with him and then I started to think about Vitamor. I blushed when he came into my mind, but I had a smile on my face when I actually passed out using Chronos’ breasts as pillows.