Roughly 6 months after world generation
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(5th character introduced) Lydia, female, deep violet eyes and blue hair, summarized body type: Hourglass.
It's always not enough for me. Too hot, too cold, too windy, too calm, and especially, too boring. I hate waiting, which is probably why there's not many people in the central village who care to talk to me. It's too lonely...
No one's ever told me that I'm selfish or greedy but I truly am-, I know that I am and it hurts me. I tell myself that I am those things all the time because no one else has the heart to just tell me the truth. They won't say when they're annoyed with me, they won't say when they like the weather, they won't say when they want me to leave and never come back...
It's too lonely. Even when I'm surrounded by people.
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Tonight was supposed to be the night I was going to ask for the truth, to finally be rejected and exiled, but sadly, I'm too weak. I feel like I always have been.
The crescent moon shone in the sky, casting soft elegant light everywhere in the forest. I lay in a small clearing that allowed for a clear view of the moonlight sky, the thick grass lightly tickled my arms, I stared up at the moon with a longing expression, "If only I could just be happy..." I muttered to myself, clutching my chest tightly. I felt so alone.
I longed for someone to come wandering into this clearing, for anyone. So that my loneliness could be purged even for a little while. So that I didn't have feel lied to for a little while...
I sank into my thoughts, losing touch with my surroundings. Letting my mind become a cycle of misery.-
Suddenly, a voice pierced through the darkness, "You look like you need someone to talk to, I've been like that before. So, what is it that's troubling you?" I sat up and looked at the man who seemed to come from the mystical lands of conspicuously perfect timing in awe. My wish had been granted, and in this moment, I was truly happy.
"Who-who are you?..." I tried discerning who it was through the darkness but I couldn't get a clear view of him.
"That doesn't matter much right now, anyways, tell me what's wrong." He leaned against a tree and tilted his head slightly up to look at the stars.
I hesitated for a moment. Even though this man showed up seemingly granted my wish in the moment, I still felt at odds with telling him how I felt about the world.
"Whatever, I'll just say it, now's a better time than ever..." I took a deep breath in,
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"I hate myself, I'm selfish and terrible in every way, but hey, at least I can see that it's true. I'm never satisfied by any feeling completely and I constantly complain about things being "too much," and last but not least... I'm- I'm lonely..." I fell back to a laying position on the soft grass. Surprisingly, it felt like getting rid of a heavy weight on me, it felt nice.
The man looked down towards me, his smile visible through small rays of moonlight, "It seems like life sucks most of the time for you."
I smiled back at him, "Yeah... it sure does when you can't talk about your problems."
He stopped leaning on the nearby tree and began walking away, but before that, he said one last thing.
"It seems like you were able to sort it out pretty easy when you just had someone to listen, anyways I'm off to sort my own problems out, good luck..." And wit that, I never saw him again...
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Roughly 1 year after world generation
(The 1st and all knowing) Kaede, Female, fiery red hair that goes down to her waist, summarized body type: Athletic with medium height and size.
Misinterpretation is quite the big problem. Especially when you are looked at as essentially an all knowing god, which to be fair is probably closer than I realize to being true, but nonetheless it's tiresome. For example, when I said, "A perfect world is one we should all strive to make for ourselves," I didn't literally mean, "Make the world your subjective opinion of perfect," because that sure is what some people took out of it! They were supposed to just mindlessly become motivated by the vague way I worded it and go on with their day feeling a little extra important, but not to an extreme!
I squinted hard at Osian, watching him convince the Fey around him to help him complete his technique. I was seriously worried something bad had happened to his brain, he was completely different to the man that helped me become involved with the other conscious creatures before. I was trying to show my disapproval by squinting confusingly at him but I mostly just ended up looking dumb.
"What happened to you? You used to be so much more, free, it feels like you've confined you actions and speech to a single ideal. It makes me worry." I took a few steps towards him to try to get his attention as I spoke, he was actively ignoring me though.
I sighed, sitting down on the closest rock to me. I could tell he was going to do something drastic, like kill another person for example which was pretty much 100% what he was going to do. And I knew that I couldn't really do anything to stop him, or rather, I didn't feel like stopping him.
The pre-programmed instructions of the universe have a condition in it's steps of creation and control that stops me from wanting to, well, stop fighting.
"Power system and hierarchy."
Those words alone tell me easily enough that what's happening is exactly what's supposed to. It's still kind of hard not to have empathy though, considering another creatures pain is one of the core principles of empathy, and it's also one of the core principles in human behavior, so, through process of basic elimination, a human that has the mental power to kill another human is partially not human, because even though they may still have the empathy for the other creature they kill, they choose not to act on it, which either means they become something better, or something worse, it's all just a matter of perspective really...
I watched as Osian finally got the Fey to accept his requests, he turned around, looking at me like a kid that finally did something they had worked very hard to accomplish, and much like a kid, he did not take even a second to question why exactly he was excited with the ability to erase another human.