Scarlet POV

My boy had sent me a sweet letter, and I read it , I read it many times, it makes me so happy, but I was thinking about this prom, there is a prom in wattpad I don’t know whether we will be able to go for it, but it will be fun. I tried to let him know he was interested in the topic but I think we were out of date or something. Thats fine I have my boy not out of dated. I don’t mind about a watty prom he is more important to me. I wished he was here so we could go prom in real life but god has other plans.

So his letter was so nice like always he mentions me and he named me as his LIL MOM, wow that is so interesting . Aww I cant tel how much joy that brought me especially calling me his lil mom, because it has always being a dream of mine to become a mom, hold a baby boy or a baby girl, well I guess I have my cute boy until I get a chance to have a baby boy.

I might have to discuss that matter with him, he is my boyfriend why cant I? ofcourse he is the right person to talk these matters. I am not sure I need to tell him everything they said. But how could I not? I cannot those things to myself. I have to relase those burdens.

I took my phone and texted him.

Scarlet ; I wanna talk about something.

Pathum ; we can talk about anything ma’am.

Scarlet ; it is some privacy matter.

Pathum ; ma’am are you pregnant?

Scarlet; quite the opposite ma’am.

Pathum ; omg sweetie whats wrong? You can tell me anything, don’t be scared just share I will listen to you all day no joking.

Scarlet ; I am scared.

Pathum ; sweetie it is alright to be scared ,

tell me what exactly is that you are scared.

Scarlet : i don’t know Pathum. I am scared and tired.

Pathum : Sweetie go ahead and spill it.

Scarlet ; I am scared that I will not be able to be a mother, to have a child. Please don’t leave me because of it.

Pathum ; who in earth said that? Because they are nuts , they are wrong. you are still young and good so there are no such things as you imagine would happen. Stop thinking such rubbish.

Scarlet ; sweetie it is not just a guess, I am very sorry, me and mom just talked about it and we think it is true.

Pathum ; how do you know that sweetie you aint even married , don’t fill your head with such nonsense , I am sorry but damn it mom she is wrong and you are wrong too, why did you jump into such conclusions? Tell me how?

Scarlet ; there are some things that happen in a girls body , and they must happen if you are to conceive, if you are to have a baby at some point in your life some set of things must happen in your body, just basically starting with puberty, so some things hadnt occured to me yet so I am scared.

Pathum ; sweetie you might be a late bloomer.

Scarlet ; might ?

Pathum ; sweetie please trust me , you are a fine girl , you are an beautiful angel and a angel like you never deserves such an fate, for god sake no there will be no such evil things its all in your mind, just like you told me in the past, it is all a fragment of the mind, the mind is taking control over your life so please don’t be scared you will have a baby , not you, we will have a baby okay? We will have a wonderful child and all shall be good.

Scarlet ; so you are not going to leave me?’’

Pathum ; no sweetie never! don’t even think about such stuff. I will never leave you, I never will I never has and I will never leave you , I am not crazy to leave an angel like you. So don’t ever be scared to a single moment cuz I will never leave you no matter what.

Scarlet : Are you sure you want to childlesss father?

Pathum : We will have children don’t worry about it.

Scarlet : What if we don’t?

Pathum : Nothing’s gonna change you will still be my wife. I will love you whether you give birth to a child or not. I love you.

Scarlet : Do you still love me despite me being an infertile wench?

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Pathum : This infertile dwarf loves you,loves his angel.

Scarlet : Don’t call your self that, you are no dwarf or infertile. You are fine little man.

Pathum : So are you. A fine little girl with a big butt.

Scarlet : How much do you love my booty?

Pathum : My dragon loves it more than I.

Scarlet : Dragon’s don’t exist.

Pathum : They do.

Scarlet : where?

Pathum : Between my legs.

Scarlet : Oh you mean that 2 inch baby dragon. Oh I get it now.

Pathum : HeYYY! HOLD YOUR TONGUE. He is far from two inches.

Scarlet : Oh is he a balloon?

Pathum : Thinking about you makes him a balloon, he can grow infinitely just like a tree seeking for sunlight he seek for his mate.

Scarlet : What do you think would happen if I rubb my butt on him?

Pathum : He might explode.

Scarlet : We don’t need him gone, we need him longer.

Pathum: He can regenerate . Don’t you worry about that?

Scarlet : You said he’s not 2. Is that really true?

Pathum : Do you need proof?

Oh god forgive me for what I am about to do

Scarlet : Yes mister.

Pathum : Only if you return the favour.

Scarlet : I won’t.

Pathum : Neither will I.

Scarlet : Pathum, let’s accept the truth. He’s so tiny that he couldn’t fit into my dragonness am I wrong?

Pathum : Scarlet, you are taking me in a wrong path, are you sure mom would be proud if she ever heard you saying this.

Scarlet : I don’t give a dang about it. I am tired of being waiting. I need you now, more than ever.

Pathum : The horny little angel with a big butt.

Scarlet : The dwarf with a big seed.

Pathum : SCARLET. For god’s sake are you drunk or high? Something’s not so right.

Scarlet : I am just kidding.

Pathum : NO , no something is wrong why are you behaving this way?

Scarlet : Because I am hor#y .

Pathum : No something’s wrong. You . Please what’s wrong?

Scarlet : Hmm… nothing.

Pathum : Scarlet what else did mom said?

Scarlet : You wouldn’t want to know them.

Pathum : I knew it. I knew it. Damn them.

Scarlet: 😭

Pathum: Now tell me. What did they said to you?

Scarlet : Pathum I don’t want to remind them.

Pathum : You have to,because if you said you want to really not remind them then you wouldn’t be acting this way.

Scarlet : Both of them were so rude to me. They said mean mean things.

Pathum : What exactly?

Scarlet : That I will never be a mother, and that I have sinned in my past that’s the reason why god has looked down upon me.

Pathum: what else?

Scarlet : I don’t remember everything but somewhere in the conversation Abigail said I act like a wh#re. That I am in severe need of s#x.

Pathum : She’s a bitch for that. You are a good girl don’t let them fool you. I can’t believe they are your family.

Scarlet : Neither can I.

Pathum: So that’s why you started to talk to me in weird way. Don’t ever do that or loose your pristine beauty. You are a good girl. A good christian . A good child of god. So stop those nonsense. Clear them outta your head. Please do it for me. Will you?

Scarlet : I can try.

Pathum : Please.

Scarlet : Fine I won’t behave badly or ever think of what they said. Ever again.

Pathum : That’s my girl.

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Scarlet : Pathum

Pathum : Yes darling!

Scarlet : Are you sure that you wanna stay with someone like me?

Pathum : What do you mean by someone like you, did you mean an kind heartened loving good child that every parents would wish to have in their lives?

Scarlet : Pathum You are making me cry.

Pathum : So am I.

Scarlet : But I am just useless-

Pathum : Scarlet. Darling listen you are the perfect girl in my mind. I would’nt want anything to be better in you.

Scarlet : But mom and sis think otherwise.

Pathum : I don’t give a damn about them, baby you are perfect come dance with me hehe

Scarlet : Thank you for doing this for me, I was completely not me when they said such things about me.

He cares about me more than anyone in my family. People in my family only cares about themselves but Pathum aint like them he takes good care of me, he protects me, he is my light. I should be ashamed for ever doubting him.

God thank you for bringing him to my life.

Amen!

“Whatcha thinking?” Aibgail asked shaking me off my thoughts.

“Nothing.” I said without glancing at her cause I am disgusted of their presence. I however managed to not show my displeasure in my tone, because even if I do that will get me into more trouble as I am not mama’s favourite daughter.

“You told him did’nt you?”

“Told him what?”

“Don’t deny it Scarlet. You have already told him everything. I just can’t believe you.”

“Are you here just to say that to me? Please if that’s your mission abort it now already i am sickened of your presence.”

I pushed her aside and ran into my room with tears in my eyes!