Malic leans in once more, and kisses me hard again. A shudder rolls through my body when his tongue traces across my own. Hands rubbing over my arms and shoulders, before slowly making their way inward.

I gasp a little when they hook around my breasts and one finger teases over a nipple. Malic clearly notices my reaction this time, completely opposite of the dull, somewhat painful feeling it gave earlier, when I just couldn't get worked up. He pulls back from our sloppy kiss and turns further attention on the sensitive nubs.

“Ahh!” I gasp as he captures one in his mouth. Fuck they're sensitive! I start to writhe, legs flailing from the heat growing between them in response to his concentrated assault. I'm building up fast, growing flushed and hot, my body twitching as the arousal he couldn't bring on over the course of almost a half hour finally ignites inside me.

He's working me up so fast, that it feels like I'm going to cum immediately. After the way he did it earlier, it's almost disappointing in some way.

But then, as I'm just about to peak, he stops. There's a loud smacking sound as Malic moves his head away from my breast, the last tug of his teeth making me shake and gasp and my whole back arch from the stab of pleasure that fires straight down my spine.

He pauses briefly, moments that feel like an eternity as I draw back from the edge. Just the air touching my saliva-covered nipples is amazing as I wait impatiently.

Then he leans in for yet another kiss, and one hand moves lower, sliding suggestively down my stomach, and freshly shaved pubic mound, until it finally reaches my groin. His fingers tease and play, slipping along the edges here and there, extracting numerous moans, stifled by his mouth over mine. Each one allows him to delve further into my mouth with his long, ridged tongue.

With the new sensations, I quickly rise to the edge again. I shake, shuddering, and my body freezing up. My cries turn to a squeak, breath catching in my throat as it comes, right there, but he stops.

I'm there. Right there. But without that last bit, I fall short again.

Oh fuck god damn it argh why does he always do that?

I feel- I- I don't know. Like, like, frustrated. Getting so close without reaching it, it's making my head go weird. Like I'm way more horny than I was before, like all I can think of is just getting the last bit of the way to that glorious release.

But this time, Malic doesn't delay. He leans low, wrapping one arm around me as he lies on top to pin me, a position that makes my heart race all on its own. His other hand slides over my mound in a way that makes my breath catch, teeth nearly chattering, before his fingers slip inside.

I cry out, moaning from the intense sensation. The way he rubs me, long fingers sliding along exactly where it feels best, has me going mad in moments.

Already so close after he stopped early twice, it takes no time at all for him to bring me to orgasm again. And he doesn't stop. Pressing and grinding his fingers inside me in a way that spreads wave after wave of joy, I finally climax.

Shaking and clenching, he keeps on that spot, and I feel it this time. The way each push causes me to squeeze just right, spraying out my love juice on his hand. It's nothing like those other times, but I practically blacked out those times, so that's not unexpected.

But this time... this time, he keeps rubbing and rubbing, drawing my orgasm out. Holding me at climax, back arching, muscles clenching over and over again, until it runs its course.

When I finally finish, lying out and panting in the afterglow, I let my head sink back onto a pillow. I already feel tired, but I know there's more to do. Malic already said it. He needs me to be as wet as possible. Only then, he'll... I swallow roughly, mind reeling at the thought alone. He'll... take my virginity...

And possibly impregnate me...

I still don't know if I'm ready, but... I look down once more.

Malic has been at this for the better part of an hour, fighting to get me ready despite all of my fears and insecurities, culture shock, and emotional baggage. I could hardly think through a massage. Surely, he must be at his limit by now. His... his thing certainly looks like it... The way it's pulsing and throbbing, it's actually kind of terrifying. I think it's even bigger than earlier...

It makes me want to avert my eyes as usual, but... I cringe a little and think: This is what will take my virginity. Master Liina doesn't really count, just taking care of my urges. This will be my first time, my first real sex...

Not even with a human.

Some other part of me is so far past that, with everything else I've been forced to accept in these new circumstances, it's hard to even care about something that seems so trivial by comparison.

“Alright Yumi, I'm starting now,” he growls out. His eyes stare into mine with burning, barely contained lust. Even his white fur is starting to show a shine of wetness to it, he must be sweating as much as I am.

“O-ok...” I mumble back. No matter how much I've tried to prepare myself, my face still feels like fire as I watch him approach. His huge, terrifying dick, pushing, bare skin sliding against mine, with electric tingles firing off from the slightest sensation as he slides slowly into me.

I'm already cringing. I've read enough smutty webnovels to know how this goes. Past the outer folds, his tip reaches my entrance, and he slowly but surely presses inside.

Fuck he's fucking huge argh....

I clench my teeth against the surge of pain, so out of place where everything else has been nothing but incredible pleasure. But now, forcing my hole wider and wider to accept him, all I can do is claw the bedsheets up into balls between my fingers, make myself keep breathing, and endure.

Thank god he got me so wet that he doesn't have trouble pushing inside. It already hurts like a bitch. Slowly but surely, the pain is accompanied by a new feeling. A sense of hot, pressing, fullness.

He's literally filling me up inside. Further and further, until I can't believe he could possibly fit more, but he just keeps going. At my size, my body was not meant to be compatible with altraska.

At his agonizingly gentle pace, I swear it takes a half hour for him to finally finish, even though I know it couldn't be anything like that in reality.

But he makes it. His hips meet mine, fur tickling a little against my skin around my labia, which helps take my attention off of the painful, stretching mass filling me up so completely inside.

Malic releases a long, shuddering breath. “There, you actually took it all.” Him pointing that out makes me blush furiously. Don't say things like that! “I'm going to start moving now,” he warns me, so I can prepare myself, and I nod through the embarrassment.

As he said, he draws back. It's still slow, but compared to his sloth-like entrance, it's so much faster that it immediately pulls a strangled, pain gasp from my throat. That stops him, and he asks if I'm alright.

“Y-yeah, sorry,” I apologize. “It just, it still really hurts...” He's fucking enormous...

“Ok, I'll try to be gentle until you get used to it,” he assures me. With that he resumes his movement, a little slower than before. It's still enough to make me grind my teeth together, shaking as I will my body to relax, to stretch and accommodate him so it stops hurting so fucking much.

Jesus Christ, this is what he meant. The fuck would I do if this was anyone else? That slave master forcing himself on me? I'd lose my god damn mind!

“Th-thank you...” I mumble.

“For what?”

“For being my first. I wouldn't want it to be anyone else.” I keep staring out the window as I speak, unable to look at him while I say something so embarrassing.

“You're welcome,” he replies, a chuckle rumbling in his chest. Then he pushes back in, pressing right on this one spot.

“Nngghh!” I grunt as the spike of pleasure suddenly mixes in with the grinding pain of him still forcibly stretching me to fit him inside.

He continues his small, gently thrusts for a few minutes, slowly allowing my body to accept him, the pain fading away. He grunts and winces sometimes, sharp teeth grinding for some reason. I don't know what it is, but it looks unpleasant... This doesn't... feel bad for him, does it? Am I too tight? Does it hurt for him too?

Just as it's starting to feel good, I begin worrying about that. I definitely remember seeing online that sex pretty much always feels good for men, but does that go for altraska? I don't know...

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Then he pushes deep again, hitting this one place inside. I gasp, back twitching and clenching up from the best spike of pleasure yet.

“Fuck!” Malic suddenly grunts. His head rolls back, his hips hitting mine with a more forceful thrust than before. My head goes white instantly. I cry out, hands balling up and toes curling.

Holy shit, that's what real sex feels like!?

But before I can even think past that, I feel the gush of pulsing heat deep inside of me. Malic gasps a few times, making small, twitching thrusts with his hips that send a few more glorious jolts from my groin.

However, I'm far more focused on the bursts of spreading heat.

He just... came inside me...

I try to tell myself it's fine.

I knew this would happen.

I knew I might get pregnant.

It only makes it a little less scary.

As long as it's Malic, it's fine...

It's fine...

After a while, he recovers. Once he does, he carefully pulls out.

“Sorry, I didn't mean to finish so fast,” Malic suddenly apologizes. “I got way too worked up with all the foreplay, and you're really tight.”

“N-n-no...” I sputter, both from the apology and the incredibly awkward information he just threw out like it was nothing.

“No, really. We didn't even get to the good part, you barely got past the pain... I'm really sorry.”

“R-really, it's fine.” Oh my god it was going to get better?

He must be able to read the thought from the look on my face, because he gives a somewhat awkward grin. “You don't want to... keep going, do you...?”

“W-well...” I mean, if he just came, he won't be able to again anyway, right? Is that the same for them? “Uhh, can you even... get it up now?” I ask awkwardly. I know it takes a while for humans.

“Yeah, it should be fine, but only if you want to.” He puts up a hand, and directly warns me, “If we do, I might cum inside you again.”

When he says it like that... I bite my lip. God damn it, I don't want to get pregnant. How could I willingly do something like that and risk it? But at the same time, my body is screaming... I still don't know what real sex feels like...

Do I really want to find out the next time Master Liina commands me to have sex with someone? Someone who treats me who knows what way? What if they do it forcibly? Wasn't the point of this to give me a good first time?

I... haven't had a whole first experience yet. I sigh. That decides it. The point isn't to go until he reaches orgasm, it's to go until I do.

“Master wanted me to have a good first experience, I haven't had the whole thing yet. So... please continue...” I mumble through the last bit.

“Alright.” Malic nods seriously. Then he takes me by the shoulder and pulls me forward. “Here, do this. It'll be important for you to know later.”

Despite my burning face when I realize what he's doing, I let him pull my head right up to his crotch. His penis is still kind of flaccid after his orgasm, so...

I've seen enough to know what I'm supposed to do, but it doesn't make it any less mortifying. Taking it in my hand, I shiver. It's all smooth and nothing like the rest of his furry body. And hot and kind of twitching in my hand... And slimy from my juices.

This thing was just inside me...

Oh my god...

I stroke it awkwardly, and despite my haphazard movements, he begins to stiffen up again immediately. I guess altraska really don't need as much time to recover as humans...

After getting him hard, he has me lick him a little bit. It's... actually kind of unpleasant. Sweaty and slimy, plus some semen still lingering at the tip.

That turns out to be... alright. No real taste, which seems odd somehow. It's... kind of whitish, almost like glue. There's no way human semen looked like that with human porn, right? Maybe I'm misremembering, I tried not to watch much of it.

After a minute or two fumbling my way through that, he says it's enough, and pushes me down again.

“Ok, I'll do my best to give you your good experience,” Malic says seriously, and I nod back. My heart is doing flips at the thought, and I actually think I'm starting to get an adrenaline rush from the anticipation.

Then he pushes back inside me. It's smoother this time, but it still makes me grit my teeth until he finishes, completely filling me again. Shit why does it hurt and feel good at the same time now?

I think my hole started to contract again after he pulled out, because it takes a little time for the twinges of pain to subside as he thrusts slowly in and out.

Oh god wow. Now that he's doing it properly, it's nothing like those little, careful, gentle movements to get me used to his size. It's just, everything feels good inside me and everywhere he touches sends lightning bursts of pleasure spiking out. I can't believe anything can feel this incredible. I could get addicted to this...

It takes him some time to get into his rhythm, but bit by bit, he finds my sweet spots, and focuses on them, each thrust and rub bringing delighted gasps and euphoric moans.

His big hands wrap around my hips, his pace slowly but steadily increasing. With it, the pleasure just keeps growing, like my body is going to melt into a puddle of joy.

From time to time, he kisses me, or slows down to massage my breasts or pinch my nipples playfully, every time getting another thrilled squeak for his efforts.

Fuck he's so good at this, it's not long before he knows exactly how to make my heart sing and my knees shake. After one particularly passionate kiss, he draws back and asks, “Yumi, would you be alright with trying another position?”

“S-sure...” I answer awkwardly. What position does he want to try? It's immediately clear when he pulls me up and turns me around.

Doggystyle... ironic...?

I only have a few moments to muse over that, before he grabs my butt and spreads my cheeks. His penetration from behind is so smooth, every trace of pain gone. It's incredible that my body can accommodate him...

This time, he does it a little rougher, his hips meeting mine with some force.

Oh god!

It's so much better than missionary!

Deeper, with his tip digging into this one fucking incredible spot all the way inside that feels like fire and sends me into clenching spasms every single time because holy fucking wow. It's like I'm floating, like I'm going to black out. My hands clench, knuckles white in the bedsheets.

My slowly building orgasm from before now rockets upward, hips shaking and moaning gasps ringing out through the room with the slap of our hips and Malic's panting, snarled grunts. “Y-yes, like that!” I cry, so he keeps on as he is, doing it just right.

He squeezes my hips hard with his huge hands, thrusting deep, filling me up so much that I can't even think at all anymore. Everything is flying away. I think I lose time. There's nothing but the pure, animal pleasure.

“Malic! Malic! Fuck! I'm- I'm cumming!” I gasp out when I feel it coming, the building heat all rushing through me at once, racing outward.

I shake and buck and clench and everything turns to mush in my brain and all that's left is him, fucking my brains out. He just keeps going, the hard thrusts into my spasming, clenching pussy drawing so much pleasure out that I start gushing. I can't control it at all, my love juices just drenching everything until Malic plunges all the way to the base.

“Yumi!” he grunts loudly, and spurts his seed deep inside me again. Shooting, and shooting, and shooting... Oh god I feel so full...

I knew it would happen, but some part of my mind is despairing anyway. The rest of me is too consumed with the ongoing tremors of my own orgasm to react with anything but pure euphoria at the satisfying, hot fullness pouring into me...

Eventually, we come down, and I manage to untangle my hands from the bedsheets I forgot I was holding onto like my life depended on it.

Then Malic pulls out, a loud squelch and trickle of semen running out after. He came a lot more than last time... Refusing to think past how amazing it felt to be filled up so much, to the implications of it, I slowly roll onto my back and stretch out on the bed, entranced by the slowly spreading puddle on the sheets.

I was tired before. After that, I'm absolutely fucking spent.

It's just a minute later that the door opens and Master Liina walks in.

Some part of me just now realizes that despite her leaving us alone for the act, she could totally hear everything... That part tells the other parts, and I end up flushing bright red from ear to ear.

“Well, looks like you two really went at it,” she chuckles. With a meaningful look at the warm goo still pouring from between my legs, she says, “And you said you were worried about getting pregnant...”

I cover my face in shame. Don't rub it in...

What am I going to do...?

“O-only because it's Malic...” I mumble shyly, turning my gaze away from both of them.

Master Liina walks over, rubbing my head gently. “Remember, this is one of your duties too. You may need to do this with people a lot less pleasant than Malic in the future, in much worse circumstances. I really wanted to make sure your first time was good. I'm glad to see that it was.”

Her pointing out that I'll need to do it again hurts a little, but I'm realizing once more how much she tries to care for me, even if she commands me to do things like this. I still feel conflicted, but... but I'll obey, for her.

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It takes a while before I can stand again, and every movement sends kind of awkward aches and pains shooting through my entire pelvis and thighs. It makes it feel really awkward and uncomfortable to walk and I end up limping weirdly.

By the time I'm up and walking, Malic has already cleaned up and left, giving a pleasant farewell on his way out.

The first thing I do is get myself washed up, which unfortunately includes cleaning more and more of Malic's gooey semen out from inside me.....

Oh shit I am so fucked.

After that comes washing our ravaged, sticky bedsheets, then the carpet in the bedroom, to get the house all back in order. From there on, it's back to business as usual.

The next day, I get my period. Just like, ten days after the last one. Probably brought on by way too much stress yesterday. It feels awful, with cramps and bleeding worse than usual, but I don't even care.

Thank fucking god, I'm not going to get pregnant.