To my child,

I didn't die.

She saved me. I know she did it to ensure your loyalty in the future, but either way I owe my life to her. You know who she is.

This is my karma. I pray you will not be bound by this karma. I don't understand how karma works. It was her ancestor who healed me and told me I had a karmic debt to her now. If I ever find a way to repay the debt I will do it. I just wish I wouldn't burden you with it. Do not let them put pressure on you for my sake, whatever happens to me is my fate and you do not owe me anything. I hope you can life without being burdened by my existence.

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I am still not sure where I will live in the future. They said they might allow me to see you when you're older.

Grow. Live. Play.

Even with your lowly origin, as long as you are loyal to her you should be fine. Maybe it is wishful thinking, but I pray your childhood will be wonderful and carefree.

If I had any hope of you reading this letter before you became an adult I wouldn't have written what I did. But there is no way you will. These letters are just another way for her to bind you.

Maybe I shouldn't write at all.

I just can't stop myself.

Your mother