I looked at the frame below me, not at her face, but at her beautifully moving breasts as I gave her thrust after thrust. Her warm womb sucked me in, the tightness and wetness of her encouraged me to go harder on her, allowing her young breasts to jiggle even more. She moaned and threw her head back, her flawless skin was filled with drops of sweat.

"Prophet Aouam... I am more than willing to accept your seed." She panted, her voice husky.

I gave her a few more deep thrusts before finishing my full load inside of her tight womb. She felt great, the insides of her felt great. She was a good doll to be using for such pleasures.

I pulled out of her and sat by the edge of the bed, drinking water to help my exhaustion.

She moved and hugged me from behind, her fingers moving along my right arm, stroking it gently.

"You're the prophet who'll save us all. I have my deepest faith in you. When you save our Pardesia from the firm grip of the Dominus Generis, we'll all finally be able to live in peace again."

Her words soothed my ears, but nothing she said was certain as of yet. There was a plan, tactics and strategies but there hasn't been any success yet.

"We'll find that out sooner or later. And then we'll know whether the Gods favour us or if there's still a grudge they're holding against us for allowing their rulership to be thrown over."

I moved away from her and got dressed. By any means, the last thing I wanted was to get attached to a woman. I needed to empty myself once in a while, but I wasn't going to have a relationship anytime soon. Especially not with the mission at hand, never forgetting the vision for the perfect future of Pardesia. My home land.

//Flashback//

8 o'clock already? For the Gods of Pardesia's sake, it was that late? Damn it, it seems like I overslept again. I'll have to be quick or I'll be late for school again.

I jumped out of bed and got dressed , ran to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I quickly went to the hall to put on my shoes, kissing my mother goodbye.

I ran fast towards school, there was little time left. My stomach growled but silly me refused mothers offer to take some bread she just baked with me.

"Good morning! Late again, Aouam?" Dawood waved at me. As every morning, he walked to school with his sisters, Sanaaz his older and Lapis his younger.

"Don't lecture me boy! It's not like you know what it means to be on time!" I snapped at Dawood, feeling annoyed he always had to point out my fault for sleeping in.

"Good morning Aouam, I'm happy to see you're well. Don't let my brother's words get to you. He's an idiot as you know!" Sanaaz giggled and greeted me with a warm smile.

"Me? An idiot? Now Sanaaz I'd expect Lapis to call me that but you of all people?! My big sister should protect me!" Dawood cried out annoyingly.

It made me sigh.

"Tsk! Would you act more like a man already Dawood? You put enough shame on our families name by losing to Haxamanis in the last official sword fight already. Don't make it worse!" Lapis remarked, she seemed to just join Sanaaz in bullying their brother.

It almost made me feel sorry for him. I didn't want to imagine what living with these two fierce females would be like. What a poor lad.

My stomach started to growl again.

"Aouam? Don't tell me you woke up so late again you didn't have time to eat something?" Sanaaz questioned, the worry clear in her voice.

"I can eat when I'm back home. No big issue with that."

"Come on now, we've got a cafeteria at our school. Be normal and eat there." Dawood said.

"Well we're going to spend the break together anyway so you can eat with us." Sanaaz reassured.

The four of us continued on our laughing and chatting as we walked towards the school and once we arrived we met three other individuals.

"Haxamanis buddy good morning!" Dawood couldn't hold back his excitement and jumped at Haxamanis.

"What the-?! Stop this already so early in the morning." Haxamanis brushed Dawood off and grit his teeth lightly.

"Why did you leave home before us anyway Haxamanis?" Lapis asked, wondering.

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"I wanted to walk to school in peace, without that fool there." He pointed to Dawood.

A girlish laughter started at the remark. Our gathered group looked over to the female who laughed so hard at such a trivial attempt at a joke.

The female in question was none other but Minu Hayati. The fairest girl in Ilum Maru, her skin was even fairer than the skin of Lapis, who was known for her unique looks. Lapis took after her Maltifrian mother more than after her Pardesian father, which is why she always stood out.

With Minu it was a little different. No one knew for sure where she got that fair skin, the hazel eyes and the red brown hair from.

It has never been confirmed but it's widely believed that her mother was not impregnated by her husband but by the God of Determination, Dariuman.

"What are you laughing so hard at? Aren't you shameless? Laughing at anything funny Haxamanis says! Stupid!" Lapis said and went on her way into the school building.

Ours was a small school, there were actually no classes. Because to fill a class, we were too few. So we were all in the same class.

Sanaaz and I were the oldest but we were still in the same class with Lapis, Minu, Haxamanis and Mubina, which were all two years younger than us. While Dawood was a year younger than us.

There were 17 pupils in total. Between ages 6 and 16 and we were all taught the same stuff.

However we had a school system that was different from the rest of the world. But I didn't know just how different it was until I left Ilum Maru.

We were taught language, science, mathematics, sport and the like just as anywhere else, but beside that we were also taught to defend our heritage and our village. We were taught about our Gods and about the blood of them which was inside of us. We were a chosen people, we were the descendants of the Gods of Pardesia who ruled these lands before the great invasion about 500 years ago.

Once in class, class started by singing our village's Hymne. Our village never accepted to sing the hymn that was forced upon Pardesia.

„Raise proud children of Ilum Maru!"

(Hymne starts)

We are the pride of our Godly ancestors,

Their blood flows through our veins,

With fierce glory we protect the gates of Ilum Maru,

Never to fall

Never to forget the truth about creation,

We are the chosen,

Those chosen by the Gods,

To protect and to spread glory,

To the world covered in a hideous lie.

May the Gods forgive them,

May they blow their houses away,

Whatever the punishment,

We stand forever with our Gods,

No matter how oppressed

We stand in eternal glory with our Gods

(Hymne ends)

"Take your seats!"

Class started with mathematics usually, the morning was full of book readings and lectures. It was the part where you used the brain. In the afternoon, the second part of our teachings started.

The physical part.

Sword fighting.

Fist Fight.

Defense tactics suited for anyone no matter size, age or gender.

Learning to use any type of weapon including daggers, axes and so forth.

And lastly, magic.

The last part was only for those with potential to use it.

And there were just two with that potential in our class. Mubina, who became a skilled healer, the famed nurse of the village and Lapis, who had a great amount of magical energy stored inside of her, but she was never able to awaken her true potential.

The magus of our village foreshadowed though, that one day, Lapis will bring back the great beasts who brought down our Gods and that she will be able to control them.

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School was over, most were already home, but I waited for someone specific.

The girl with long, black hair and a beautiful face came running towards me , waving.

"I'm sorry it took so long! I kind of got lost in the sword fight there. It was great!" Sanaaz spoke full of excitement.

"With Haxamanis again? When the two of you battle it's like a never ending story. I'm sure you will continue tomorrow?"

"Of course! My blood is boiling whenever I fight him! He's talented but also my greatest rival. We've grown a lot together."

I would have asked any other girl if she was hurt but with Sanaaz there was no need. She was a more formidable sparring partner to Haxamanis than Dawood was. And Haxamanis was the prodigy of our village.

"So how was my Cous Cous?"

There was that girlish side to her finally.

"It was delicious. Thank you Sanaaz. You saved my day. I was lying this morning. I couldn't have survived the day without any food, so you really saved me there."

Sanaaz stopped suddenly.

"You know that'd I'd always do this for you... "

I stopped too and turned to look at her. Getting closer I wrapped my arms around her. Which she did too, resting her head on my chest.

This stunning beauty , the intelligent girl who had amongst the highest scores in our class, the talented sword fighter, was also the girl I loved for the longest time.

Flashback end////////

So I remembered again? It seemed to happen whenever I slept with a woman. Did I still look for her in my arms? Did I still love her? Did I miss her? I wasn't able to answer all these questions... I just knew that not having her here and not knowing where she was hurt me.