TAKING RESPONSIBILITIES

We arrived back at Lucien’s mansion a little late for dinner. However, Lucien seemed to be in an

extraordinarily good mood. This seemed too good to be real, so it probably was. Something must be

bothering him, and I had a very educated guess of what it was. I wasn’t sure if he had overheard

Edward and I making love, but I sincerely hope not. This was a question that I will never broach with

him unless he brought it up himself. Guessing from how Lucien is feigning to be in an overly good

mood, if he figured it out, he didn’t want to directly discuss or cause an argument about it.

I should just play along for now. If I’m obedient and well behaved, perhaps he will slowly forget and

forgive what happened. Regardless of whether he could hear us over the phone or not; Lucien must be

mad that I went to Edwards’s house without his permission. It was not like he didn’t suspect my

relationship with Edward before. Sorry Lucien, I managed to hurt you again. I sighed softly as I sat

down at the dinner table, hoping that Lucien did not realize.

Reiner stood politely at the corner of the room as he watched over Lucien and me. I felt very

uncomfortable with how Lucien was acting. All I could do was silently pray that things will turn out for

the better.

“Welcome home, Natalia,” Lucien said with a gentle smile.

“Thank you. Sorry, I’m a little late for dinner,” I replied back with a small smile. I didn’t miss his stress on

the word ‘home’ just now.

“How is my brother doing?” Lucien asked in a flat voice.

“He’s doing well but he seems quite busy with work,” I replied equally flatly. I’m sure Lucien had no

interest whatsoever in how Edward was doing.

“I see. Do you want to continue working with him?” Lucien asked.

“I…just want to find something to do so that I can, you know, start my career,” I answered, carefully

picking my words. I wasn’t sure if Lucien was baiting me or not. Truthfully, I wanted to return to the lab

because I enjoyed working there regardless of whether Edward was there or not.

“I’ll consider it. Let’s talk about our trip. Let’s go next Friday and come back on Saturday. You should be

free, right?” Lucien said as he picked at his food with clear disinterest. At least he was going to

consider the possibility of me going back to work…

“Yes, I’m free but are you sure that it’s ok?” I asked with concern.

“Why wouldn’t it be?” he replied, cocking his head to the side with confusion.

“Well, we come back on Saturday and Sunday is your wedding…so…” I replied softly. I can’t believe

that Lucien’s wedding to Angela was just around the corner. I haven’t prepared for it and honestly, I

didn’t want to.

“I don’t see any problem,” Lucien stated and that was that. I didn’t mind, we could even skip the entire

wedding altogether, but I wasn’t sure how the wedding would play out if the groom didn’t turn up. Trust

me, I wasn’t concerned at all.

“Ok. Let’s go,” I replied with a bright smile. I looked forward to spending time with Lucien. We haven’t

been on a holiday together for a long time. I wonder how things would change now that our relationship

had evolved.

We ate dinner peacefully while exchanging casual conversation. It seemed that things have returned to

normal and that was scaring me more than anything. I couldn’t tell what Lucien was thinking or feeling.

Soon dinner came to an end. Lucien didn’t seem to be in a hurry today, maybe he didn’t have work to

do tonight for a change.

“Natalia, please come with me to my study,” Lucien instructed as he left the room before me.

I stared as his back as he walked away. I wonder what he wanted to talk about privately. Inviting me to

his study was a clear sign that he wanted to be alone with me without Reiner or other members of staff

around.

“Natalia…if you want…” Reiner started saying as he came to stand by my side.

“It’s ok. I’ll go. You can wait for me in my bedroom. Lucien won’t hurt me. I’ll definitely survive and come

back to you,” I said half seriously and half-jokingly. I sounded like I was going out to fight a war and that

was what it felt like. Lucien will probably hurt me with his words rather than his actions. However, I

knew that I could bear it because nothing hurts worst than heartbreak.

“I’ll wait for you. If you don’t return in one hour, I will come for you,” Reiner said reassuringly as he

placed a warm hand on my shoulder. I smiled up at him.

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Lucien’s study seemed bigger and colder than normal today. Either that or I felt much smaller than I

usually do in this room. Lucien only converses with me in this room if he has something very serious to

say or discuss. Other talks are done in more relaxed spaces such as the living room, the dining room,

my bedroom and other common area of the mansion.

“Come here,” Lucien said as he waved me over when I entered his study. I closed the large door

behind me firmly before approaching him. I walked over and sat down on the chair on the opposite side

of his large wooden work desk.

“Not there, come here…” Lucien said as he gestured for me to come to his side. I hesitantly walked

around the large work desk to stand by his side.

“What did you want to discuss?” I asked nervously while keeping a smile on my face. copyrighted © content.

“Sit,” Lucien directed as his hand pulled me onto his lap.

“Lucien…” I whispered his name in surprise.

I could feel the warmth of his body on my back as he wrapped his arms around me. His hot breath was

very close to my ear, and it made me even more nervous. Lucien kissed my ear gently a few times as

he waited for me to calm down and settle in his lap.

“Your body is so soft, I love hugging you like this,” Lucien said happily as he hugged me tighter.

“This is a little embarrassing…” I whispered shyly. I’m sure he didn’t call me in here just to hug me and

play around with me. However, I didn’t know what he wanted either.

“Do you get embarrassed when my brother touches you too?” Lucien asked softly. I froze.

“I…” I started to explain but didn’t know how to go on.

“You don’t need to say anything…I’ll see for myself,” Lucien said as his hands slowly worked to remove

my clothes.

“Lucien…please wait!” I protested, struggling a little against him.

“Stay still…let’s not make this harder for both of us than it has to be,” Lucien spoke slowly as he

continued to leisurely strip me until I was completely naked.

Since I was in a hurry leaving Edward’s house, I did not have time to fully inspect my body for any love

marks or other signs of my love making sessions with Edward. Lucien’s full attention and scrutiny of my

now naked body was making me nervous and uncomfortable. By now, I was quite convinced that he

must have heard us over the phone, or he was at least suspected that I slept with his brother.

This is a real nightmare come true. Of all the people, I didn’t want Lucien to find out about my other

lovers, especially not my relationship with Edward, who is his brother. Lucien must be boiling with

anger deep inside and I wasn’t sure how or if I could fix this. The fact that he did not explode with anger

scares me more than if he just shouted at me outright.

“Tell me where he touched you. Did he touch you here? Suck you here?” Lucien asked in a low and

seductive voice as his large hands cupped my breasts softly.

--To be continued...