Cover story 33: What will I do

To take on a new burden, because now not even people can look you in the eye without loosing interest in your patronage, it cost a family their health and as their daughter lost a mother and father it was also costing their wealth. They were no longer people in peoples eyes, just a joke, but visiting their graves still hurt like the first time. An allegory for when you lose your body you lose a sense of being in the eyes of others that almost nobody shows without a motive, the daughter chose a path of regret and now what, she was still good wasn't she?

Time can pass but the time you spent with them still hurts like the first visit.

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I don’t remember big brother vividly. He was always distant and I felt alone. So I spent more time with my twin brothers as a way to deal with it, but occasionally, Sakura or Neova would show up. Big brother Sakura was always goofy around us, but when he was with Neova his attitude changed to being more rude and mean, not in the mean way. But Neova was also caring, whenever I needed him and when I wanted special treatment. He seemed annoyed but a part of him enjoyed what I had to offer. This one time it was my birthday and I received flowers from him and a ride on his back. He even yelled make believe, to fit the fantasy of driving a fast bicycle.

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When I was a child I remember or have small instances of remembering moments with him ... when I was a child, like being held up by him. I remember him giving the same treatment to the twins, after finding out who he was I had mixed emotions.

Like what exactly?

I found it odd, but the pat on the head gave it away, since his eyes were still the same. His eyes were specific, and in some instances it felt like he read the future. He predicted events before happening. But I also saw him as being lucky.

I also remember loving to get picked up by Sakura, it was sad but fun.

Did you ever feel betrayed?

No, I remembered brother and the good times. The twins were nice too, when I felt alone they were who I was with often and it was nice. Like I was a part of something again. I loved my time with brother Sakura and brother Neova and then the most fun was my time with the twins. Fin.