Cover story 27: An old game played again

Ashphalter splattered across the dumpster I guess even the craziest people can't take a punch or two, just left to recall what was that kick was it physical or was it alcoholic. The lights were shining a new blue and Ashphalter in defeat lays back again, with the feeling of you know what nothings been going my way, either you die a hero or life long enough to see yourself turn into a villain.

And ... he was sound asleep

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“Come on now dog”, said Malfonz with a grin.

“Can I take a break I feel tired”, said Neova while on the ground

“I can find you wherever you are, so you have til noon for your freedom, enjoy what little freedom you have”

I CAN’T STAND THIS, I CAN’T STAND THIS, he muttered to himself as he stabbed his arm over and over. But he notices his little sister Akari, she was lifeless, “HEY, hey little sister are you alright, co-come on don’t leave your big brother all alone, DON’T IGNORE ME BASTARD”, Neova said while shaking the dead body with more and more intensity.

“You were the only one I had, even my true family or this new family never spoke to me this much, wherever I looked you were there please don’t leave me I don’t have anyone without you”. Neova starts to smother his face in dirt while his arms are in front of his head.

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When you become a monster, the reader can no longer see you as a person anymore, when that happens every ounce of the diary is lost because who cares about a monsters excuses over taking a life anymore, the more steps you take the more the camera falls behind you as you once did to yourself remember that. A monster is just that, but when a monster doesn't take a step anywhere the reader becomes bored, when the monster takes a step back the reader distances themselves from the monster, but when the monster doesn't change just starts walking ... not backwards ... not right or left ... maybe we can start reading that diary again someday. What does Neova's face look like, what color are his eyes, does he have freckles, does he even have a face, Akari has brown eyes and a freckle less face with black hair, Sakura has blue eyes of knowledge and a brown to black hair mix and so does Ichika, the twins are both ginger with freckles to boot, as well as having black eyes full. Malfonz he has red hair but nobody knows if it's colored or natural, but even his face is hidden as if he never had one.

Unlawfully taken from Royal Road, this story should be reported if seen on Amazon.

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Neova wants to feel anything, but all he can do is make scream-like sounds trying to cry, but his eyes don’t shed a tear, his eyes instead begin to redden but not get wet. “NOBODY EVER WANTED TO TALK TO ME, NOBODY APPROACHED ME, ONLY YOU, NOW THE ONLY PIECE OF SHIT LEFT ME, I DON’T DESERVE TO LIVE, (SCREAM)”.

A person that approaches you first when you are alone wants you, a person that bats an eye doesn’t care.

Tick,

Screw that clock.

Neova knew nothing of his family even when he was young, he would talk occasionally to Ichika or Sakura but they never came to him for any seconds of their lives, it was always he, it was always Neova who was running after them. (I'd love to say that, Ichika didn't care but Sakura did, why else would I when he stopped talking, he came too me I JUST NEVER BAT AN EYE, WHAT MAKES ME DIFFERENT THAN THOSE WHO WRONGED ME IF I WRONG THE ONES COMING NEXT, those words ring hollow not until I die once to really grasp it, am I too far gone can I change ... no do I see a worth in it before I clench my fists and EXCUSE MY ACTIONS AGAIN).

Tick, tok,

The bell chimes for new years, it's almost night time, the people out there are waiting for the bell to chime again. Suprised a rusty clock can still work even after all this time, but now the second chime just doesn't hit the same as the first.

Neova did not appreciate Akari because she ran after him, but because she was ok with it and the twins were the same. They were ok with spending time with the one sibling who actually responded to them, who was closest, that was Neova. They were family but also a friend. Sakura wasn't always there, but he cared, not everyone is bad ... GET IT THROUGH YOUR DAMN HEAD.

10

(Run, run to see if they are alive)

9

(Run, run to a better place)

8

(Run, run to attack)

7

(Run, run because it is time, it is noon)

6

I don’t know what to do, all I was doing was patting out time. I felt fear, I don’t think she's gone, she must be ignoring me, yes that must be it. ¤KEEP YOUR MIND IN CHECK¤, they all must be ignoring me.

5

(Run, Run, RUN)

4

I am running, I am running, I see flashing red lights swarm around me. I go left, I go back but it feels like there is a force pushing me to where I must not be. I wanna bargain for anything, I wanna bargain my soul, my life, anything not to open the door which contains truth.

3

(RUN, BOY RUN, FOR THE BIG BAD WOLF WILL POUNCE)

2

But Neova, without an understanding for where he ran to, Malfonz was sitting right there, it was noon, it was them, their half cut up bodies, they were all dead and no excuses could help save this moment, they were dead not pretend. (WHY). Fin.

"You know I gotta make a big entrance to this sad saaad display of running away". Boom went new years.

"I lost count what year is it again big guy".