1/X/20XX
As my wise wife once said,
Remembering is believing and forgetting is sinning.
'Tis a pity she's now dead,
So I wander alone, now somewhat missing.
She was a good lass, what a great shame.
I walked through my rooms, remembering her name.
As the flowers once bloomed, they finally withered and died,
I wonder if she got to heaven, or got sadly denied.
2/X/20XX
Today I just slumped,
remembering the good times that there were.
One day I got dumped,
I rebounded through fate and finally met her.
She was a diamond, in my mental rough,
As I tried to meet her, I found it so tough.
But as the words kept pouring, I gradually recovered,
And at the end of all this, we became lovers.
3/X/20XX
Maybe it's my fault it came to this end.
I mean, I saw it all coming with my addiction to gain.
Somehow I feel like I could not mend,
My heart once beating, now stopped by the pain.
Curse love and all it has done!
Why can't I have grabbed that gun?!
A moment of doubt, a few slow reactions,
And the next thing I knew, she stopped all of her actions.
4/X/20XX
The phone is still ringing,
In a desperate hope to reach me.
Can't it just stop ringing?
There's no chance to reach me!
How come I'm here still standing?
Is this the punishment god's demanding?
I lie here, depressed and confused.
Maybe the devil himself is slightly amused.
5/X/20XX
Still slumping,
My muscles declining,
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My room is now jumping,
My own thoughts colliding.
Is living really worth the pain?
Am I the target of my own blame?
Could I even continue now?
Do I even know how?
6/X/20XX
Life makes no sense,
I can't imagine why.
My crumbling defense.
Now I can only cry.
I finally hear them, the sirens of police.
Maybe it's time to make my own peace.
My heart starts to race, is it finally time?
Why do I even bother to continue this rhyme?
13/X/20XX
My week in the hospital was finally over,
Prevented from sharp objects, that included my pen.
I had managed to forget my one-time lover,
And got released from that place back to my den.
On my way back, I was so delighted.
The first look inside, I wouldn't have fore-sighted.
My stuff was gone, mold and dust were all that was left.
I started to get sad since it was my first case of theft.
14/X/20XX
I go to the police, report in hand,
Only to get yelled at and told 'piss off'.
Unable to retort, I kneel in the sand,
I just stay there, tears rolling off.
I-I just can't stop writing,
The injustices I can't stop fighting...
16/X/20XX
Who am I fooling?
My life's a joke and I know it.
Blood is now pooling,
My life's over and I know it.
My rich life turned poor,
I'm now at death's door.
My life is ticking away, despair engulfing me.
Hello my dear, did you miss me?