What does one have to do to grasp the concept called happiness? Was it to sacrifice one aspect of you to gain much more or to deprived one to gain it? This story does not bequeath a thrilling adventure that explores the world or to defeat a nemesis. This story is nothing ambitious for action and fighting that stimulates and drives a person to move. It's just a story of a lone boy who became a girl in a world unknown to her. She wishes nothing but a happiness that was snatched from her by fate. She wishes nothing but a role to play; big or small. She wishes nothing a small fraction of satisfaction life can offer. She doesn't want to fight for her fate or to defeat someone. She just simply desire to give her self the smallest value for someone who is alive for the second time around.  For her, living aimlessly is punishment; death is a cruel salvation for escape; a sense of value dictates your existence measure.Note: It is another genderbender. There is nothing profane or sexually explicit about this novel. It will only run for 5-7 chapters.