my mind races with hundreds of thoughts, the majority being pure confusion and panic, I mean what do you expect I just watched the heat death of the universe expecting my imminent death and now here I am sitting in a void with nothing but my thoughts, Is this the afterlife? I was never religious always thought it would just be void after death, wait I guess I was right then wasn't I, no wait that's not right I mean I thought I would simply cease you know, head empty no thoughts kinda thing but no now im in a void with no sensation and only my thoughts to comfort me, am I dreaming? no I died so that's not possible. no wait maybe this is some sort of simulation that's not impossible I literally pioneered ai generated virtual spaces so maybe im in some sort of simulation? though im pretty sure we never had any computers good enough to run a universe back when I originally left the UPA (united planetary alliance) for that expedition so I highly doubt that and all the computers machines and systems inside me would easily detect a simulation, not to mention that not even the most advanced sensors in the UPA could even hope to notice or understand all my implants so they couldn't have simply sent my consciousness into a simulation as I definitely still had the implants before I died so what is this?
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*flash*
holy shit what the fuck was that my eyes hurt!!! no wait I don't have eyes anymore and I cant feel anything but something definitely hurt right then what was that? I look around but that's not right I cant look around more I focus my senses around me? I cant describe it but what I see is strange. or more specifically what I don't see, I don't see colors I see... information? that's weird its like I can feel the energy around me and the forms it takes, oh that ones bouncing up and down in a wave while moving in a specific direction is that a photon?
*another flash*
another flash of pain pierces me as an incredible amount of information enters my brain, do I even have a brain? never mind that's not important what is important is now I can, see/sense? trillions of photons traveling around me in every which way and I know what color each photon is, I cant see color per say but I can see and instinctively know the wavelength of each photon for example that one is 673.97 nanometers in wavelength which should put it towards the end of the red spectrum if I remember correctly? FUCK that hurts! ok now I can see red... WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!!!