Well that was certainly a revelation, while ill admit that proving once and for all that bouncing theory is correct shouldn't surprise me nearly as much as the fact that I am not only alive to witness it but no longer seem to inhabit any sort of material form, my senses seem to extend throughout the entirety of the currently existing universe although unless I specifically focus my senses on an area it almost feels like its behind a thick wall of fog, I can see its outline in the mist and know its there but nothing more, and if I want to I can even watch the quarks around me move, although its nothing like my vision back when I was alive given things this small simply don't emit or reflect photons I somehow can intuitively understand them, which is awesome! I can do so much with this no more need for all the fancy machines and technology needed to even detect their presence in my past life I can now see them like I would an ant walking! Time for some experiments!

Well its been a few days and once the novelty wore of the situation im in slowly sunk in, while its cool to witness the birth of the universe and be able to watch the very particles that make up everything with no issues I've had a lot of time to think, and that made me realize, im going to be here for a while, and not being able to do anything other than watch particles move gets incredibly boring after a while, I was never a social person in my last life so being alone hasn't really affected me emotionally yet but that still confuses me, humans need for communication wasn't entirely conscious and being totally solitary was terrible for someone mental health so I should feel something, even in my past life I sometimes had bouts of loneliness but now im totally fine, which makes me think something changed about my mind when I died, although that honestly shouldn't surprise me given I don't even have a body now it still makes me feel weird, what if im not myself anymore? are my memories even real? But I abandoned those thoughts quickly, even if all my memories are fake it doesn't really matter does it, but god damn am I bored, I've even begun to narrate my thoughts as if im some character in a book to try and pass the ti!

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OW THAT HURTS! I curl up in agony or at least I would if I had a body but this is weird, its not like the pain I've felt before after arriving here, this pain was definitely physical and that confuses me as I didn't think I had a body anymore but I can feel where its coming from so I focus my senses towards the source. and right there was something that I had never seen before, it was a small black ball, about the size of a proton and perfectly smooth save for small portion of the side missing and somehow I knew it was important, I knew it was directly in the center of the new universe but why and what it was I had no idea, but then I noticed what had caused the pain, a random hydrogen atom had collided with the sphere and split a small part of it off, and a feeling of fear enveloped me, it came from nowhere and confused me greatly as I had no clue where it came from or why I was scared but for some reason I instinctively knew I couldn't let this orb get hit again, but as I looked around I instantly noticed that several other particles were on a collision course, not many in the grand scheme of things but a few and some where close, and fear struck me again as I watched a stray electron sheer past glancing off the side creating a small grove, and another wave of pain assaulted me, but what terrified me was another incoming hydrogen atom, this one set to hit the orb center mass, and I knew that if that hit the orb would break, and Instinctively I knew that would kill me, in sheer panic I tried everything I could think of to stop it thinking of all the random spells and bullshit from those novels I read in my past life cursing as nothing happened and as the hydrogen atom got closer I felt something new, a sort of field surrounding my mind that seemed to move slightly as I focused on it but not having time to think of what it could be I threw it in the path of the hydrogen atom in desperation and to my shock, its course changed, ever so slightly but it did nonetheless, but not enough and I watched helplessly as it crashed into the orb, destroying all but a tiny side of it, and then everything went dark for the second time.