After taking a while to understand what's going on I've determined a few things, It seems that my core is where the singularity should be, which isn't surprising everything that enters a black hole ends up in its singularity, but I am surprised that my core seems wholly unaffected by being inside a black hole, in fact it seems to be repairing it, I've noticed whenever mass or energy enters the event horizon and disappears it my core seems to be slightly repaired, which is great that means my core will no longer be a cracked fragile mess but it does confuse me, their is a decent amount of mass entering the black hole but my core is repaired very slowly, despite being the size of an atom it takes a good amount of mater to even barely repair a crack, which leads me to think my core is unbelievably dense enough so it should have collapsed into a black hole, and yes I'm aware I'm in a black hole right now but as far as I'm aware from my last life as a scientist the core of a black hole should be an infinitely small and dense object called a singularity not the size of a atom, and another thing that confuses me is that outside of the black hole its presence seems not to affect the matter around it, which makes no sense objects around the black hole should be affected by gravity but in this case they act as if the black hole doesn't exist, only becoming affected by it after touching the event horizon, and instead of being sucked into the core it simply disappears instantly and repairs my core, so I've come to the conclusion that maybe this isn't actually a natural black hole or even done due to gravity but some sort of force that I'm not aware of, before I lost consciousness I did manage to slightly affect the atom that hit me so maybe its something similar just on a much larger scale? this needs further experimentation but ill figure that out later, first I want to take a look at the universe, I've notice that beyond the event horizon everything is still much more empty than it was before I lost consciousness and in the distance I can feel large bodies of high density within the void, focusing in on one at random I see its a large black hole, and another is a blue supergiant star that seems to be close to the end of its life, which makes me think of how long I've been unconscious, it has to have been millions if not billions of years which makes me have a small existential crisis due to my puny mortal sentience being unable to comprehend sleeping for so long, but that passes quickly, when I come across some sort of sensation I've never felt before, its almost indescribable but for whatever reason this feeling seems to contain the intention of life, whatever that means, I cant really describe it in a word but its as if the definition of life incarnate and in a frenzy I set my focus on the source of the feeling, and there I see it, on small planetoid orbiting a stable neutron star I see a single, tiny single cell organism, the most basic of basic life formed by pure happenstance with the perfect combination of molecules simply happening into the right configuration to form a basic single cell organism, but it dies as soon as it came, being pulled into a particularly basic concentration of water it gets torn apart, the one in a inconceivably high number rarity that was the formation of life snuffed out before it had a chance to establish a foothold on this planetoid, but this occurrence made me realize, if I can manipulate matter, and life is simply a certain assortment of matter, why cant i just create life?

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