Synopsis
Ray had long given up on achieving anything worthwhile in life, and his greatest ambition was to spend 24/7 reading books until the day he finally died. He had no one, and he wished for no one. Dealing with people was too exhausting and nerve-wrecking for him. He wasn’t lonely, happy or sad, he just was, empty. But even his only wish for death was not meant to be as he found himself in an endless cycle of life and death, with an egotistical backseat driver in his head, thrown into messed up worlds one after another.
So what to really expect? A pathetic protagonist who wants to change and become awesome, but is still pathetic and struggles with himself, tries to ignore problems, goes on long-winded outburst and internal monologues that makes you want to beat him up, and yell at him to just get his... stuff together. Just a broken man who's being throw around, and hoping to get somewhere. Sounds super fun and interesting right? Sometimes it's even funny, but I have a weird sense of humor I admit.
Schedule: new chapter on Fridays
Tags are to give me freedom, it might not be super accurate, just a general direction I think I want to write. But since I haven't actually written it yet I'm not 100% sure.
Content warnings, however, I'm 100% sure of, sometimes it's full of both emotional and physical abuse, and very messed up things happen.
Table of Contents
- 1Chapter 0 - Prologue: The End2024-11-13
- 2Chapter 1 – Father Wants to Show Off2024-11-13
- 3Chapter 2 – To Regain One’s Name2024-11-13
- 4Chapter 3 – A Birthday Gift2024-11-13
- 5Chapter 4 – A Kind Voice2024-11-13
- 6Chapter 5 – And He was Alone for a Very Long Time2024-11-13
- 7Chapter 6 – A Pretty Collar2024-11-13
- 8Chapter 7 – If You Die, You Will Be Dead2024-11-13
- 9Chapter 8 – This Is Fine2024-11-13
- 10Chapter 9 – A Peaceful Dawn2024-11-13
- 11Chapter 10 – The Caring Vorm2024-11-13
- 12Chapter 11 – A Thorough Explanation2024-11-13
- 13Chapter 12 – Ray the Wise2024-11-13
- 14Chapter 13 – A Confident, Bloodthirsty Demon2024-11-13
- 15Chapter 14 – Hard-Fought Battles2024-11-13
- 16Chapter 15 – A Warm Welcome2024-11-13
- 17Chapter 16 – Microwaves and a Dazzling City2024-11-13
- 18Chapter 17 – Underneath2024-11-13
- 19Chapter 18 – A Choice Offered, a Choice Made2024-11-13
- 20Chapter 19 – Another Ritual for Baby Ray2024-11-16