---- No...

moon goddess...

you cant do this to me.

I was finally happy...

no...

please No! Prepare to be a monster.....

My monster.

Geralds voice...

his earlier words to me echoed in my mind and I stagger back to press my palms on my ears.

He injected me with that liquid in his labortary.

But nothing happened to me then.

Why now? Why is it happening now all of a sudden? My mind went blank as the dots started to connect.

I had been feeling weak since the last six months...

I thought it was because of delivering Zariyan They say a woman's body becomes a bit weak after that.

But I never thought it could be because of this Whosoever was injected, showed first symptoms with first two months.

] showed none...

maybe because I was the prodigy.

My body is different from others...

---- eee You are my special one.

Your mental strength is different.

I believe you can bear the full 100 percent transformation.

I press my palms tighter on my ears but his voice was still mocking me.

You will be the most brutal living monster on this planet...

No...

nooooo! Thave already made a monster who will serve me...

My eyes snap open and J look at my reflection in the mirror.

These were Geralds last words before he disappeared.

He didn't meant C911.noveldrama

There was a hidden meaning behind his words.

The way he smirked looking at me! Fuck I should have known.

Tt was never that monster, which Xavier killed and laid his life for it.

It was me.

---- He was referring to me.

I was that monster.

And now there is nothing that can stop me from becoming one.

My body slides down to drop on the floor and I was numb.

Not knowing what to do.

Everyone is waiting for me on the stage.

T was going to get married in the next few minutes.

Zaritan, Adrian and me were going to have a new beginning...

But now everything is over.

My condition will only deteriorate.

[ remember how Xavier looked like in his last days.

Helpless, trapped, weak in a body that didn't listen to him He chose death over living the life of a monster.

Will I also be made into that? ---- eee = No.

Never.

I will never let myself harm others.

Not Zarita, not Adrian...

no one.

I will go away...

far far away if T have to.

But I will never let this darkness that has shrouded me fall in anyone else.

With a new found determination I pick myself up, throw my clothes into a bag and look down at everyone from the window one last time.

My fingers trace Adrians smiling face through the glass and my heart swells seeing Zariyan chuckling in Tixies arms Iam so sorry...

But [ need to do this.

Tf possible.

Please forgive me for this.

My hands trembled as I wrote the letter.

I kept it short, there wasn't much I could tell Adrian and Zariyan may hate me forever for this but...