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Back Then

I wasn’t perfect. Wasn’t perfect, no-oh!

I wasn’t perfect. Wasn’t perfect, no-oh-oh-oh!

Hey, I'm sorry for the way that I was back then!

If I had it to do over, wouldn't do it again.

I’ve lost count of the amount of hours I spent wishin’

I could go back just a little, make a few better decisions.

Sure, I made a few mistakes - okay, more than a few -

but there's nothing I regret more than the way I treated you.

Looking back on how it happened, I don't know what's more surprising:

that you ever took me back, or that I stopped apologizing.

Back then, I really hurt you.

Back then, I couldn't see

just how little I deserved you being close to me.

Back then, I wasn't perfect.

Back then, I wasn't smart.

It seems like all I ever did was go and break your heart.

Hey, I’m sorry for the things that I said back then!

Could have been a better lover and a better friend.

Should have figured out way earlier that what was missing

was that I couldn’t ever shut up long enough to listen.

I said lots of stupid stuff I really didn’t mean.

Wish I knew what I know now back when I was sixteen.

Looking back, I really hate the way that I ignored you

all those times you really needed me to be there for you.

I wasn’t perfect. Wasn’t perfect, no-oh!

I wasn’t perfect, baby, wasn’t perfect, no-oh-oh-oh whoa!

Back then, I really hurt you.

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Back then, I couldn't see

just how little I deserved you being close to me.

Back then, I wasn't perfect.

Back then, I wasn't smart.

It seems like all I ever did was go and break your heart.

Hey, I’m sorry for the feelings I hid back then.

I was way more cold and callous than I should have been.

All that time, I knew I loved you but I let you doubt it

and denied it when you asked until we fought about it.

When they caught me making eyes, I said it wasn’t true;

there was no way I could be falling for someone like you.

Looking back, I wish I’d told the truth of how I felt.

Wonder how it would have changed the hands that we were dealt.

Back then, I really hurt you.

Back then, I couldn't see

just how little I deserved you being close to me.

Back then, I wasn't perfect.

Back then, I wasn't smart.

It seems like all I ever did was go and break your heart.

Hey, I’m sorry for the way I made you feel back then.

I’ve been treating you like crap since, gods, I don’t know when.

Every time that you got close to me, I got unnerved,

pushed you away from me with insults you did not deserve.

I was trying to deny the way I felt for you.

Thought maybe I could love you less somehow if you did, too.

Looking back, I don’t know how we ever found romance

when I never found a way to give you half a chance.

I wasn’t perfect. Wasn’t perfect, no-oh!

I wasn’t perfect, baby, wasn’t perfect, no-oh-oh-oh whoa!

Back then, I really hurt you.

Back then, I couldn't see

just how little I deserved you being close to me.

Back then, I wasn't perfect.

Back then, I wasn't smart.

It seems like all I ever did was go and break your heart.

Gods, I can’t believe how far we’ve come since way back then.

Who’d have guessed I’d ever wind up more than your girlfriend?

Who’d have ever thought we had a chance to last this long?

That you ever would forgive me for all I did wrong?

Every day I wake up next to you, I need a minute

to believe it’s not a dream that the bed has you in it.

Looking back, sometimes the hardest thing is that I know,

If I wasn’t cruel, we could have done this years ago.

Back then, I was bad for you.

Back then, I was flat wrong.

The worst part is, I think I probably knew it all along.

Back then, I wasn’t perfect.

Back then, I made mistakes.

I swear, I’ll make it up to you, don’t care how long it takes.