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The Beginning of The End
chapter 43: Sophia backstory part 1.

chapter 43: Sophia backstory part 1.

I don't think I can win against him.

Yuuto who's looking at both of them doing their best to get stronger smile at himself.

He is Happy to meet someone who doesn't seek power for any evil, but to do the right things and to protect their love one.

As he looks at them, he now finally has 2 disciple.

Sophia POV

Today Saturday 93 (31), 3-4 weeks have past by, Tomorrow, January 1st 3044 is Alice birthday.

24 days have past by.

Is it 3 weeks or 4 weeks?

I don't know, but it been so short or long since I have made new friends.

But-

Sophia: "I still miss my old family."

As she lays down in bed wearing green pajamas...

The family I once have before left me, but now, I have to move on.

Sophia: *mutter* "Sophia."

I don't remember anything about my other previous family or anything.

But I do remember that name.

It been more than 100 years or so.

If I remember correctly, I was just born in a cell, a slave company.

When I woke up, I didn't have any name, or anything like that.

I was just born.

I was just born, In hell.

A place where no one couldn't do anything.

A place with lockers, cells, and people torture and hurting others.

As time past and past, I met others new people from different race and tribes.

Some were good and some were nice, and some were bad.

But even if they were nice, they wouldn't last long...

???: "please don't touch me! Please leave me alone you son of a bitch!"

A young women said in a frightening and crying voice.

While a ugly man who's in front of her was just smiling.

Man: "now now, don't be scare. I'll take care of that body of yours."

He said as he lick his lips, While taking off his pants, becoming half naked.

Women: "n-no! Stop!"

She try to kick him and run away, but was grab by the slave collar.

Man: "where are you going you bitch!"

-*slap*-he slap her cheeks.

Making her bleed.

Women: "no! Stop, stop!"

All her cries and screaming was so loud, but was all ignored.

The man then stripped all her clothes, making her complete naked, seeing all of her nude body.

Women: "s-stop! Stop!"

Man: "shut up bitch!"

He then raped her.

All of her screams and crying were useless.

We slaves couldn't do anything, we just stayed and watched.

While some were covering their eyes and ears, having tears.

Trying to get out of this reality.

The women was getting raped by the ugly man.

In front of me and everyone.

It was completely nightmare.

Completely hell.

A nightmare that you cannot run away.

A impossible place to survive.

That time, was when I decided to do something to just survive.

I decided to stab one of my eyes, cut one of my ears, and scratch and make cuts all over my body.

Even cutting my hairs.

Making myself all ugly.

I did all of that just to not get raped like that girl, and many other girls who were raped, even doing it in front of me.

It helps me to survive, I didn't get raped because of how ugly I was.

My skin and some part were covered in bandages, I smell bad, I haven't taken a shower.

No one didn't want to buy me.

No one didn't want to touch me.

No one didn't want to see me.

No one didn't want to rape me.

No one didn't want to help me.

No one, no one, no one, no one, no One.

Just, no one didn't do anything to me.

Elf: "Haha, is this freedom."

As time past, I was thinking things like this.

I was completely in darkness, completely broken.

Completely crazy.

Like a doll who got their strings cut off.

Like a robot who battery ran out...

Time past and past.

All I did was just sitting down, sometimes eating or drinking when they actually gave me food or when I see the chance.

While other tribes, race and other were just getting raped, and raped, and raped.

Taken from Royal Road, this narrative should be reported if found on Amazon.

Some were torture and die.

Some got pregnant and die.

While I just stood and sit there completely blank.

Eyes all cloudy, cold, blank.

My body became thinner.

Elf: *mutter* "when would I die."

I mutter to myself as I look at the dark place.

When women who die or get kill, they take their body's and put them somewhere I don't know.

Women: "a-ah~< T-this is completely hell."

Said a women next to me.

When I look at her, she has rabbit ears.

A rabbit tribe.

Color green hair and eyes.

But all dirty, her face all swollen, her hair all messing and cut.

She was completely beaten.

Not just that, but her chest is out of her clothes.

Elf: (another one got raped.)

Look away as I thought about that.

I could hear other sobbing, crying, scare.

I could also see others hiding, hugging themselves or other, or at a corner like a dog or animal all scared.

All scared for their lives.

How long has it been.

How long have I been here.

How many women give births.

How many have die.

Just how long has time past, and have many women and children who were alive and born, got rape and died in the next days or so.

Why is this happening.

Why are they treated us like this.

Is this how I'm going to live for the rest of my life's.

I don't want that.

Looking around for a while, the elf girl found something shiny.

Elf: (should I end myself now.)

She thought for a moment as she tilted her head.

Then she saw something close by.

Elf: "what is that?"

She craw and grab it.

Elf: "would this work?"

When she looks at it, it something that can could be use to stab on something.

Thinking what to do when she sat back, she decided to do it.

Grab the object, and aim it at her neck.

Elf: "finally, it's time to leave."

She said, then she brought it down to her throat.

But before she could do that, something unexpected happened.

She was stop, someone grab her hand.

When she opens her eyes to see who it was.

It was that green hair rabbit.

Elf: "w-why?"

She said in emotionless voice and looks.

But the rabbit girl didn't say anything.

Elf: "don't do it."

She said in a sad voice.

Elf: "but. if I can't, I won't be able to leave this place."

Rabbit: "even if you can't, you won't be able to rest in peace. You need to live."

Elf: "how am I going to do that? It's impossible to leave. The only way to leave this place is by death, by this object."

She show her the sharp object.

But the rabbit girl didn't care and just shook her head.

She grab the object and throw it away the best she could.

The elf girl didn't mind, she just look at it without carrying about it.

The rabbit girl then grab the elf girl head with both hands and pull it towards her raw chest.

Rabbit: "look, your still young. Your lucky that no one touch you with the appearance you have. But don't give in. You must live."

She said as she stroke her head.

But the elf girl didn't even feel anything, she still have the same expression like always...

As time past, both the rabbit and elf girls were holding hands, sitting next to each other.

Rabbit: "Do you have a name."

Elf: "No, I don't."

Rabbit: "Ah, well, I'm sorry."

Elf: "don't worry."

Rabbit: "well, my name is Sophia.'

Elf: "Sophia."

Sophia: "Yes, that my name."

Elf: "That sounds like a good name."

Sophia: "Haha, Thank you."

She laugh tirelessly, she then put her head on the elf shoulder.

Sophia: "hey, how long have you been here?"

Elf: "I. Don't remember."

When she heard that, she closed her eyelids for a moment and spoke.

Sophia: "look. I know you want to leave. But don't. You have much to live."

She said as she tightened her grip.

Sophia: "you may be- no, you are thinking that it impossible, and that it useless. But that's not the case."

Move her head, grap the elf girl head and bring it down with Both hand towards her naked thighs.

The image of them are Like a mother, who cares for her children.

She then started to stroke her hair.

Sophia: "one day, you'll be able to get out of here. And go around in a adventure and meets new people. I promise you that."

Elf: "but how, just look at this poor body, a monster body."

Showing her body to Sophia.

The elf girl body is cover with bandages, one of her eyes and ears are covers, some of her arms, legs and body were Also wrapped in bandages.

Her hair is more messy, all stinky, hard, dirts.

But Sophia just shook her head and continues speaking.

Sophia: "that may be the case."

Elf: "Then-"

Sophia: "have you seen life. Have you seen the outside of this place."

The elf girl was confused? She didn't understand what or why she said those words.

To her, she doesn't know what that means.

She knows life, but all of that was taken away in this place.

As she was having trouble, Sophia smile and spoke.

Sophia: "let me tell you what all of that about."

Stroke her head and began to talk about the outside of the world.

Sophia: "outside from here, there is a lot of shiny, good, and beautiful stuff, but as well as bad and evil stuff. the days is hot and the night is cold. But none of that cannot complete against the true warm, comfortably, friendly, warm-hearted, loving, caring, welcoming, and many others. None of that cannot complete against that."

Elf: "but, isn't that good?"

Sophia: "what is the good?"

Elf: "good means nice, kind and all?"

Sophia: "you're right, but are actually wrong."

The elf girl was confused? But Sophia just ignore her and continue speaking.

Sophia: "there's actually many different meaning for good, same for evil."

Elf: "what do you mean?"

Sophia: "why are people being good and nice for other?"

Elf: "because they are kind?"

Sophia: "no, because they want something from them. People, no many do nice and good things Because they want something from them, they also do it to trick others. Not all people are always nice, they use that kindness to their advantages to trick and backstab others. Not just that but use it in a different way and purpose."

The elf girl was surprised but didn't show it on her face.

Sophia: "the same could go for the evil. What is evil."

Elf: "evil are those people who kill other. Who rapes others. Who does bad things."

The elf girl continues speaking non-stoping, she started to remember all the bad things she saw from the past.

Sophia: "yes yes, calm down."

She smile and stroke the elf girl head to calm her down, which she did.

Sophia: "like you said, they are bad. Just look at me. Look at this body they did."

Put her hand on her raw breast, seeing her, she naked only to her chest and crotch and knees.

Only her stomach is cover with the remaining shirt.

She too was rape by the ugly man's.

Sophia: "as you can see, they are evil, they deserve punishment."

Even though she said that, went through a lot of things, she still smile to the elf girl and stroking her head.

Sophia: "but let me tell you this. Not all are Evil, not all are bad. Even if they were, there should be a reason as to why. Just like people who use good to their advantages to trick someone. Other use evil to protect someone, to also trick other to save someone or know their plan to destroy the evil fast."

When the elf girl hears her, she didn't believe her.

But decided to at least listen and understand her.

Sophia: "they may sound evil and act on it. But they are doing that to tick the evil and make other believe them for they can't focus on them."

Elf: "but, how can you tell that they are doing that."

Sophia: "study them, look at their actions, the way they speak, move and all."

Elf: "but even if I do that, I can't imagine if I did it right."

Sophia: "Look, I'll teach you everything that you need to know. How to do it without actually showing it. You don't need to stare at them completely, I'll teach you how to do it with a single glance."

The elf girl nodded in agreement without Changing her expression.

Sophia: "ah, but we need a name for you. No, I'll give you my name."

Elf: "your name?"

Sophia: "yes, your name would be also call Sophia, just like me."

Elf: "but why?"

Sophia: "why, it to remember this day. To remember the first time that you step out of your shell. It the first time to learn new things."

She hug her tightly.

While the elf still have the same expression as always.

Elf: "so, am I going to be call Sophia 2?"

Sophia: "for now, yes."

Sophia 2: "nh, thank you Sophia 1."

Sophia 1: "your welcome Sophia 2."

This was the day when the elf girl, Sophia 2, days change.

A new beginnings for her...

Second, minutes, hours, Days, weeks, months and years have past.

During the time spending together, Sophia 1 have taught Sophia 2 all things, from learning the actions and movement of other, to learning the way they talk and speak.

While teaching her, Sophia 2 have cut and scratched Sophia 1 body and hair.

For the mans can't rape her.

Putting bandages around her body and face.

When the man see her, they didn't even want to touch her nor look at her.

They only rape beautiful girls, mostly with big ass and breasts.

But seeing her like that, they were disgusted.

Sophia 1 sigh in relief, and thank Sophia 2 for her help...

Then more time past.

No matter how much time past, Sophia 1 try to make Sophia 2 to show more of her emotions.

But no matter how much she try and acts on it.

She couldn't make her smile nor show a single expression.

Sophia 1: "I won't give up."

Even if she won't smile now, she won't give up and would make her smile no matter how long it takes.

She promise herself.

But.

That would all change in a single time...

-*cough*

Sophia 2: "do you need anything?"

Said Sophia 2 without showing her expression like always.

Sophia 1: "n-no, I'm okay. I just need to take a rest for a little time.."

Sophia 2: "but you were bedridden for a while, no for a weak."

Yes, just as Sophia 2 said, as you can imagine, Sophia 1 is very sick.

Last week, Sophia 1 started to cough out of nowhere.

At first, she thought it was a normal cough.

But as time past.

She begins to cough more, not normal but harder and harder until blood came out.

Seeing that, she hid it from Sophia 2, Sophia 2 didn't notice it at all.

As she kept hiding it, she suddenly fell.

Like her body gave up.

Seeing her like that, Sophia 2 pull her towards the cold wall.

They don't have beds, or anything to keep them warm.

But that didn't stop Sophia 2 getting a dirty blanket and cover Sophia 1.

As time past, Sophia 2 begins to get worse and worse.

Sophia 1: *cough* "Sophia, come here. I need to tell you something important."

So Sophia 2 got close to her.

When she did, Sophia 1 grab her hand.

Looking at her eyes seriously.

Sophia 1: "listen to me. I want you to listen something important I want to tell you."

Hearing her voice seriously, she begins to listen carefully without changing her expressionless.

Sophia 1: "I-i didn't want to say this. But I think you have to move on without me. As you can see, I'm sick, very sick. I didn't want to tell you this because I didn't want you to worry."

She said.

But then, she smile like she remembers something important.

Sophia 1: "ah, I remember the time we first met."

Look up at the ceiling while smiling.

Sophia 1: "don't you remember that time, Sophia, the time we have when we first met, to now, together like a family. Was a very great time to remember."

She looks at Sophia 2 with wet eyes.

While Sophia 2 still have expressionless face.

Sophia 1: "come here for a minute, let me hug you."

As she said that, Sophia 2 was hugging by Sophia 1.

While still being hug by her, she spoke to her in emotional way.

Sophia 1: "here's what I want you to do for me, not as a teacher, nor as a sister, nor as a mother, not as a guardian. But as your very first friend. The first person you ever talk to."

She hug her tightly, like something very important to her that she would never let go, even if she's dead.

Sophia 1: "here's my last wish, that I want you to do. I want you to move forward when you get out of this place or when it changes. After that, I want you to meet new people, I want you to be free. I want you to do a lot of thing that mahes you happy."

She started to sob.

Sophia 1: "not just that, but, I want you to find someone who can protect you. someone who can be there for you. Whether you feel Happy, sad, suffering or not. Someone who you can rely on. A lover, a husband, a boyfriend, someone who can be there for you."

She hugs her tightly.

Sophia 1: "but, what I want the most from you is to actually show your emotions. I want you to actually smile. I want to see you in love. I want to see you cry. I want to see you mad. I want to see you being dumb. I want to see you shy. I want to see you happy. I want to see you helping others. I want to see you with friends. I want to see you with family. I want to see you with your childrens."

Tears begin to rain down.

Sophia: "I want you to do this, not only for my last wish. But as your wish. Your free will. In your choice. Like I always said before. You're not a doll, you're not a robot. You are, a actual living beings. A being with a purpose in life. Don't just do it for me, but do it yourself. Can you promise me this."

She grab her hands.

Sophia 2, who felt it and saw her expression still didn't say anything but just stare at her.

Sophia 2: "I promise you. Sophia."

She grab her hands tightly.

When Sophia felt that, she smile as tear began to go rain down more.

She then hug her bringer her to her chest.

Feeling her body, her heat, her heart sound.

Feeling her all of her body.

Sophia 1: "ah, it's a shame. that. I won't be able to see. your emotions."

She close her eyelids.

Sophia 1: "hey Sophia."

Sophia 2: "yes."

Sophia 1: "can you promise. Can you promise me this for me. And. For you."

Sophia 2: "I, promise you."

Sophia 1: "I'm glad you promise. Can we stay like this for a little longer."

Sophia 2: "nhh, yes."

Sophia 1: "thank you. I. Love you. Remember that."

Sophia 2: "I, love you too."

After saying that, both became quite.

Sophia 2 could still feel Sophia 1 body heats and her heart beats.

But as minute, and hours past.

Those heats and heart beats started to slowly fades away.

The grap of Sophia 1 hug, started to loosen up.

As more time past.

Sophia 1 heats, heart beats and her hug all loosen up and fades away.

Meaning, she is now dead.

But even if she's dead.

Sophia 2 was still there with her.

Leading on to Sophia 1 body, like the street dog or animal when their parents are weak to walk or dead.

The puppy or Baby animals are there, with them, always staying by their side, never leaving nor taking a single step away from them...

As time hour past, the door open.

What came in was the group of mans.

When they look around trying to rape any hot women they could find.

They noticed Sophia.

When they went, they saw Sophia 1 dead, while Sophia 2 leading next to her.

The men's didn't care and just grab and pull Sophia 1 dead body like a doll.

Or more like a broken tory or something.

Not even caring if it hits the floor or the walls because it broken.

They just took her like a doll and went up stairs.

Sophia 2, who saw all of that was still as expressionless like always.

Even though someone important to her die in front of her, and actually feel her until she dies.

Was unemotional like always.

Someone who actually talk to her.

Someone who actually spent time with her.

Someone who actually gave her memory.

Someone who actually teaches her about the true good and true evil.

Only shown emotionless and unemotional like always for the past seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, and years.

Sophia 1: "can you promise. Can you promise me this for me. And. For you."

Sophia 2: "I, promise you."

Sophia 1: "I'm glad you promise. Can we stay like this for a little longer."

Sophia 2: "nhh, yes."

Sophia 1: "thank you. I. Love you. Remember that."

Sophia 2: "I, love you too."

Remembering their last conversation.

Sophia 2 hug her knees...

While Sophia 2 was still there sitting where she always at.

The men up stairs who were carrying Sophia 1 body.

Walk outside the house and kept on walking towards a far away place.

Men 1: "man that suck, she actually die. I can't believe she died."