His mind and thoughts are empty, like light and clouding.
His body feels weak, like waking up from a long nap after working out.
Sore, numb, pain, and tired.
Something that we all experience.
He then close his eyes, not thinking about anything else.
But as time past, nothing happens, only silent and still.
Like sound never existed before.
Nor any concept, construct, Meta, and all of creation never exists before.
Iska finally open his eyes slightly.
As he open his heavy eyelids, his vision was blurry once again.
Time past, not knowing how many seconds, minutes, or hours had past.
As he stares straight while laying down.
He mutter to himself.
Iska: *mutter* “...Ah ...Am ...I ...Alive?"
He moves his head to the left, then to the right slowly.
After sometimes looking around, comprehend and gasp what's going around him, checking his surroundings for a bit longer.
He mutter to himself once again.
His mind that was empty, cloudy and light.
Started to feel back to normal, waking him up from his slumber.
Iska: *mutter* "I thought... I was dead?... Where am... I?”
I open my eyes, muttering to myself.
I didn't thought of anything, until I saw a white-snow like falling from the sky; didn't think much about it, and just close my eyes once again.
Accepting this as the end of my life.
But, Later on I realized that it wasn’t normal, and thought-(Hospital doesn’t snow?)-nor-(I shouldn't be awake, if I'm dead.)-so I opened my eyes, and sat straight up to look around.
My eyelids spread wide open, surprised from what I'm seeing.
Once again, when I look around, I felt confused, something that isn't right.
Something doesn't feels right.
Something doesn't feels normal.
Something I can't comprehend in my mind.
Confused, worry, weird.
So many thoughts, and emotions, flooding through his mind.
Iska look around restlessly.
What he's seeing doesn't seems like a dream, or a prank.
It isn't something that It could explain.
Other then, just a white infinity vast of space, with snow-like snow falling from the vast space.
But no matter how or where he looks, all he could see are the samething everywhere he looks.
After sometime looking around, he stop... still confused and weird-(Where am I?)-he thought to himself as he look up.
Once again, there's nothing other than he saw before, the snow-like falling from the pure white space.
As it falls I raise both my hand.
Trying to capture it with my both hands.
After sometimes, I lower my arms towards myself.
Looking closely, I was surprised that it wasn’t snow?
But something completely different.
It was like, an orb.
A pure white orbs.
So small like a piece of sand.
Iska blink many times, trying to figure out what's he's seeing.
After sometime-"Y-you must be kidding...?"-he voice trembles.
Not in a way of sadness, not in a way of surprise... But in a way that's... Not to sure... A mix of emotions so to say.
Iska: “Y-you... Got to be kidding?"
He looks around as he drops the snow-like orbs.
When the orbs hits, the pure white floor, the orbs itself gets absorbed and disappear.
Not melting, not stacking up.
Just... Non-existent.
He then stands up, brushing his hands against his thighs.
Iska examine himself-"seems I still wearing the same clothes."-the same hospital clothes.
He then started to touch himself, examining if this isn't a dream once again.
He seems surprised, feeling surprised that he could still feel, touch, breathing, see anything.
All the sense are still the same.
-"How is this... Possible?"-he mutter to himself.
After sometimes examine himself and look around once again, he then stop.
Iska then started to walked towards the place his sight stop.
Iska: (Now that it looks the same. Might as well take a random choice.)
As he continues to walked for awhile, he thought to himself.
Iska: (This place... Is not a dream... No matter how many times I think about it. And look around carefully... It's all the same.)
He takes a deep breath.
Iska: *sigh* "Reminds me of any Isekai and fantasy fiction. When a protagonist die. They get transfer to another world?"
He stops walking.
Iska: "Am I going to?"
I look up again, looking around restlessly, but nothing happens as always.
Iska: "Honestly, if it's like that. I'll be happy."
I imagine myself with a harems of beautiful girls, or with princess or any type.
Meeting important influence.
Fighting against gods, goddess, entities and so on.
I also imagine myself, transfer into my favorite fictional whether games, story's or movie.
More importantly, I'm somewhat excited to go to a world, about the ratio of male and female, that's unbalanced.
Where theres more female and less men.
I'll be the harem king!!
But at the sametime, I also thought of the worse.
Something I hate so much... Something I would always hate to my death.
Am I dead though?
Anyways, the thing I hate the most... Are NTR and cuckold.
I completely hate those type.
But the good thing is that, I read and watch a lot of them to counter it, if it ever happens to me.
Iska heart are bumping really fast as he thinks about it.
Anyways, I'm also afraid to become a girl or something else.
Animals or anything similar to it, I'll be in any hierarchy of the food chain.
Whether top or bottom.
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Anything could happen, whether It be a normal human or demi-human, entities, object or any type.
Iska sigh deeply.
Feeling and praying that none of this happen to him.
I look around, but suddenly something caught the edge of my left eye.
So Iska turn his head to the left, as he did, suddenly a figure could be seen.
Baffle, the figure started to approach closely, coming towards me.
Scare, I try to step back but stumble, falling to the ground hitting my buttock.
Rub it, It hurts, but at the sametime it doesn't.
But I didn't care and look up.
When the figure came towards me, I was surprised.
Iska eyes widen, while his mouth slightly open.
Pure white wings, like a magical feathers, it's beautiful eyes could freeze time and space.
Something, very beautiful then anything we could ever imagine or dream off.
What iska saw was an angel?
An entity that was mention in different states, country and story.
A mythology, myth and religion entity.
He wear white clothes, like robes, with armor and long stripes.
Two long white wings, his hair is long brown curly-hair men hairstyles, and brown eyes.
A beautiful magical creature.
As I stare baffle, it spoke.
???: "Do not be afraid, Iska Fuyu."
His voice echos throughout the white-space.
???: "Or should I say... Anthony Gutierrez."
Iska: "..."
-(Huh?)-i thought to myself?
Iska: (Who's that? I don't remember having a name like that?)
I try to remember.
But got surprised, for some reason I could remember every single memory since birth.
But I quickly shock my head sideways, and look into my memories, trying to find anyone who had call me by that name.
But no matter how many times I look in, I couldn't find anyone who call me that.
Not even my ex.
???: "It's another you. But also you."
It's spoke once again.
Iska: "What? What do you mean by that?" (It's me but not me? What does he mean?)
???: "Different... Split... One... Time..."
-"...What?"-As I remember him saying the other name, I felt like a shock of electric ran through my whole body.
Memories started to flood in through my mind.
All the way when I was born, and all the way how I die to now.
???: "Tch, can't believe it's coming back. All we have to wait for the other to write."
Iska: "W-what's... Are there memories... That I don’t remember. But now… I do?”
While thinking and remembering all the memories.
The angel continue speaking without worries iska.
I try to listen but my head it's in pain.
Not understanding, the angel continue to speak.
After sometimes, I started to hear his voice.
I try to interfere, wondering what he talking about, but he ignore me.
Like I didn't exist.
That hurts.
???: "I am Gabriel. I stand in the presence of God, and I was sent to speak to you. To bring you this good news.”
-"..."-silent fill the space.
After sometimes, Iska eyes widen, shock what he just heard?
The angel came to speak to me calmly, and call himself Gabriel, a message of god.
Iska: "God... Angel? Gabriel..?"
I look at him once again, taking his appearance.
Iska: "A message of God..."
I was surprised and couldn’t talk.
Why you ask, it was because it’s Gabriel, a message of god who tell great new to people in person.
Only when god tell him to deliver it to them, when it’s something important.
That what I learn and study?
He also look completely different from what I imagine.
If I remember correctly, He was described a bit but who knows.
Too me, angel, devils, demon and other were described and ranked but they are completely different.
In form, rank appearance and power.
Like a dragon angel, fox angel, or slime angel.
We just don't know, how they actually look like.
Gabriel: “Please do not be afraid, for I am Gabriel a mes-“
Iska: “-Ah, I’m not afraid. I'm actually surprised that I couldn’t speak. It just so unbelievable, that I actually got to meet a real angel, moreover an angel I heard about. Gabriel himself who’s a message that god only send to people with important message. “
Before he continues speaking, iska interfere and continue speaking non stopping.
Not letting Gabriel speak.
After sometimes non-stop speaking, iska finally come to realize he went overboard.
So he shut up instantly, and look away feeling embarrassed.
After some moment, glancing at Gabriel then around, he finally spoke.
Iska: “…I’m s-so sorry. I talked too much, when I get too... excit-”
"-Just shut up..."-he said annoyed.
Ah... I just got a bad review.
I-i can't help it, I really do talked alot when I'm talking about something interesting, or something that I like.
No wonder, I didn't have any friends.
Seeing iska depressed, Gabriel clear his throat to break the silence and continue speaking.
Gabriel: "Enough, now that you know about me. I have bring good news for you, from our lord.”
Iska: (Good news from God himself?)
So I listened closely.
Iska: “O-okay, what kind of news?” (Now that I think about it. His personality is the same. I think?)
Gabriel: "That's, what I'm about to talk about. So you better brace yourself, and listen very very carefully, and very good, okay."
Iska: "I'm not a child-"
Gabriel: "-Just shut up."
I instantly shut up.
Gabriel: "Well after explaining things to you, you get to choose lska."
-"?!!"-iska tilts his head, looking confused?
I was about to answer but stop.
Gabriel: “Now then, I’ll start talking why are you here. Then you have to choose whether to accept it or not.”
Iska: (Choose? Choose for what? I wonder?)
While thinking about it Gabriel starts to talk, and spoke to me about being reincarnation to a new life, and sending me to a world call [Halo Ring].
When I heard the name, I imagine a "Dyson sphere" from type 2 civilization?
Iska: "So am I-"
Gabriel: "-I'm not finished. So shut up."
So I stay quiet.
The world is 20x bigger than earth, and has 3 rings.
3 powerful ring around it, in order to not be destroy by powerful magic and energy-force/attack or any sort of.
It was so surprised that, iska froze.
But then pull back.
Iska: (I remember reading novel like this... Wait... Am I... really going to reincarnated. I’m getting excited!! Oops, I'm getting to excited. I need to calm down.)
So I compose myself and listen.
Gabriel also tells me that [Halo Ring] will have such as magic, sword, dungeon, monster, and many more that you can think of, ect.
Which I knew about it.
I'm just wondering about their appearance.
Yeah I seen them in fictional, myth, theory and so on but do they actually look like that?
Like we imagine and describe?
Which also surprised me, putting a smile on my face.
-"I-i have to calm down."-i mutter to myself.
I finally calm down.
Plus I’m really am going to be reincarnated into another world, I’m happy.
But, I’m actually also scare at the same time.
A-anyway, i have to focus myself and listen carefully.
Seeing me reading to listen once again, Gabriel roll his eyes and continues talking.
I'm sorry.
Then Gabriel also tell me about that [Halo ring] will have different race that will look like human which are call demi-human or kin, such as human, demi- human, beast, spirit, demon and Angel, ECT.
Huh, I thought he would say something else.
Gabriel: "I know you know about this but I have to say it. So get use to it."
Iska: "I actually don-"
Ah, he ignore me.
Why~?
Iska felt like crying but he compose himself and listened.
Iska: (I don't mind. Plus it feels good to listen in person.)
Gabriel: "Anyways, before continuing. I need to remind you something."
Feeling curious, I listen, Gabriel said that angel are not a true angel like Gabriel.
Which Gabriel call himself, and other the angel [true angel].
Since they were create by God first, and that the angel from halo ring, are just call Angel-kin.
Or any other who call themselves angel.
Gabriel: "So don't you dare! Put us together!"
Iska: "I-i got it! Just calm down!"
I look up or down?
Whatever I'm hanging?
But there's a scary looking sharks or something underneath or top of me?
-"hii!!"-i yelp and curl myself up, as a giant shark jump out of the water or... Silver water?
Trying to bite me, but miss and drop.
I look at Gabriel, pleading for him to stop.
But he just smirk evilly.
Evil!-"You de-ahh!!"-i was drop in water before I could say anything.
When landed in water, I was drag and bitter multiple times...
Iska: *sob* "That's scary..."
After sometimes fighting for my life, Gabriel finally pull me out.
And throw me to the ground, as I curl.
I look at the shark who's smiling and laughing at me.
So I flip them off.
Gabriel: "You better not mix us."
I nodded.
Seeing me nod, he was satisfied and continues explaining where he left off.
This bastard.
As he explains, they were also created by God image.
Even before the Cosmology was created, before the void and existence even existed.
Like he did in planet earth, when he made adam and eve.
I raise my hand.
Seeing me.
He knew what I'm about to say, so he nodded.
Iska: “So in that world, I could meet any race, and monster right. I am also going to be reincarnation and use magic. “
Gabriel: “That is correct, now here is also an important part so listen up.”
He answered pretty normal and fast.
He then snap his finger and a screen show up, showing a black screen.
Then, on it he play a video.
Gabriel started to explain while showing me to make it easier.
Seriously, I'm not a kid.
Gabriel: “Now I will explain to you about “The Destroyer”. There were two angel that the Lord created, before creating the other angel such as me, Micheal and the other that you should know of."
I nodded.
He then pointed to the right one
Gabriel: "The right angel name is "Lucas". Meaning [Bringer of Lights]. The left one is “Abaddon”, meaning [The Destroyer] also know as [Death] or [The End Itself]. After he created them, he created us, then the Cosmology; then the planet earth after he created Lucas, Abaddon, us and so on. You know the story."
I nodded once again.
I mean, I knew it was like this in the bible.
About creation, how to live and so on.
But I knew there was something missing that we don't know.
Which, of course, it only talked and explained things that he want us to know, and that's it important.
To also survive and know what we are doing, and so on.
Gabriel: "Now then. You know that there different fictional in different univers-or, let's call it verse, right."
I nod once again, there's like.
At least a billion or finite let's say.
Gabriel: "There's 3 layer actually. The top is the Garden. The middle is where you all live. And the bottom is where all of fictional lives. So before continue talking about Abaddon. First, I’ll tell you about that place and other realm. But only for a bit. The rest would be for you to learn, and to experience. Okay.”
I nodded.
While thinking about it, does that mean that's fiction exist.
But we just didn't know? Gabriel also explain and showing the Cosmology.
Which is the whole or everything.
It shows a circle and 3 layer or something, in it.
Looking closely, it doesn't seem anything special other than just a normal photo.
A circle and 2 lines with name.
Gabriel: "The middle it's call "Beyond Reality", the "Real World" and so on. It has many name. It's where you or the readers and watchers are at."
Iska frow, not understanding what he meant.
So he look at the screen once again, to try to understand it on his own.
Gabriel: "It's very simple, you idiot."
-"I-i know."-i look away while answering.
Thanks to Gabriel, a word suddenly pop up.
Layer, or a plane or hierarchy
Or more like hierarchically.
Seeing iska thinking to much, he spoke out to finish quicker.
Rather than layer or hierarchy or anything to level.
It's infinity stack within each other.
Each hierarchicallys has Hierarchical within each layer, and each hierarchical has within each layer.
Each of them are beyond infinity, mathematical, illogical, logical, ECT; stack within stacks.
To understand how big it is, it's like aleph null, Beth null, omega and other higher infinity known.
He said as he also mentioned name higher, larger, and stronger infinity like Berkeley cardinal, Jäger cardinal, Rowbottom cardinal, Kunen cardinal, Dodd-Jensen cardinal, Core model cardinal, Covering cardinal, Extendible cardinal, Vopenka cardinal, Shelah cardinal, ZF, theorem set, Von Neuman universe, and so on higher-larger infinity.
With Sets Of All Counting Numbers, which has all real, natiral, integers, rational, hypercomplex and other numbers.
As well as naming Topological Dimension, Fractal Dimension, Fractal and other.
So each hierarchy, hierarchical and hierarchically, has transcendent and transcendence, the previous one in every and any aspect.
Within an infinite hierarchicallys of complexities, each layer transcends the previous, creating a fractal-like structure of boundless depth.
This goes on infinitely, Imagine a never-ending set of boxes, dolls or paper.
Each of them contains a part that is infinitely intricate and surpasses the previous in every aspect.
It's a concept that pushes the boundaries of human comprehension, and those things hold even smaller ones, going on forever.
This is like an infinite set of layers, each more complex than the last, transcendence implies that each layer surpasses the previous one in every way imaginable, qualities, qualitative, algorithm, ECT.
It's beyond mathematic, it's N/A not applicable, not available, not assessed, or no answer.
Gabriel: "The same applies to the below one, fictional."
The lower layer "Fictional", is also the same, there's other verse that he name.
One of them, name Outerverse's, a beyond level and version of outerverse which is a conceptually superior to the concept of infinitely dimension, and transcendental realm, that is, even an infinite-dimensional hyperverse would be nonexistent in comparison to them.
Regardless if the setting of a verse is infinite-dimensional.
There's other verse that beyond and infinitely hierarchicallys size.
Which surprised me, if that's the highest, there shouldn't be any more.
Yet Gabriel denying it, because no matter how many strong the fictional world, it would never reach to the real world.
That's why there is an ('s) at the end of an verse like "Universe's" because it's beyond a normal one.
Because things like tegmark, Brian Greene, theory form, plato philosophy, metaphysics, and any and every thing about beyond, Theory, unimaginable and all things had already existed.
In the lower layer "fictional", but as well as the "real world", the middle layer.
All we have to do is to discover it as we go up.
Suddenly, Gabriel also show the battle of it, something unimaginable.
Huh... What did I just watch?
Iska: ( ….Y-yeah, I don’t have a single chance at all.)
I thought to myself, there is literally not a single chance to win, against something and someone like this.
There's no way in hell I'll survive?