---- Lifting up his hand I interlock our fingers together and it was for the first time that his hands were cold in contrast to mine: It has always been the opposite.

He is the one who had always warmned my cold hands and feet.

But today....

He needs me.

Before I know a teardrop slips down my chin to fall on his hand.

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No...

[have to hold myself together.

I can't be weak.

Ineed to save him.

---- Placing my trembling palms on his chest.

I close my eyes to feel the energy in my body.

Come on Sierra.

You can do this.

Come on! ---- Chapter79 He lays there calm as the ocean waves, while tears of frustration and helplessness leave my eyes to drop on his chest.

Come on Xavier! Open your eyes.

Please: I literally beg him, my vision of his face stands blurred with my tears.

But he laid unaffected.

I try again.

Focussing all the energy from my body, I focus on it leaving me to enter his body through the wound on his chest.

I feel something leaving my body, my hands were literally trembling.

But it didn't seem to effect him.

---- eee = Nothing changed.

again tried and I again fail.

My knees buckle this time and I drop on my knees beside him.

Please forgive me Xavier...

I didn't knew you were doing so much for me...

Why...

why didn't you tell me once! You could have told me your reasons...

but no.

I sniffle my cries to rub my running nose against my sleeve.

Hippups break out with my tears and I just stare at his face helplessly Daring I move my finger to trace his features.

And more sobs break through as I feel his eyes, the bridge of his nose and his lips.