---- I manage to whisper, coming down from the high and he moves a rogue flicks behind my ear to clean my tear with the pad of his thumb.

Tcan't...

[cant do this Xavier...

You can't do what,doll? He furrows his brows, and I gulp to speak.

Ttried...

I tried to forgive you.

But I couldn't.

Iam sorry Xavier...

I am so sorry.

Please...

please forgive me if possible.

He furrows his brows and lifts himself up from my body and I immediately miss his body heat.

Confusion etched his features.

T lift my left hand and trace his eyes, nose and lips.

---- ee = Crying and saying sorry at the same time.

His face...

I wanted to remember it.

He grabs hold of my hand and lays a gentle kiss on it.

My insides break But [ need to do this.

What are you saying dol- I didn't let him complete this time.

Pulling the silver dagger from under the pillow, I root it into his chest.

Right where his heart is supposed to beat.

And his grey eyes still as he stared into my brown orbs.

Dol....1? ---- Tam sorry Xay.

But I cant live with my families murdered.

I am sorry.

His blood coats my fingers, his grey eyes look at me in betrayal and before I know his entire body falls down on my chest and a sob left my lips.

Tam sorry...

lam so sorry.noveldrama

---- eee = Chapter74 Ijust laid there, trembling and frozen under his body.

I could hear his heart beat slowing down.

Every thump slower.

But I laid still under him.Doing nothing to save him.

Tears continue to dribble down my cheek.

I just murdered Xavier.

The man who made me feel what no one has ever till now.

The man who made me feel alive after so long.

Tjust killed him But he deserved it for killing innocents.

Right? For killing my family.