---- Chapter65 Sierras pov Attention.
Thave never received it before but I have always hated it before even knowing what it was.
The reason is simple.
Judgement.
The thousands or rather millions of eyes looking at me have judgement in their eyes.
They are wondering what I am still doing here, on the coronation of the man who murdered my father in front of me, enslaved my family and destroyed my birth pack.
To be honest.
Even I don't know.
---- ee = Why Xavier wants to continue this marriage with me is a question I fail to answer.
There is only one reason I can think of.
And its very thought wrenched a strange pain in my chest.
An heir.
He wants a child from me.noveldrama
A son to be exact.
And its obvious.
He doesn't want the hustle, time loss and effort needed to divorce me.
Know another woman, marry her and then have her produce his hem.
When he can get it from me.
---- A breeder.
That's all I felt like.
And let me tell you.
It hurts everytime.
No matter how long I knew this truth.
I pick up a flute from the tray of a passing by waiter.
And I gulp the liquid in one go.
Feeling it burning down my throat.
It was strong.
Very strong.
And that's all I needed.
To distract myself from this grand celebration, from the eyes of these people and their never ending hurting words.
Just look at her.
Drinking like that.
As if she is really happy.
J don't trust her one bit.
I don't know why your highness didn't kill her with her family.
---- eee = Tthink she is just a good fuck.
Your highness will get bored of her soon.
Wanna bet? Some woman was speaking behind me, not caring if I heard them and I walk towards the counter to order for another glass.
You are my doll, Sierra.
You are mine.
His earlier words repeat in my mind and I grasp the glass in my tight grip.
My knuckles turn white.
Of course.
He has made it clear.
Tam just a doll....
A toy he can discard whenever he wished Why am I feeling bad for what those woman said? In the end they are right.
I know what my worth is in his life and I better not keep high expectation from someone who can end my life without an ounce of regret.