By myself I able to achieve the strongest,By myself I able to defeat million enemies,By myself I able to survive.You must do everything by yourself,that's the way I live,but in the end I lost,I lost againts Them. They are one that called by humanity The gods just by themselves they already stronger than me,and yet they able to work together.It's a complete lost. I couldn't do anything toward them.Yet,I didn't felt powerless..Instead I felt liberated. I close my eyes

"Do you know this was only game for them?"

I heard gentle voice,I know someone was near,but I don't care. I just want everything ended.I want to told her that ,but I can't say anything as my throat was crushed in the fight. Yet as she read my mind she as me another question

"If you know,then why you don't say anything?Don'you feel unfair?"

?Unfair?I never care about those thing,Unfair or not. It doesn't matter.To me live is already unfair as how is it,even if it become more unfair it doesn't change that much.yet the gentle voice didn't ask me another question but instead said.

"..I see,what you drives you this far is your instinct to survive.Nothing more,you have nothing. Friends,lovers,family. You have none of those."

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They will only hinder me,they will only shackle me and they will only bring me trouble.That's why..I don't need them.yet the gentle voice is stopped for a moment,then I felt someone stroke my hair.Then I heard another voice.

"I know,I know you were betrayed by them,I know you were rejected by them and I know you were  hurt. But even if it's minority there is people that who accept who you are. They wanted to be your friend,they love you..yet you reject them. All because you don't want to afraid of pain.You don't want them because you are afraid of losing them and hurt because of it"

....

"Don't you realize?The live you walk throught is no different than Death itself?"

Shut up..

"Lux,please stop it."

Shut up,shut up. I didn't want to hear anything. That's why just let me die,yet the voice still kept talking

"Death won't save you,You know that the best,the reason you want to deny it..because you don't want to accept it. The fact that you are alone."

........It didn't matter anymore. It was too late to begin with.That's why I fight..I want to die. Yet my live bring me this far,bring me to The Gods. yes,it's already too late.

"You are not alone,and you will never be.that's why please don't make same mistake.Good night lux"

...................I felt my body fall,Fall into abyss.and yet I heard her voice again.

"Lux,You are not Alone.Don't forget that."

As I heard her message,I feel into deep sleep.