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Chapter 30

(2 and half hours later)

(Rina Pov)

"*Scratches back of ear* (Irritated) Tch, this is getting boring. *Glare* Maybe now you 3 will learn to not interfere with my love life without saying anything."(Rina)

"""mmm"""

All I heard was muffled groans from all 3 of them.

"Tch, whatever. I'm heading to the forest."(Rina)

"""mmm"""

*Snap shatter flash*

I then destroyed the barrier I set up and left.

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*Flash*

"*Scratches back of ears* Fuck! This is so damn irritating! Why are my ears getting so damn itchy!?"(Rina)

I then threw my spear down onto the grass. I then sat down on the grass next to it.

"*Hugs knees* Fuck. Why is everything getting so irritating again? I thought my temper wasn't this bad. I mean it's just frustrating. Having my first attempt at love crushed by my sisters even before I could really try. haha, who am I even talking to now?

*Sigh* Why is everything that involves others so hard? Why can't it be as simple as killing? Just a stab, slash, pierce, or anything else and it's done. No need to think about what the other feels or being polite or anything. It's so simple. Why can't everything be so simple?

(Melancholic) haha, I just realized how much I've truly changed. *Sigh* *Looks up* I used to be such a pacifist before, to the point I just took everything thinking it was disserved. Now? Well, I don't even think much about killing another living being. Not that I have a problem with that. I actually quite like the new me.

There's the 1st me who lived while taking everything. Then the 2nd who lived oblivious to mostly everything. Then the 3rd who didn't know a single thing. Dumb, naive, and trusting of most. Only living to not be alone. Then, gaining so much information from their master. *Drip* haha, it's funny.

Which one am I? A scared little boy who is frightened of everything and prefers to keep his head down and stay quiet? A blissfully unaware little female wolf pup? Or a scared little wolf girl who wants to have company? *Drip Drip* Haha, the answer is simple. I'm all but, none at the same time.

*Wipes face* I've kept my bad habit of keeping things in and apologizing for every little thing. *Sigh* Bad habits die hard, don't they? But I've learned from that life. Then the second me who had a happy family and played a lot. So, blissfully unaware of the terrors of the world, who only learned when it was too late. Then the third who knew nothing but, learned so much more.

Through all of them, one thing stayed the same though. The will to not be alone forever. That's the one thing that never changed no matter what. Haha, now that I think about it. Each one of them resembles one of the 3 me's. Snow is closer to my first life. Thinking about things objectively and not mostly keeping emotion out. Hail is a blissfully unaware idiot who can't read the mood and does things based on emotion with little thought. And finally, Blizz- yeah that's too long. I'm just going to call her Izz. Izz is like the third me. Somewhat naive, somewhat thinks things through, and can mostly read the mood.

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But then where does that place me? Hmm... I guess a completely different one. The 4th and current me. *Stand up* *Stretch* Mmmmm. I'm starting to feel somewhat better. *Sigh* Now, what to do?"(Rina)

*Pick up*

"Hm? Wha- *Sniff* *Sniff Sniff* *drool* *Dash*"(Rina)

I then went to pick up my spear when I saw some righting in the middle of it. But before I could check what it said I smelt the most delicious scent that I've only smelt once in my life. I then followed the scent to a tree with white leaves and white berries about the size of a grapefruit.

"(Shocked and exited) There's a willow tree here?! Yes, score! *Drool* *Licks lips* I can't wait to taste those delicious berries again!"(Rina)

*Swish swish swish swish*

I was so excited that my tail kept wagging.

Hmm, how am I going to store them? I guess I could use a wooden box but, what if the others try to steal some? Hmm... do I still have those pieces of paper master gave me? [Inventory] I do! Great! Now,

RINA'S. DO NOT TOUCH OR ELSE.

And done. Smack some adhesive to the back and put it on the box and boom, (Excited) berry picking time!

I then spent the next 10 minutes picking all 120 berries off the tree.

"*Sigh* Finally done. Now to keep 5 and throw the rest in the box. Hey system can you set a reminder how many berries I have and subtract from what I ate?"(Rina)

[Reminder set]

"(Excited) Good now let's get to the good part."(Rina)

I then threw all but five berries in the box and put that in my [Inventory] after casting a spell to wash and cool them.

"*Sits down under tree* *Sigh* Finally the fruits or more like berries of my labor. *Nom* *Hand on cheek* Mmmmmm! Delicious!"(Rina)

*SwishSwishSwishSwishSwishSwishSwish*

When I took my first bite I was hit with a euphoric sensation. It's sweet with a tiny bit of sourness. It was soft, smooth, juicy, and cool. It was so good my tail wouldn't stop waging and my ears went back.

"*Nom* (Mouth full) I can't get enough of this stuff! *Gulp* It's been so long since I last had these. Last time was when I was 2 months old when mom went out to find some as a celebration for opening my statues for the first time. *Smile* Haha, the others tried to steal some from me, but mom wasn't having it and scared them off.

Now that I think about it, I still have some things to do. Like this text on *Nom* (Mouth full) the spear, he gave me. *Gulp* Hmm, it says Milofis, raphiel octis en satanas octis. *Eye roll* It's the ancient language again. Welp, I already know what most of the words mean. So, its name translates to *Nom* (Mouth full) Benevolence, bringer and destroyer of hope. *Gulp* Well, that or hope bringer and hope destroyer. Not that it matters.

Now *nom* (Mouth full) for master's letter. *Gulp*"(Rina)

[Inventory]

The letter then appeared in my free hand.

*Nom*

*Rip*

I then finished the berry I was eating and opened the letter and started reading.

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Dear Rina,

I write this letter to let you know of a few things I did not get to cover during the time we had, nya.

First, is the Gathering of Clan Leaders happening in a little more than a year, nya. You must attend as the clan leader of the True Fenrir, nya.

Second, is that you should get blood magic, nya.

Third, is that you can take on a complete human form without a tail or wolf ears, nya.

Fourth, is that you can hide your presence as a Clan Leader if you get the True Assassin Grandmaster class, nya. If you choose to go down a different path come find me and I'll teach you how, nya.

From, Master, nya.

To, stupid disciple, nya.

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(Annoyed) I was happy at the start but now I'm just annoyed. And what does he mean to get blood magic? Isn't th- *Facepalm* right. Forgot I could get it due to my race. (Annoyed) Then why didn't he have me get it from the start?! Could have saved me some damn time.

*Reach out*

*Pat Pat*

Huh? *Looks to the left* Nooo! (Depressed) I'm all out of berries. *Sigh* Whatever. Don't want to eat them all in one sitting. Now to try the other things master mentioned.

First, human form. I can pretty much guess how to do it. [Shapeshifting(Humanoid)]

*Flash*

I then focused on what it was like as a human and used my skill.

*Shiver*

Gross, gross, gross! Nope, I hate it already! [Shapeshifting(Humanoid)]

*Flash*

*sigh* Much better. Yuck. Being in a complete human form feels gross and unnatural. But *Sigh* I'll have to get used to it for my plan. But on the bright side, I won't be the only one suffering doing this. Now I'm going to need to start leveling and planning with the others.

*Yawn*

Why am I always so sleepy? Meh, I don't care enough to try to find out. Let's just take a nap for a bit.

*Flash*

Should be safe here. Finding this tree will be very hard for most.

I then curled up and fell asleep.